Journey into Love-Chapter 34

CHAPTER 34

Sirius: *was kept at the office all night long because of Kingsley's insistence that they go thru all the tacticals one by one to ensure better security success, that and also the fact that ideas clashed n neither were willing to compromise. By the time he got bk, it was almost past midnight*

Severus had given up at 11. He was tired and kinda mad, even though he should not be. He had gone back to his old room becuase I hated being in the bed without Sirius. It felt more like Sirius' bed not his his. Once back in his room he left the door open and laid down. But any noise he heard he jumped out, expcting his Master but it was not, he just managed to fall back asleep.

Sirius: *had Floo-ed bk home thru the dwnstairs fireplc bcoz he didn't want to wake Sev up. After having a little bit of midnight snack left by Paprika in the larder, he went up to his room n saw Sev's door room open. He peeked in n saw Sev sleeping in the bed. He sighed, feeling bad abt leaving him hanging there*

Severus was naked under his covers. He was curled up next to a pillow and Sirius looked close it was his pillow from his bed ad Severus had his nose buried in it.

Sirius: *smiles as he sees the pillow n went naked with a spell, then snuck under the covers, removing the pillow n replacing it with himself*

Severus felt skin and snuggled closer. "Master." He mummbled in his sleep.

Sirius: *snuggled closer as well n kissed his cheek, then leans ovr to nibble his earlobe while his hand snakes dwn to stroke him a little*

Severus opened his eyes, still sleepy. "Master?" He then moaned.

Sirius: Hey love, I'm home *kisses him tenderly on his lips, his hands still stroking him gently* Sorry I'm late

"I thought you had lied." he put his arms around Sirius' neck. He kissed back just a tenderly because he was still sleepy. "I was all ready you, streched on my knees but ass in the air but you never came back."

Sirius: I'm sorry, love. Kingsley kept me on the loop, n no one is letting up. I got as soon as I could tear away. *kisses Sev's forehead* I'm so sorry. I understand if u don't want me

"No I want you, still, Sirius." He turned over so he back was facing Sirius. "But as I am still sleepy would you start off slow? Like we are making love and not just fucking?"

Sirius: Anything for you, love *while his hand still stroke Sev's cock, he whispers a lube spell on his other hand n entered one finger into Sev, preparing him*

"I should still be prepared from earlier. But enter my slowly."

Sirius: Of course, bt it doesn't hurt to be cautious *lubes himself up with the spell, n, after preparing him with two fingers, enters him with his cock slowly*

Severus hissed. "So good, Master. Cock seems to get biger each time." He moaned, pushing bakc.

Sirius: Mmh...You fit perfectly everytime * pushed himself in all the way to the hilt*

"Ah, fuck." he timbled. He was right there bearly and inche from his spot.

Sirius: *holds Sev close n started moving in a steady rhythm, his fingers reach dwn to rub Sev's nipples*

"MASTER!" He yelled pushing his hips to meet Sirius.

Sirius: Mmmh, yeah...So tight...You're loving it, ain't ya? *thrust a little deeper, his cock brushing against the spot*

"Oh God yes, Master. I always love when you fuck me." he panted grabbing his pillow. "Harder!"

Sirius: I thought you wanted me to make love to you, not fuck? *grins as he teasing brushed his cock at the spot again*

"But I can't stand it. I need more. Harder, please Master."

Sirius: Your wish is my command, my love *still remaining behind Sev, he lifted Sev's leg to get a better angle n started hitting on the spot just the way he liked it*

"Ah!" He grabbed the pillow tighter. "I love you, oh god I love you." he turned his head wanting a kiss but he could reach back to get it cause his hand would not obey it just was wanted to rip the sheets.

Sirius: I love you too, Sev. I love you so much *leans forward to kiss Sev's neck, occasionally licking the sensitive spot as he moved a little faster n harder, shoving himself deep into him*

"No, mouth, kiss." He said between thusts. They did even make a full sentence.

Sirius: *flips Sev into missionary position, spread his legs, n took him fully by the lips while he thrusts deep into him. He still prefered this position. It allows him to hit the spot more accurately*

Severus wrapped his body around him tight, kissing him deeply, moaning between the kisses. He broke the last kiss off. "Master I need to come, please can I?"

Sirius: I want to hear my name as you come, my love *He was getting close anyway frm the pleasurable tightness ard his cock as he reaches dwn to stroke Sev*

"Sirius, ah, yess right there, almost.....SIRIUS!!!" he yelled and he came, his inner wall closing around Sirius' cock. His orgasam seemed to go on forever.

Sirius: Ooh...! So tight...I'm coming...SEVERUS...!! *groans as he came a few seconds later, the inner walls milking him for all its worth*

Severus panted. "Stay in for just a bit? I have been told...uh..." he blushed. "That is help the sperm absorb."

Sirius: Alright *leans dwn to kiss his cheek* Although I was hoping our love-making is not just all abt procreating

"I know Master I just. I still feel empty. I want to feel that emptiness." He said. "I don't mean for you to think I only want sex to get a baby."

Sirius: I knw u want to give me an heir, but we agreed not to rush it. Let nature takes its course. I love you, Sev, n I don't want u to hurt urself by forcing urself

"I am not forcing myself!" he pushed Sirius off him and sat up. "I know what I am doing, Sirius." He frowned.

Sirius: *sighs, the mood all gone now. He leans forward n kissed Sev's cheek n turned, prepared to leave*

"Now that you have fucked me you are going to leave?" He was still frowning. "Need to go see you girlfriend? See that is still knocked up with your kid. Or are you worried that she might be?"

Sirius: *snapped n spun round* Stop it! Stop being such an ass! I've told you before that there is no other! I have never seen anyone else! I've always been with you! You are my everything! All I wanted was you to take it easy, to let nature take its course! I don't want you to force yourself n end up hurting urself if things don't go as planned! You want me to treat you equally? Well, I'm trying! And you're not making it easy for me! I dont want to order you ard, and I don't want u to think that I think of u any less by arguing with you! I love you, Severus! Only you! Why can't you just FUCKING SEE THAT?!

"Then why don't you sterilize me? We will never have to worry about unwanted pregnances!" He yelled back. "I am a slave! How can I see that!" He got up. "There is not ring on my finger, no vows, how do I really know I am your only one? You say you will free me. When? Tomorrow? Or after our third child it born? How do I not know that once you get a child you won't throw me away? How do I know you won't come to your senses and throw me out with our child in the womb? How do I not know that you will not turn into my Father!" He sobbing by now and feel to the floor. "JUST GET OUT!" He sobbed into his hands. "Please, get out." He said again in a wishper.

Sirius: *lets out a huff n stomps out, slamming the door, grabs something random n threw it against the wall* GOD-DAMMIT!!! FUCK!! *stomps dwnstairs n slept in the study instead*

Severus winced and sat back bringing his knees up. "Mum." he said....that was it. He needed to talk to his mom. He got up and found a robe. Sneeking out of the room he saw that Sirius was not around. He went down stairs and saw the study closed so he snuck out of the house. It was dark but that was better so no one saw him. He made his way to the cemetary. Once he got there he went to his mother's grave and knelt down. "Mum, I need you. I mess everything up. I wouldn't be surpised it Sirius sells me." He wiped some tears away. "I should learn to keep my mouth shut but I seem to have a bit of you in me. Mum, I love him so much and I want to hav his child, but he doesn't seem to want another. He says let nature take it's course." he sniffed. "I don't want it to take it's course. I want my baby back!" He openly sobbed. "I should be wondering what to dress her in not just sitting here crying over the baby I never got to hold."

Sirius: *just sat there in the study not reli sleeping. He just couldn't understand why Sev would want to rush so much to hv another child. He knew he missed Selena; he too missed her n wanted her bk so badly, bt the thought of Sev hurting himself if things didn't go as planned haunted him since the day he knew Sev was well enough to conceive again. He feared for his life and he didn't want history to repeat itself again. He didn't knw wat to do with Sev. To let him do wat he wants was a risky option, bt to not let him do wat he wants was a dead end as well*

Severus feel alseep against his mother's grave, tear stains on his cheeks. He had a plan he just hopped that he was not going to do that wrong thing.