Journey into Love-Chapter 56

CHAPTER 56

Severus was outside gardening. He had taken to gradening the last few days when Sirius would go to his 'meetings'.

Sirius: *finally came home with a heavily bandaged arm put on a sling, bt despite his drained face, he was in all smiles as he went to the gardens* Nice work u've done here, love

Severus looked up. "Master." He said, a big smille on his face. "Thank you. I love gardening." He got up and dusted his knees off.

Sirius: *came to him n kissed him* How's ur day so far?

"Good. You, MAster." He kissed him back and noticed the bandaged arm.

Sirius: Ah, was abt to tell u *shows him 2 sets of paperwork* You're free. U n Drake are officially free birds now. I need to call Remus to tell him to bring Drake ovr so tht u n he can go to the slavers to have ur magic unbound. Congrats, love. Now u dont have to wear tht collar anymore

....Severus was too silent. He was free but why didn't he feel happy.

Sirius: *noticed his silence* Wh...Wht's wrong, love? Aren't u happy?

"Yes, Ma-Sirius. I am." He tried to smile. "Your no longer my Master, what more could I ask for."

Sirius: *cupped his cheeks* Severus, there's something going on tht ur not telling me. Are u alright? Is it the baby? Is he alright?

"The baby is fine, Ma-Sirius." He shook his head. "I'm fine. I have always wanted to be free. I couldn't be any happer."

Sirius: Then why dont u look happy? Is it because of something I said?

"No, Maste-Why don't you go and rest up and I will bing you something to eat. Then you can show me my paper work."

Sirius: *felt something odd, bt decided not to push it* Alright. I'll c u in our room then *kisses Sev's lips gently before going up, feeling a little disappointed tht he had not got the reaction he had expected*

Severus went to get Sirius something to eat.

Sirius: *went into the room n lay on the bed, puzzling abt Sev's weird reaction*

Severus came in with some soup and sat it beside the bed and sat on the bed. "Show me my paper work." He said was a realing looking fake smile.

Sirius: Here you go *shows him the paperwork tht dictates Sev's freedom, with the signature of Sirius n the slaver on the bottom* See? Ur a free man now, n once u n Drake's magic are unbound, the first thing we'll do is get rid of tht collar n buy u a wand. U deserve tht much

Severus fingered the color. "Yes. I do." he leaned in to kiss his mas-ex master."Thank you."

Sirius: I love you so much, Sev. Soon I will love u more as my wife *leans in to take Severus' lips, kissing him deeply*

Severus closed his eyes and broke the kiss huging him. He always wnted to be free and now he was and he didn't want to be. He wanted to be Sirius pet always. He wanted to call Sirius Master but now they where both on equal ground and it scared him. What would he do with his freedom?

Sirius: *felt the tense atmosphere n knew something was not right. He took Severus by the chin n made him face him* Severus, talk to me. Wht is wrong?

Severus refused to open his eyes. "I am not your pet anymore."

Sirius: *surprised* Wht? Who told u tht?

"I am not your slave. Your not my Master." Severus started to sniffle. "I aways wanted to be free, but now that I am I want to be your."

Sirius: Silly little Severus. Is tht wht's all abt? Love, you will always be mine. You r carrying my child right now n you will soon be my wife. I have loved no other besides you, u knw tht. You have always been mine since the day u stepped into my life

"I want to call you Master." He opened his eyes, there where tears in them.

Sirius: Oh, love. Didn't I promise u could call me Master anytime u want? *wipes his tears away with his thumbs* Everything is going to be alright, Sev, pls dont cry

Severus tried blinking the tears away. "I never thought this day would come. Master, please hold me."

Sirius: Of course, my love *held him with his good arm*

Severus started to cry it was just his hormons racing.

Sirius: Shh...It's OK...U r my one n only pet. My pet, my love, my slave--well, ex-slave--my wife, my everything. U r mine forever *stroke his back*

"I want to be your slave." Severus said, inbetween crying.

Sirius: Now why would u want to return to the life I strive so hard to get u out frm? Shh...Severus...it's OK now...

"I don't remember how to be free."

Sirius: Then you will learn, n I will show u how. We're together now, n tht counts for everything

Severus moved to look at him. "Then why do I usually have to ask for sex?"

Sirius: Better than me demanding it, doesn't it? Tht's wht Masters do, they demand n dont care if the slave wants it or not. I'm letting u hv the free will to choose to want sex or not. Although *reaches ovr with his good hand to squeeze Sev's ass* ur body makes me want to have sex with u all the time

"But you have been a kinder Master to be then anyone else. I want you to ask for sex. I guess I want the best of both world. You as my Master and husband."

Sirius: Then will it be too bold of me to ask of it now? I miss being inside you ever since I started this ritual

"No it would not. But you have to ask like you mean it."

Sirius: Oh, I mean it alright *leans ovr to whisper in Sev's ear* I want to make sweet love to u, my dear little wife *nibbled at his ear*

"Be more forceful." He shivered.

Sirius: Mmh, yeah, I want to make love to u, fuck u right into the mattress until u lose ur mind *reach dwn with his good hand into Sev's pants n started teasing his clit hard*

"Ah, Master, harder." he begged. "I want you to fuck me hard."

Sirius: Oh yes, I will *tears off the sling n his bandages on his affected arm, seeing tht it had more or less healed up before bringing Sev up to the bed n almost ripped his pants off before putting his fingers on the clit, rubbing it vigorously*

"Oh god. Stop I come before....you." Severus twisted on the bed but his body made him open his legs wide like a two knut whore.

Sirius: Come, let urself loose. This wont be ur last orgasm, I promise u tht *rubs even harder, one of the fingers occasionally thrusting into his pussy*

"Oh god!" Severus's eyes rolled back in his head as he vagina squezhed around Sirius's finger before letting out a stream.

Sirius: *rubbed some more to milk him out before licking it off his hand* Mmm, such an intoxicating taste

Severus was panting. "Master...would it be wierd to ask for something?"

Sirius: Wht is it, love? *nuzzles him*

"No, never mind, it is silly."

Sirius: *raised a brow n rubbed his face against Sev's like a cat* C'mon, love. Wht is it?

Severus blushed. Who would ever thing he would want that again. "Double penetration." He whispers.

Sirius: *surprised* Eh? *grins* Aren't we a raunchy little devil today?

Severus blushed deeper. "Just forget it." He his his head.

Sirius: Oh? Are you sure you dont want it? *his one hand sneaked dwn to massage the clit while the other sneaked at the other side n teased teh hole*

Severus arched. "I want it Master." He breath, still blushign a deep red. "Please."

Sirius: Then I knw just the thing for you *got up n dug thru his desk* Aha! There u are *revealed a rather big sized anal dildo*

Severus blinked... "Why do you have one that big?...Better question why do you have one at all."

Sirius: Lucius got it for me. He thought it funny to give this to me as a birthday gift, just to make fun of me for taking it up the ass with Reggie. He was the only one who knew abt me n Reggie, n constantly taunt me abt it until he finally shut up wen I threatened to push him off the Astronomy Tower *rolled his eyes* I had thought of throwing it away, bt it keeps slipping my mind

"It's big.....bigger than you." he reached out and touched it.

Sirius: *pouts* Aww, now I feel hurt

"It is, Sirius." He rolled his eyes. "I didn't say you where small, ok." He took the toy in his hands looking over it. "It is not the biggest I have ever taken but still the biggest since I came here."

Sirius: Better yet, see? *whispers a spell n the dildo made a thrusting motion*

Severus dropped it. "Wow." He smiled. "That's a new one on me." He licked his lips and looked up at Sirius. "Prepear me well first?"

Sirius: Oh tht I most certainly will *lay Sev dwn before using Sev's cum frm his pussy n spread it ard his hole, teasing it occasionally*

Severus gripped the sheets. "Master. Hurry!"

Sirius: Mmm...Such an impatient 'slave' *whispered a lube spell on both Sev's ass n his fingers before slowly inching in two at once*

"Ah! More, don't stop." He twisted his head away. Oh how he missed this feeling, now that he had two opening Sirius seemed to perfer the front over the back.

Sirius: *enters a third finger, scissoring him n finger-fucks him, barely brushing against the prostate, preparing him for what's to come*

"Oh god! Master Fuck me. Please! I don't care how just DO IT!!"

Sirius: My, my, we reli are raunchy today *chuckles as he lubed up the dildo with Sev's pussy juice n a lube spell for good measure, then slowly inches the dildo into Sev's ass*

Severus blushed then gasped. "Wait, just give me a moment." The cloud of lust was starting to disipapate and the truth of the size was coming back. "Ok." He reached down to rub himself much like what he would do to stroke his old cock.

Sirius: *pulled his hand away gently n lubed his cock up with his pussy juice, then enters him in one slow thrust*

"Oh GOD!" Severus was so full. He pulled Sirius down for a kiss but he couldn't kiss that long because of his breathing. "It feel so good."

Sirius: Yes, my love. And I'll making u feel so much better *whispers the spell to make the dildo thrust n he himself matched its thrusts*

Severus through his head back in a wordless cry, but he wrapped his body around Sirius.

Sirius: Ooh, yes, feels good, doesn't it? Mmh, I can feel the dildo's vibration as well. So good *timed his thrusts right along with the dildo*

"Harder." He outright begged. Just a bit more and he would come.

Sirius: *moaned a reply before whispering the spell to make the dildo move faster n harder n matched its pace*

"Oh God. Yes, yes. I'm gonna, oh Fuck! SO Good!"

Sirius: Yes, yes, come for me. Shower my cock with ur juice *increased the capacity of the dildo again n matched along with it, tho being careful not to harm the baby*

"Yes, god, OHHHHHHHHHHHH..." Severus body went into hyperdrive as he came. He came longer and fast then he had ever. "MASTER!!" He sreamed.

Sirius: *Sev's muscles clamped dwn on him harder than he usually do, bt he held bk just to thrust him so more, maximizing Sev's pleasure to make him come some more*

Severus eyes rolled back in his head as he jerked, coming again. How, he did not care just glad that he was.

Sirius: *loving the feeling of Sev's muscles clamping at him. He was almost close, all he need is another orgasm frm Sev. Grinning, he thrust while rubbing at the clit at the same time, while the dildo still fucking Sev's ass*

Severus was like a limp noodle. How could someone come that many times in a short amount of time. He let out a cry as Sirius touched him. "S..." He was so sensitive but he couldn't for the word. "Ah!"

Sirius: *could see frm Sev's face tht he was getting too sensitive, bt he felt the clench all the same frm Sev's cry. Quickly pulled out n came all ovr Sev's body, groaning his name in pleasure*

Severus laid on the bed, his eyes closed just trying to get his breath back. Then he let out a cry the toy was still deep in his ass. "Siri.."

Sirius: Oh, sorry abt tht *whispers a spell to make the dildo stop before pulling it out of him*

Severus whined a bit as it came out but he was so tired and throughly fuck. He was about to close his eyes when he felt something in his belly much like a kick. As if the baby was tell them to keep it down out there.

Sirius: *sees his facial expression* Something wrong, love? Did...Did I hurt u? Did I hurt the baby? *was worried*

"The baby just kicked." he smiled sleeply. "I think he is telling us to quite down. He is trying to sleep.”

Sirius: *chuckles n cleans them both up with a spell before leaning dwn to listen to Sev's baby bump, caressing it* Sorry, little guy. Mommy n Daddy will quiet dwn now. Sleep well, my child *kisses the baby bump*

"Where is Mommy's kiss." Severus pouted.

Sirius: Mommy's kiss is right here *grins n leans ovr, kissing him tenderly*

Severus kissed back just a tenderly. "I love you, Sirius." He smiled up at him. "Thank you for not thinking my request was odd."

Sirius: None of ur request are odd *lay beside him, still caressing his baby bump* Anything u ask, i'll be happy to oblige

Severus smiled. "Well I want to sleep now. Then I want to go out and garden. When will we get married?"

Sirius: As soon as ur magic is unbound, we will go n get us rings. How would u like our wedding to be?

"Not big. I want a small wedding. Can my old teacher be there too?"

Sirius: Yes, of course. Invite anyone you want, love

"Can we have a honeymoon?"

Sirius: Where would you like to go?

"I don't know. I have never been out of England. Anywhere would be nice. If we can travel safely with the babies."

Sirius: We'll decide on tht later. Best way to travel is through carriage or by train, wht with ur condition, so we need to find a plc within tht route

Severus nodded. "I wish we could go to Spain. I have alway wanted to visit."

Sirius: It's a little far tho. We could go there after the baby is born

"Then we will have to wait until he is older and have a family trip." He smiled at the thought. "Master, will you be happy when the baby start crying all hours of the night? I will take care of him but that might mean no sex for a while. Will you be..ok with that?"

Sirius: Oh I'm fine with tht. It will be a little hard, bt I'm sure I can handle it. The question is can YOU handle it? *grins*

"I have read that the woman, now me with this stupid vagina will have to heal after the birth. How some people can have a kid nine months after is beyond me." He whinced. "I can handle the baby. I don't want to trouble you."

Sirius: Yes, in my understanding, they must be in confinement period for a month with a strict diet. Sometimes they have to be bedridden the whole mth. When tht time comes, I'll be able to help out with the baby

"Don't worry about him. You need to go to work and bring home the money and SHIT!" He sat straight up. "We having nothing! No crib, no clothes, no toys, we don't even have a room." Severus started to panic

Sirius: Easy, love, easy. *rubs his chest n lay him bk dwn* One step at a time. We'll have plenty of time for tht after the wedding. Besides, we already have a room here *gestures at Sev's room* We just need to refurnish the plc a little*

Severus breathing started back to normal. I'm sorry, Sirius. I just don't want the baby to think he is unwanted. I want to be the best mother in the world, even if I am not a woman."

Sirius: You will be, love. Dont worry abt it. They say it's all abt instinct. U will knw wat to do wen the time comes. Our baby will remember u as the most wonderful mother in the universe *kissed his forehead*

"I hope." He nodded and rubbed his belly. He had yet to get craving but he was starting to gain weight. Did Sirius like that? "I will try to relax, Master." He kissed his cheek. "I love you."

Sirius: I love you too. I love you so much