Unwanted Desire-Chapter 44

CHAPTER 44

Harry: *doubled ovr n puked bcoz of the tugging frm the travel*

"But Papa, what of Daddy?"

"He will understand. Quick, Diggory make the spell."

Cedric said Harry down and came over and made the spell.

Harry: *watched them do their thing, being this is the first time he had seen a secret-keeping*

Severus nodded when Cedric would ask him to keep the secret. There wa a glow and let go of Ced's hand. "There is a bedroom up stairs and one down stairs. The one down stairs is smaller than the other."

Harry: We'd be OK to take the dwnstairs, since u n Siri n Star will need more room. *sighs* Looks like I'm gonna hv to skip school again

"That of they take our baby." Cedric said.

Harry: Yeah, I knw. So...u wanna test urself for pregnancy or something to be sure, Sev?

"Yes." He took out a potion. "i will be right back." He went to the one bathroom and tested. "I Am sorry Sirius. You will understand some day."

Harry: *came n leaned against the wall outside the bathroom* How's it going?

"Just a few more minutes." Then..."It's positive."

Harry: Well tht's good news. Wish Siri was here to hear it frm u

"he is better off not knowing. I will protect him." Severus sat down.

Harry: Still, its not exactly fair, leaving him behind without a word

"He has so many more responsibilies." severus was silently crying. "Go take inventory of what we have in food wise."

Harry: *sighed* Alright. Hey Star, c'mon. Let's chk the food supply

Severus sat there on the toliet crying, not making a sound. It was so hard not to share this information with Sirius.

Sirius: *was at home in his room crying as well, unable to believe tht he had lost his beloved again*

Cedric looking around. "Looks like we have some flour and sugar and coffee."

Harry: Tht is expected. It's Sev's grandpa's plc aftr all, n it seems like it hadnt been occupied for a while

"Um I found milk but I don't think it is suppose to a solid and yellow." Star grimmiced.

Harry: Oi vey, better get rid of tht, ugh. The smell alone is making my morning sickness return

Cedric charmed it away. "Harry you can't do any magic anymore."

Harry: Wht? Why~? Doing magic is not gonna harm my pregnancy

"You not 17 yet(rght?). Your underage and they will track you magic to the alps try to find us. I don't even know if they can track my magic."

Harry: I'm already 17. I'm in my 7th yr. Ur math needs a little work *grins*

"Oh...I thought you were in your third year in the turniment"

Harry: No, silly. I was in my 4th. Am I reli tht tiny to u?

"Well..." He grinned then remembered Star. He coughed. "Not really." He turned away blushing.

Harry: *sees Star there n blushed as well* Umm, Star. Why dont u go chk on Sev, see if he's OK?

"Ok." Star went off, not knowing what was happening.

"I have to remeber there is a little girl here."

Harry: Yeah. She should be with Siri, bt u knw Sev. Always Daddy's lil girl. Cant evn leave her alone within a 5 foot radius *chuckles*

"I don't understand why he would leave Black anyway. I gave up my career and everything for you." He turned around to look at Harry. "Black would have done the same if he loved Snape."

Harry: I guess its Sev's way of protecting him. Sev treasures Siri more than anything else, n he knew he didnt want him to give up his passion. Siri is an Auror, n if he goes missing, the Ministry is bound to go on an all-out man hunt

"He still would." He grabbed Harry. "Love is not something you can turn on and off, no matter how many people get devorced. I love you. I would give up my live for you."

Harry: Tht's sweet. I'd do the same to u too *leans up to kiss him deep* I love u so much too

Cedric kissed him deeply. "Come, baby." He picked him up and took him to the bedroom.

Star: *went to the bathroom where she last saw her Papa entered* Papa? *knocks on the door* U OK there, Papa?

"Yes, honey." He wiped his eyes and splashed his eyes with cold water. "Is there any food?"

Star: Not much. Enough to make coffee, bt not much to make evn half a full course meal. I saw u n Har talk, something abt a test.

"It was nothing, love." He came out his face still a little red. "We need to make a list, where is Harry and Diggor-" He heard the bedroom door close. "y. Well I guess it is just us."

Star: *hears the door n grins* Is Cedric n Har having private time?

"Star do not even thing about that." He said, scolding him.

Star: *grins* Aww, c'mon. U n Daddy hv private time always. Like I dunno

"You are not even 11. You should not know any of this."

Star: *pout* I am too 11 by winter. Papa, why did u leave Daddy behind?

"He has his job and he loves it. He would have stayed anyway so I helped him with the desision."

Star: Daddy wouldnt do tht. He would follow u all the way to the Forbidden Forest if he has to. Daddy loves u too much to not give up his job. U left him behind urself, didnt u?

"Now where is some paper." He went to a desk and looked threw it.

Star: *grumbled* Papa, ur avoiding the question. I wanna knw... *hugged him by the waist n felt a slight baby bump* P...Papa...?

"Here we are." He sat down, breaking her hug. "What would you like?"

Star: *ignored the question as she stared at Sev's belly* Are u...having my brother or sister?

"We will need milk, butter, and bread." He was writing down.

Star: *narrowed her eyes n practically screamed* Stop ignoring me!!

"Star. I don't wish to answer. Now if you will not help me with the list then you can go to your room."

Star: *scowled* I hate u! I wanna be with Daddy! *stomped off to the room n slammed the door*

Severus sat his pen down. "Damn if." He laid his head down crying.

*meanwhile, Sirius dropped by at the Potters to tell them abt the news*

Sirius: *floo-ed thru, just so happen to catch James listening to wireless*

"Sirius have you seen Harry? Some men were by just a moment ago. Seems Harry never made it to him apointment today."

The wireless was taking about that Cedric Diggory was wanted for kidnaping Harry Potter, saying he had made up with his ex Cho Chang and they were planing to kill Harry so they could be together.

Sirius: U might wanna call Lily to hear this, n u might wanna turn tht wireless off

James turned it off. "Honey, Padfoot is here."

Lily: *came in at her husband's call* Hey, Pads. I just heard frm the wireless. Is it reli true? Is Har OK?

Sirius: U knw better than most tht its one of the Ministry's propaganda. This is the real truth. U might wanna sit dwn *told them everything tht he had heard frm Ced n Har frm their visit*

"So they left with out a word. I could see this from Snape. I knew he was trouble. But Harry would never go on his own and Cedric." James was ranting and raving.

Lily: James, pls. Dont blame them. It would affect our lil boy as well

Sirius: Maybe it was an act of desperation or whtevr. I dunno. All I knw is one minute we were discussing on how to get ard the Ministry not taking our babies away n nxt they were gone. They did mention abt hiding bt I didnt get where. Gods, I'm so stupid *buries his head in his hands*

"God knows where he took my boy." James said. "Find out if Snape had any places from his Father's side. But either side is a mistory."

Sirius: I knw. I'll try to figure where they could be, bt I knw tht Diggory boy loves Har n his child too much to let those grubby hands of the Ministry get them. I'd probably run away with Sev to Timbuktu if possible, bt seems like he went ahead of me...again

Lily: Sevvy can be rash at times, bt I'm sure he may be alright. I trust Diggory. He'll protect Har with his life. He's always been the knight in shining armour kind of guy frm wht I see him

"We can only hope that they are careful."

Sirius: Agreed. Damn Ministry. How much more can they mess with us?

Lily: Thank goodness I declined their offer wen I graduated frm Hogwarts

"Well I am apart of them, you too Sirius. But not everyone is bad."

Sirius: I knw, it just...it just irks me tht they would do this. Tht they would be so heartless as to think they could take away our child just for their own means

"I remember they tried to take Nevile Longbottom away from his parents when they thought he was the 'chossen' one andh is grandmother nearly beat them to a pulpe with her umbrella." He laughed.

Lily: I remember tht. They had to put her in custody n threaten to send him to child services if she didnt behave

Sirius: Ahaha, just coz he n Har had the same birth mth. Tht's a priceless sight. Bt this time the prophecy is hardwired real. I dont think an umbrella would be enough to stop them

"No, unfortantly not. But, wait a minute, why would Snape go too? Is Snape, pregnant?"

Sirius: I...I dont knw...Could he be? He was showing some signs bt I thought it could be a false alarm

Lily: If he reli is, tht would explain his actions. Oh my, I dunno whether I should congratulate u or not if its true

"Lets keep it quiet. Weither he is or not remains to be seen but if they knew they will double their efferts. If they ask Sirius and he says not to his knowledge then they might not look for Severus too hard."

Sirius: Yeah, I guess tht's mainly the reason why Sev didnt count me in on this. I better go, in case he comes bk or something. I'll inform u on any updates on Har n Diggory

"Thank you, Padfoot." James said, clapping him on the back.

Lily: Take care. N say hi to the kids for us

Sirius: Will do, Lil. *floo-ed bk him n let out a tired sigh*

At the same time Severus had stopped crying, but he still had a hollowness in his heart.