Unwanted Desire-Chapter 6

CHAPTER 6

Harry: *looked at the calendar n remembered tht this was the day Cedric was coming bk. Oddly enough, he felt a little excited n seemed to look forward to it, enough to evn dress up a little to go see him*

Cedric talked to Magonagl and had Harry come out to the owl tower to 'send' a letter for the women. Cedric was waiting inside the tower.

Harry: *heard word of Cedric being in the tower n made his way up, seeing him standing there still partially clad in his Quidditch uniform* Hey, Ced

"Hey Harry." He smiled. "Hope you are not missing any classes."

Harry: *shrugs* I'm fine. It's free study period. A privilege for the 7th years so they can study for NEWTS, bt I'm sure u knw tht

"I am glad. Want to go for a walk?" He asked, blushing slightly.

Harry: Umm...yeah, sure *followed alongside him*

Ced smiled to himself. "There is a game on Tuesday, if you would like to come."

Harry: Yeah, sure. I'd love to. I've nvr reli seen u play before except in school

Ced walked a bit more. "I was going to anounce my getting married to Cho but now I qould love to announce our marraige,"

Harry: *scratches his chin, blushing a little* Well, yeah, abt tht?

Ced gulpped. He was going to say no.

Harry: *smiles n showed him the ring he was wearing. All the while he had always been wearing it on his right middle finger, now it was settling nicely on his left ring finger*

Cedric smiled and took his hand. "Harry my I kiss you?" He ask looking very happy.

Harry: *blushed quite red. He had nvr been asked like this before. During his relationship with Ron, he was the pants in the relationship, now he felt almost like a crushing schoolboy* W...Well...I...I thought we were going to be friends...

"We are but I have wanted to kiss you since I left." he cupped his cheek. "If you don't want me too then say so and I won't"

Harry: *looks away shyly* Well, I'm...not saying I dont want it...

"Then may I."

Harry: *takes a deep breath n smiled* Yes, u may. Kiss me, Ced. Let me feel ur lips

Cedric leaned down and cupped his cheek and gentley pressed his lips to Harry's.

Harry: *felt his lips n kisses bk gently, his fingers curled ard Cedric's shirt, feeling his heart racing a little*

Cedric put his around Harry's waist trying to not go tto fast for the other boy."

Harry: *eases into the kiss slowly, although it was clear tht it was getting a little steamy*

Cedric pulled away first. He was flushed and breathless.

Harry: *panted quietly n traced his lips with his fingers* Woah...Tht was...new

"I am glad you thought so." He smiled.

Harry: Does this mean we're...a little bit closer than friends...?

"I don't know. I have never liked a boy before. But you. I find my self attracted to you."

Harry: I'll take tht as a compliment *grins*

Cedric smiled. "i guess this marraige will be more than friendship. If you want."

Harry: I guess so, though I still think we need to take it slow. I still barely knw u tht much

"I was not saying that we need to jump into bed right away. I wasnt to take it slow. But I like kissing you."

Harry: Surprisingly, so do I

"I am glad." He smiled. "so you have choose to marry me of your own free choice. Thank you."

Harry: And I hope u dont make me regret my decision

"Why would you say that?" He got worried.

Harry: Well, I dunno. Ron disappointed me once, n I just worry tht u might be as well. But tht's just me

"I promise I won't. I have never cheated on anyway. Not even on a test."

Harry: *suddenly burst out laughing* U reli ARE a rule-follower, arent u? A total straight arrow

"We I am not so stright now." He took his hand.
hand

Harry: *chuckled at the pun as he allowed his hand to be held n continued to walk*

*meanwhile...*

Sirius: *returned home, sighing tiredly as he had to do another one of those odd hour missions again. Slanting his neck frm side to side, getting rid of the cricks as he entered the room he shared with his beloved wolf*

Remus was sitting on the side of the bed. "Sirius." He cleared his throat.

Sirius: Oh, hey, baby. I didn't knw ur awake. How was ur day? *puts away his Auror uniform*

"Hard." He took a breath and stood up. "We need to talk."

Sirius: *blinked n turned to him. Remy was usually not tht serious* Umm...OK, wht abt?

"Please sit down." He said, moving away from the bed to start pacing.

Sirius: *raised a brow n had his hands on his hips* No, I rather stand. Wht is this abt, Remy?

"Your marriage...I can't be around here when that happens."

Sirius: *blinks* Is tht wht this is abt? I told u, baby. I'm gonna get ard it. I'm not going to marry tht old bat. I wanna be with u, u knw tht

"It is not just that, Sirius. I rarely see you. One passionate night here and there and maybe a lunch date then you are back on a mission. I can't stand it. I don't want you once in a blue moon. I want you more!"

Sirius: Hey, baby, I'm not exactly happy either abt this, bt this is the only way I can afford to support the both of us. I thought we've been through this already, Remy, c'mon!

"I thought I could but I can't. I get lonely here in this house and I want a lover that is here to fill this time with me. I just can't do this anymore, Siri."

Sirius: Pls, baby, be reasonable. *places his hands on his shoulders* I'm doing this for both of us. I love u, Remy, u knw tht. I want us to be together bt I cant do tht if I dont earn enough for it

"I love you too." He looked like he had been crying. "I need to go, Sirius. I just need some time to think. You focus on getting this mess cleared up and I will focus on getting a job, ok?" He took Sirius' hands and took them off his shoulders.

Sirius: Are...Are u breaking up with me? Is tht wht ur trying to say all along? *asked sadly*

"A break that is want we need." He was trying not to cry. "Not breaking up. Just a time out."

Sirius: R...Remy, pls *reaches his hand to Remus' cheek* Dont do this to me...

"This is hurting me enough, but we have to do it." he sniffed.

Sirius: *strokes Remus' cheek before he gritted his teeth n clenched his hand, lowering it to his side n turned his back to him* Fine. Get outta here. Before I change my mind

Remus swallowed hard and turned from the room. Once outside he started out into sprint.

Sirius: *slumped to the floor n leaned against the bed, his hand ovr his eyes as tears started flowing dwn his cheeks*