Unwanted Desire-Chapter 28

CHAPTER 28

Severus sat in the doctors office. He had tried to get past sirius but judging from his husband right next to him it had not worked. "I could have done this on my own, Black." He said, miffted.

Sirius: *grinned* There is no way in hell tht I would miss my wife's first doctor's appointment. U cant get rid of me now evn if u wanted to. 'Sides I had Star for help on tht Howling Calendar she got me with the reminder written there screaming dwn my ear

"I think you and my daughter at out to get me." He groaned. "Just stay in the back ground, ok?"

Sirius: Wht? N miss being by ur side wen the docs reveal how beautiful our child may be? No can do

Severus rolled his eyes. "I didn't want you there. You will get all mushy."

Sirius: No, I wont. Is it wrong to be excited abt our baby?

Nurse: *calls out* Mr. Snape-Black? Room 2 pls

Severus got up and started to room too. "No. Just you will take it to the next level."

Sirius: N u tend to exaggerate *follows behind him*

"I do not." When he got to room two he tried to slam the door in Sirius face, but to see if he could do it.

Sirius: *was way ahead of him as he blocked the door before Sev could close it, grinning as he continued following him*

"Hate, you. I hope you know that." he frowned and got on the examination table.

Sirius: *grins n sat beside him, patting his shoulder gently before keeping to himself as the doctor entered*

"Hello, Mr. Snape-Black. How are we feeling?" He doctor asked.

"Good, until he came along." Severus pointed to sirius.

"And he is?"

Sirius: Black. Sirius Black. His husband *grins proudly* N the father of this child

"Or so he says." Severus mumbled under his breath. But hte doctor seemed not to hear.

"How far do you think you are?" He asked getting out his wand and motioning Severus to sit down.

"Uh, almost two months I would say."

Sirius: I hope everything is alright with the baby, doctor

"Lets see." He started scanning Severus and a frown appeared on his face. "hmm." He scanned again.

"Is something wrong?" He just knew it was his fault, it had to be.

"You hormon levels are elivated, telling there is a baby, but I don't find a life sign."

Sirius: Wht? *sat up straight* Tht's impossible! He's been having morning sickness n everything. Tht's not right. U sure u didnt read it wrong?

"I am sure. I have been doing this for 20 years and I am never wrong. Listen." He pulled up a projection. There was not a sound. "There should be a faint heart beat, like the hum of a birds wings, but there is none. Mr. Snape-Black. Have you been having any stress?"

"A bit." He said in a small voice.

"That could be it. Stress can elivate hormons and make it look like you are pregnant and even~"
make a pregnancy test positive.

Sirius: Then...Then is it reli...? He's...not pregnant?

"I am afraid not. It is a false, positive."

Severus seemed like he percked up. "Good. I can keep working so we can get everything we need to the next baby. Thank you so much, doctor." Severus got down from the table.

The doctor nodded. "Get lost of sleep." Then he whispered to Sirius. "Stay with him. They all act strong until they get home then they fall apart." he put a hand on Sirius shoulder~
and walked out.

Sirius: *nods n followed behind him. He wanted to put his arm ard Sev's shoulder, bt decided against it n wanted to wait till they get home*

"I guess you are glad that I have have the baby. It might have been that rapests."

Sirius: Sev, u knw tht's not true. U already knw tht I've accepted it no matter who it belongs to

"It matters not." He went back to the fireplace and flood back home. "I need to fire call Albus and tell him I will be coming back tomorrow."

Sirius: *floo-ed aftr him, then without warning, he hugged him frm behind close to his chest*

"Sirius I do not have time for this." He said, but not fighting to get out of the embrace.

Sirius: Yes u do. The call can wait. U need me now, more than ever. *hugs him closer* N if u need it, I will cry for u

"I don't need you to do anything." This time he pushed him away. "Why did you have to do this. I was fine on me own." He backed up to the wall. "I was fine not having a child. I was fine. I HATE YOU! I CAN DEAL ON MY OWN!"

Sirius: No, ur not. Ur not fine. Look at u, shouting like it didnt matter. U may act like it, bt I knw it's bothering u. I told u before, u dont hv to bear the whole world's burden on ur shoulders. It's abt time I share the load.

"I don't want to! I want to forget like it never happened. Since you came into my life I have had nothing but problems. I hate you. Just leave ne alone." he ran from the room and up to the bedroom and closed the door. He hated blaming Sirius but he need Sirius to be away for a while while he worked things out.

Sirius: *went up n stood in front of the door of the room. He wanted to knock to persuade him out or to let him in bt finally decided against it, his hand in the midair. He will come look for him when he was ready. He sighs as he went bk to his own room*

Severus slid down the door, a sob choked in his throat. Why had he not gone to the door that moment he found out? He put his arms around his middled and started crying into his knees. It was all his fault. He knew it. He had let that man rape him and now this was his punishment for that. For everything that he had done. He held himself tighter. He couldn't be around Sirius, he didn't want sirius to slip and say that it was his fault.

Sirius: *leaned against the wall n was able to hear vry soft sobs coming frm it. His heart ached at the fact tht Sev was always shouldering the blame. He wanted to share this pain with him together, not let him wallow in self-pity. It was enough for himself to go ard, he didnt want another one to be like him. He caresses the wall as he listens in to Sev's sobs, pretending tht it was Sev he's caressing*

"It's my fault, it's all my fault." He sobbed, against the door. He wanted to come for someone, but he knew what they would say. It was all his fault. He hit the door repatedly. "I hate you, I HATE YOU!" He said to himself.

Sirius: *couldnt take it anymore n got up, stomping ovr to the door. He unlocked it with a charm n barged in, thankfully Sev was a few feet away frm it. He knelt dwn n took Sev in his arms, hugging him close to his chest n rubbing his bk* Shh...Shh...It's not ur fault, Sev. It's not ur fault. It's OK, I'm here

"It's all my fault!" he sobbed, handing on to Sirius. "Why am I always punished!"

Sirius: U r not being punished. Dont think of it tht way. We're just a little dwn on luck. It's not ur fault. Maybe we're just not ready yet. Shh...It's OK. If anyone's to blame, its me. Ur right. I brought u into this mess

"Tell me you love me, even if you don't mean it. I need to hear it." He cried into sirius ches.t

Sirius: I love u. I meant it wen I said it the first time. N I meant it now. I love you. I love you so much. *held him close* I love you forever and a day, Sev

"Sirius." He leaned up to kiss Sirius.

Sirius: *leans to kiss him bk, running his hand through his hair and along his frame, trying his best to convey his love to him*

Severus kissed him back with all he hand, tears still coming down. he put his arms around Sirius.

Sirius: *whispers "I love u" btwn kisses, wrapping his arms ard Sev's waist, shortening the distance tht couldnt be any closer*

Severus didn't have time to say that he loved him back as they kissed. He pulled Sirius hand close to him trying to tell he needed him even more, with out actualy saying it.

Sirius: *got the msg somehow n picked him up, carrying him to the bed, kissing him as his hands gently help remove Sev's clothing*

Once all his clothes were off he stared on sirius' trying not to break the kiss as he got frustrated by buttoms on the shirt. "Damn."

Sirius: S'ok, I'll take of tht *magicked his clothes away before returning to kiss him*

"But I wa..." he was cut off by the kiss. His body was reaching to the closeness. "Please." he opened his legs more.

Sirius: *whispers a lube spell on his fingers to help Sev stretch up as he entered them one by one, taking care to only brush the spot*

Severus moaned and whimpered, wrigthing around. "Please make it gentle. I want it to last forever."

Sirius: I will, Sev. I will *puts in the third finger n gently thrusts in n out, carrying on preparing him, again brushing the spot*

"Sirius, yes!" he moaned he reached down to stroke himself. "I want you so much." He whispered as he looked up into sirius' eyes. "I love you, Sirius. Only you."

Sirius: And I you, Sev *continues to finger-fuck him, pressing a little harder against the spot*

"Please, enough, I need you. All of you. I need you so deep inside me." Severus moaned. "Come inside me. Wash this sarrow away from us. Pleas.e" he kepted pumping himself.

Sirius: Ur wish is my command, my love *lubes himself up n pushed himself into Sev gently all the way to the hilt*

"Yes, yes!" he panted, he put his legs around sirius' hips. "SIRUS!" He screamed as he came.

Sirius: *groans as he felt the muscles tightened ard his cock* Mmh...! So tight...! *thrusts into him, trying to milk him out more by hitting against the spot hard*

"Oh god!" Severus gripped the sheets. "please, more, please. God!" he screamed, his body contracting more.

Sirius: *increased his pace, spreading Sev's legs wider, hitting the spot dead on, leaning dwn to assault his nipples with his mouth*

"Fffuck." He stuttered. "Oh sirius!" he reach down to stroke his hair. "Please, more, make me come again."

Sirius: *hummed his reply as he continued to assault the nipples, reli laying it on him, giving him everything he got to pleasure his wife*

"Oh god yes!" he screamed, his muscules were tightening and lossening. "It feels so good. Please." his hand fell from Sirius' haid and he grabbed the bed again.

Sirius: *pants* Oh, god, ur so tight, love. So, so tight...I love u so much... *kisses his neck* Ur gonna make me come soon...

"Yes, please, come. I want to feel you come inside me."

Sirius: *increased his pace again, literally fucking him as he reached ovr to stroke Sev at the same time, coming closer n closer until he screamed Sev's name, bathing Sev's insides with his come*

Severus pulled him up for a kiss as he came over Sirius' hand. His screams muffled by the kiss. His legs still around Sirius.

Sirius: *carried on thrusting until he was spent n he was soft before he lay on Sev, trying not to crush him, his cock still in him*

Severus wrapped his arms around him. "I love you." He said ina whisper.

Sirius: *nuzzles him with a kiss on the cheek* I love u too *falls asleep slowly*