Journey into Love-Chapter 30

CHAPTER 30

Sirius: *went to work as usual wen he sees Lucius there at his office supervising the removal of Sirius' stuff*

Lucius smiled. "Do you like my new office?" He smiled.

Sirius: Wh...What's the meaning of this? This is MY office!

"That anymore, Black. As I was told this morning you have been let go."

Sirius: L...Let go...?

Lucius smirked. "You did pull you wand on your boss." He smiled.

Sirius: I'm not going to evn ask how you found that out. He was going to take Sev. I'm not abt to allow that

"He is just a slave. I don't know why you didn't let him. You could have been depty head."

Sirius: He's not just a slave. He is my one and only. And I plan to free him when I have the chance. Deputy Head means nothing to me. I hate working with that lard pants anyway

Lucius laughed. "And your money? How wil lyou surivie?"

Sirius: I still got my family fortune. I can still survive, unlike you. You're gonna have to start frm scratch, and evn that won't guarantee ur fortune bk. I hear Cissy seems to enjoy the whorehouse life the last time I heard of her after u sold her off as well

Lucius pulled his wand out. "Don't you dare say anything about my wife! She knew what she was doing."

Sirius: *guarded with his wand* Sure, after you dragged her kicking and screaming there

Lucius narrowed his eyes. "You will pay for that." He turned and went from the room.

Sirius: *sighs n looks ard his office, seeing that Lucius has taken dwn abt 90% of his stuff n dumped them unceremoniously in a corner. Using his wand, he conjured up a fit-all trunk to keep everything*

Underhill came by. "I hope there is not hard feels, Black." He smiled. "I just hate you."

Sirius: ~The feeling is mutual~ *he gathered his stuff n was on his way out when he ran into Kingsley*

"Sirius. Hello, I didn't think I would see you in this part of the building."

Sirius: Yeah well, I was just abt to leave. Ain't gonna work in this plc any longer

"Why not?"

Sirius: Long story. But basically I pissed Underhill off on his birthday n he sacked me for it. Malfoy is taking ovr my plc now

"Really. Hmm, interesting."

Sirius: Well, I'll just be on my way *prepares to leave*

"Wait. Are you looking for a job?"

Sirius: Maybe, bt not expecting it to be soon. You offering?

"Well my security advisor had to retire early after his second heart attack. Having an ex-Arour as my security advisor would be wonderfull."

Sirius: Woah. 2nd heart attack? What did you do? Jump him with a healthy dose of Boggarts again?

"No." Kingsley chuckled. "He has had a bad heart for years. His healer told him to quit last year after his first but he wouldn't."

Sirius: Heh, stubbornness runs in his genes, i guess. Well, since ur offering, I guess I would be a fool to say no

"Sounds good. You can start tomorrow how about that? I will take you to your office so he can get set up. Oh and did I tell you the pay is 10,000 more than you were making?"

Sirius: *eyes lit up at his luck* Well, you definitely didn't tell me that! I'll take it! *holds out his hand to shake on the offer*

"I was coming to offer it to you anyway." He smiled and shook his hand. "Come." He turned and showed him to a room that was two doors down from Kingsley's and twice as big. "There is one down side to his job. The hours."

Sirius: Umm...How bad is it? *worries that he might be too busy to be with Sev*

"Well they very. The basic hours are 8am to 5pm, but if there is an emergancy it can be anyway from 7am to 9pm or even in the middle of the night if I need you. This is not a job for a family man. That is why I choose you."

Sirius: Well... *hesitates a little, thinking abt Sev* I guess it could be accepted

"Thank you, Sirius."

Severus was still at the cemertay. "Mum I wish you where here. It might make this time go better. I woke up last night still thinking I was pregnant. I fear that Sirius won't want me now that I can't even give him an heir."

Draco: *was out doing groceries wen he spots him* Severus...?

He wipped his eyes. "Draco." He looked over to see him.

Draco: Hey there, Severus. Long time no see

"Yes." He got up, brushing dirt off the all black clothes, long sleave turtle neck, and long black trosuers.

Draco: *notices the gravestone and the name* Your mother?

"Yes, my Master moved her here to be next to her granddaughter." he sniffed.

Draco: Grand...daughter...? *sees the smaller gravestone n the name 'Selena Black' carved on it*

"I had a miscarrage."

Draco: *managed to put two and two together* Oh...I'm...I'm sorry...

Severus almost started to cry. "He won't even touch me. I keep smelling pefume on him. He comes home from work and kisses be on the cheek, or the head then takes a shower." He started to cry.

Draco: *approaches him n rubs his back* Now, now. Don't be that way. Uncle Siri is not a person to cheat. Maybe he's just...well, ran into ppl who has perfume on them. I heard the Ministry is getting an increase in women staff... *mentally slaps himself* ~Not helping, Malfoy~

"He is looking for a wife. His slave can not give him a child so he needs a wife." He wipped his eyes.

Draco: That's not true. Uncle Siri loves you. He would nvr look for another. Why, if he were to look for a wife, he would've done so already, not going to all the trouble of burying Selena

"Then why doesn't he touch me? The only time he does it when we go to bed. We never do anything together. He doesn't even care that I where clothes that cover. He doesn't want to see my baby. He doesn't want to be reminded that I failed him!"

Draco: Maybe he does see her, it's just you don't knw it. And maybe he's just giving you time. Time to let your body heal and adjust properly. You had a miscarriage after all

"But I want him to touch me!"

Draco: Then tell him. Don't tell me... *his hand flew to his mouth as morning sickness hit, rushed to a corner to hurl*

Severus looked up. "Draco? Whats wrong?"

Draco: *hurled for a few minutes before calming dwn, bt hesitates to tell him*

"Are you ok? Are you sick?"

Draco: In a...more or less good way

"Ah." He nodded.

Draco: *looks at him apologetically* I knw I shouldn't bring this up...You losing a child and all...

Severus sighed. "Not like it matters. I am not likely to consive another. I can only hope to be able to help raise my Master's child."

Draco: Don't sell yourself short, Severus. You will not only raise Uncle Siri's child, you'll give birth to it. I knw it. Although I'm kinda worried for myself

"Why? Are you really that sick."

Draco: No, no, I'm fine. It doesn't happen very often surprisingly. It's the cravings that's bad. Just now I literally snuck out the bakery with an extra donut or two for myself. No, I'm more worried abt meeting Remy's mother

"Meeting the parents. Hmm. I am glad for you."

Draco: Yeah. But I'm just a kid who should be in his third year in school. You got a body that's made to be pregnant. I'm too young, not to mention carrying a half-breed's child. And I dunno if the parents would take it lightly of having a slave child to carry their grandchild

"Wait...you are pregnant?"

Draco: *looks up n blinks* Um, yes. I thought you knew wat I meant when you responded just now...

"I suppose I didn't understand that. Sorry." He nodded to him. "I don't know what to tell you. I ran away when I found out I was pregnant. I didn't think my Master would want a child by his slave. But I wrong so I don't know what to tell you."

Draco: *nods in understanding* I guess it's to be expected. We're both first time mothers in a sense. Remus was with me when we found out, so I kinda had his support. We were supposed to meet his mother earlier, bt she was away on a healing mission, n only be bk the day aftr tomorrow. I just...worry something rubs off n I'll lose the child...I'm not exactly the mother figure

"Some here." He looked back at his mother's grave. "I guess we have something more in common. Avoid falling at any costs. That is how I lost Selena. How far where you?"

Draco: Not sure. I should be abt one and a half mths, judging by time passed

"I was about that." He put his hand on his belly. "Don't stress. It can make you have a miscarrage."

Draco: Can't help it. I'm going to meet the parents. And the mother is not just any mother. She's mate to an alpha male

"I know. I am glad I don't have to meet my Master family."

Draco: You wouldn't like them anyway. They're just as bad as my mother. I've seen them once or twice when they were still alive. It's like hell just froze ovr

Severus chuckled. "I better get home. My Master will be home soon."

Draco: Alright. It's nice seeing you again. Give my regards to Uncle Siri

"I will." He nodded, heading off in the direction of the house.

Sirius: *was already home, reading the contract he was given by Kingsley regarding his new job*

Severus came in. "Oh, Master, I didn't think you would be home yet." He rubbed his arms.

Sirius: *looks up n smiles at him* Yeah. Had a little incident in the office, bt everything's fine now

"Incident?" Severus asked.

Sirius: I was fired by my Head Auror this morning. Drake's dad is occupying my office now

"It was because of me, uh?" He came close. "Punish me."

Sirius: Huh? No, no, it's not your fault. *bk away a little* It was mine, really. Good riddance anyways. I nvr liked working with him

Severus rubbed his eyes. "Who is she?"

Sirius: What do you mean, who's she?

"The woman you have been with." Tears pricked at his eyes. "The prefume. Who is the woman that will replace me."

Sirius: What? *sniffs himself* I don't smell anything. There is no other. What are you thinking?

"Then why don't you touch me. You don't bath with me anymore. You come home and shower before you will even hug me. You only hold me in the bed at night. You don't mind that I hide my body. I amd begining to think you never want to see it again." He joked out a sob. "After I failed you." He ran from the room and outside. Just running.

Sirius: *was in a dazed for a split second before he ran after him* Severus! Severus, wait!!

Severus would have kept running but he tripped over a tree root falling to the ground. He sobbed into the ground, geting mud all over his face and he pulled at the grass.

Sirius: *sees him on the ground* Severus! *runs to him to pick him up* Are you OK? Are you hurt?

"Don't touch me!" He yelled pulling away and leaning against the trees. "Why don't you love me anymore?"

Sirius: What are you talking abt? Of course I love you. I've always loved you *reaches to caress his cheek*

"Then fuck me!"

Sirius: *hesitates* I...I can't do that. You're still recovering. I thought we promised we shouldn't rush things. That's why I'm avoiding you. I don't want to make your health worse by...

"I want you to fuck me. I am healed enough."

Sirius: *trying to hold bk, his suppressed raging libido threatening to break after that one mth abstinence* Are you sure? I don't want to do something that might hurt you

"Be rough I don't care. Take me against his tree, tie me down. I don't care! Just make love to me. Show me that you don't care about my body and just want to pound me into the ground."

Sirius: *his restraints snapped. He had wanted to pummel Sev for so long, n since he's offering, who was he to refuse* Then I shall do just as you ask *tears off Sev's clothes n elongates the shreds with a spell, tying Sev's wrists up on a lower branch*

Severus shivered with arousal, his cock was starting to get into it. "Yes master. Fuck me."

Sirius: *didn't care if they were out in the open, since it was almost near nightfall anyway* Yes, I will. I will fuck you so hard you won't be able to sit for a week *picks up both Sev's legs until his ass was facing him, then leans dwn to lick deep into him*

"Oh GOD MASTER!!" People could do that? God it felt so god, of fucking good. "I want you inside me. I want to make another baby, please!" He begged.

Sirius: *hums a reply n continues to tongue-fuck him harder n deeper, sucking at the pucker n wriggling his tongue occasionally to stimulate the inner muscles*

"Yes, yes, oh god yes! Master please." He threw his head back and it hit the tree hard, but the pain was drowned out by Sirius' tongue.

Sirius: *pulls out, then drooled ovr his own palm to lube up his own erection before pushing in with one strong thrust*

The thrust took Severus' breath away. There was no pain just fullness. Severus clenched his hands in the branches.

Sirius: Oh fuck~! So tight! I almost forgot how tight you always are...! *starts a steady rhythm, thrusting into him*

"Your so big!" He moaned. "I feel so full. Kiss me."

Sirius: Oh, yes, I miss your lips, love *leans dwn n kisses him passionately*

Severus kissed him back, trying to push doen on him. He moaned and nearly squeeled when Srius hit his prostate.

Sirius: Mmh...Miss that feeling, eh? *spread his legs wider n rammed onto it in full force, hitting it just right*

"Yes, MAster. AH SIRIUS!" He thrasted about. "It's so good, Master."

Sirius: Call my name. I want to hear my name escape your lips, Severus *goes faster n deeper into him, hitting that spot reli hard*

"Sirius, oh god, Sirius! It feels so good." He struggled to touch his cock even though he knew he couldn't.

Sirius: You wish to come, don't you? *smirks deviously as he continues thrusting at his current pace*

"Yes, MAster please, let me come." He panted.

Sirius: Only if you say my name *pummels harder*

"Sir..Sirius." He said between thrusts. "Please Sirius."

Sirius: Hang just a little while... *thrusts in faster, mercilessly banging at the spot* Just a bit more...I'm almost there...

"Please, I need to come. I feel like I am going to explode."

Sirius: Almost...Almost... *feels it coming n reaches to stroke Sev hard n fast* Oh gods...SEVERUS!! *lets his load into Severus*

Severus came too. He was not sure if it was from Sirius stroking him or Sirius comeing inside him.

Sirius: *his body spasmed as he orgasmed a little more, filling Sev up*

Severus went limp, panting and closing his eyes. This was perfect.

Sirius: *after relaxing from the tremors, he slowly pulls out and cleaned them up with a spell. He undid the binds on his lover's hands n wraps his own robes ard his naked body* I'm sorry, love *hugs him close*

Severus was breathing hard in his ear. "Why the hell did you pull out." Severus said in a ragged breath.

Sirius: *grins* Someone hasn't had enough yet, have we?

"Hell no. I can still talk clearly." He yawned, though. "Next time you stay inside me until I say you can pull out."

Sirius: Mmhmm, but remember *squeezes Sev's cock ever so slightly* The dick belongs to me, so I call the shots, although *nips Sev's sensitive spot* ur sexy wen ur being all commanding

He moaned. "But Master. I like your cock in me."

Sirius: Well then you up for another round? *carries him bridal style*

"If you stay inside me, yes."

Sirius: Alright, it's a promise *went to the direction of the house n carried him all the way to the bedroom*

Severus kissed his neck all the way.

Sirius: *lays him on the bed n starts giving full-blown kisses on Sev's lips, almost devouring him*

Severus put his legs around him, rocking his hips as he surendered his mouth.

Sirius: *the need for air soon forced him to part. Without warning leans dwn to take Severus' rod whole, sucking n licking him*

"Oh god, yes, OH GOD THANK YOU, MASTER!"

Sirius: *bobs in and out, bringing the cock back to life with ease. Sticks his fingers in his ass to see if he was still stretched. Glad that he was, he pulled off frm his oral hold n slips himself in with ease*

Severus shirvered and twisted on the bed a he hit the spot dead on. "Fuck me."

Sirius: I will, love. I definitely will *lifts Sev's hips a little higher so that he could hit the spot a little more harder n thrusts in hard and fast*

"FUCK!" He dug his nails into Sirius's shoulders. "Master, Sirius, oh god. I love you! I LOVE YOU, SIRIUS!"

Sirius: Mmh, so tight...! *let his inhibitions run wild as he fucked him with all his might* OH GOD, UR SO TIGHT!! I LOVE YOU TOO, SEVERUS!

"Please make my pregnant. I want your child growing in me!"

Sirius: Yes, my love. Bear my child. Make me a father again! *thrusts in a manner he didn't think he had the strength to, almost driving Sev into the bed*

"Ah, ah." He whinced slightly. It was getting a bit painful but he was not about to tell him to stop. He did said he wanted to be fucked roughly. "Make me come, Master."

Sirius: Hold on, I'm getting close *thrusts a few more times before feeling the familiar tightening n started pumping Sev along with his thrusts*

"Hurry, it's starting to hurt." He whinced again.

Sirius: *pumped Sev's cock along with his thrusts until he lost control and filled him to the brim*

Severus came a second before him spilling all over his hand and his own stomach. He passed out.

Sirius: *panted, trying to compose himself. He wanted to pull out bt remembered his promise, then manouvered in a way that he was spooning Sev, leaving his dick in there just as Sev wanted before falling asleep*