CHAPTER 16
Sirius: *in his study doing his Auror paperwork as usual*
Severus came in, lookinga little nervious. "Master."
Sirius: *looks up* Yes, love? Something the matter?
"Can I...come in here while you work?"
Sirius: Yes, why not? I'm not going to eat you...yet *sniggered*
Severus shiffted... "I didn't know if you would like me to." Severus walked over to him and stopped at edge of the desk. Looking at Sirius' lap.
Sirius: Nah, I'm a little busy at the moment *notice him looking* What's wrong?
"I had a nightmare."
Sirius: What sort of nightmare? Care to tell me?
"About me first time." He was still looking at Sirius lap. He wanted to curl up in his lap.
Sirius: *noticed the body language n sat bk, making way for him to come ovr*
Severus came over and climbed on his lap, curling up.
Sirius: Tell me more abt this nightmare of urs
Severus shivered. "I was running, but I wasn't going anywhere. Then this chain closed around my neck and choked me."
Sirius: *holds Sev close n let his head lean on his shoulder* Then what happened?
"My first Master was on top of me, I tired to claw at him, but every time I got a good swipe, it felt like I was clawing at me face. Then someone grabbed my arms. I looked up to see him. He grinned and said 'You shouldn't try to hurt your Master. He can do worse.' When I looked back it was you." He shivered again.
Sirius: *shocked to hear that bt needed to keep a level head for his beloved* You knw I would nvr do that to you, love
"But it hurt so much." He started to sob. "I begged you to stop but you would not. You just thrusting into me, over and over." he grabbed onto Sirius' shirt, sobbing.
Sirius: Shh, shh, shh... Hush now, love *rubbed his back* It's only a nightmare. I will nvr ever do that to u, I swear
"But our first time was painful. What if you want to do that again."
Sirius: I would nvr do that, love. Did I reli hurt u the first time we did it?
"I was still in pain from that man." He sniffed. "I was nice to a point but it was more painful."
Sirius: You're with me now, love. I will nvr let anything happen to u that way. I swear it on my parents' grave
Severus nodded. "I know, Master. I just." He sighed. "It was just nightmare that freaked me out."
Sirius: C'mere, let me make the fear go away *leans ovr for a kiss*
Severus kissed him back, slowly. He puth is arm over Sirius' neck.
Sirius: I love you, Severus. *speaks between kisses* I love u so much
"Master." He pushed him back a bit. "I am not read to have sex." he gulped, would Sirius take no for an answer.
Sirius: I knw. Would u like to read? Or would u like to stay on my lap while I finish off my work?
"If I can I would like to stay on your lap, if that is not too much trouble."
Sirius: No worries. I'm good *moved the chair forward n continued doing his paperwork, not affected at all with Sev in the way*
Severus continued to sit on his lap, he should feel silly for that, but he didn't soon he driffted off to a more peacefull sleep.
Sirius: *notices him snoozing n lays in on the couch next to his workdesk before continuing his reports, making the final touches*
Severus slept for what seemed ever. When he woke up he noticed he was not on his Master's lap. He cruled slightly. He hated feeling like a scared little child, usually he didn't show it, if usually mean pain, but with Sirius he felt he could show some weakness, but not to much.
Sirius: *finally completed his report n stole a look at Severus. Frm his angle he couldn't tell that Sev was already awake. He let go of the cricks on his neck before he went over to carry the man bridal style, taking him upstairs to the room*
Severus froze before letting his mind geta hold on him. He turned over to see Sirius walking over to him. "Finished, Master?"
Sirius: Oh, ur awake. Yes, I'm quite done now, the rest can wait a little till tomorrow *carries him bridal style anyway up the stairs*
Severus snuggled into Siriu's chest. It was nice and warm and Sirius had this nice warm smell about him. "I love you, Master."
Sirius: And I love you too *kisses his forehead as he carried him into their room. He lay him on the bed n got changed into his PJs before joining him in bed*
"You don't think I am too needy...do you?" He looked up at him, biting his lip.
Sirius: No of course not. U being needy means ur starting to trust me with ur feelings, n I'm OK with that
"Are you sure...I don't want to make you think I am weak, cause I am not."
Sirius: I would nvr think u weak. You wouldn't be here if u were weak. U would've been like the walking dead, just like ur colleagues in the business. And I wouldnt have noticed u *nuzzles against his nose*
"Sometimes I think you are just a sick pervert." He said flatly.
Sirius: Oh, I wouldn't put it that way. I'd say I'm more of a... *tickled Sev's sensitive area* sexually creative person
Severus blushed. "I thought we where not going to have sex."
Sirius: We're not. But I'm just giving u a heads-up on wat to expect wen u are ready for it *grins*
"Master...would you ever let me top...?"
Sirius: *widened his eyes in surprise* What gave u that idea?
"I don't know." He lowered his eyes. "I just thought maybe...I don't know. You know just forget I ever said it."
Sirius: No, no, pls, tell me wat's on ur mind. I was just a little surprised, that's all. U knw u can tell me anything
"...I have never...topped. My Master liked it and I just wanted to know it If could ever try it, you know, with you. I wouldn't hurt you like your brother did. I promise."
Sirius: *thinks for a moment, not sure abt this* We'll see
"You don't have to say anything, Master. I am your slave, I don't have to have a say at all."
Sirius: I don't mean that. I'm just...well, like I said, we'll see *snuggles up against Sev*
"Yes, Master." He snuggled too.
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