Unwanted Desire-Chapter 29

CHAPTER 29

*it had been abt 2 weeks since the miscarriage. Harry's body may have healed, bt his heart has not. He would occasionally skip classes to go to the cemetary a few miles away frm school n stay at the baby's grave, sometimes all day, n would almost always cry his eyes out. He felt so guilty for not being able to protect the baby he n Ced created, n he felt evn worse wen he remembered the war, n ppl dying ard him one by one. It was all his fault, evn though he knew ppl were telling him not just to make him feel better*

Cedric was trying to be a good husband. He had stad home from work the first week and just held Harry. The sedon week he brought home something every say. Mondy had been two bouques of red roses, tuesday was a box of gourmet chocolates. Wesday was a locket that had their wedding picture in it. Thursday was another two dosen of red roses to replace the last two and friday was going to be special that was all Cedric had said before he left for practice that day.

Harry: *remembered wht Ced said something abt today being special, well, he also had a plan up his sleeves. He approaches Hermione* Hey, Mione, remember tht "request" I asked u?

Hermione put down her book. "Yeah."

Harry: U still hv it? I'll go get it myself. Ced & I r gonna hv something special tonight n I wanna surprise him as well

"I still have it." She nodded. "Now remember just a little bit will do." She turned back to her book, not telling him that drinking it all could be deadly.

Harry: *nodded n went to the common room, going into Hermione's room. He remembered the last time she said it was kept under her bed, so he reached dwn to get it. Opening the bottle, he sniffed at the cinnamon smell tht came out* Here goes nothing *despite Hermione's warning, his urge to make another baby was stronger as he did a bottoms-up*

It downed on her. "Oh." She took her book and went to her room. "Harry, don't drink the whole thing. I can be posiones." She said, coming in.

Harry: Wht? *just as she said, his body felt as if it was on fire. He let out a wordless scream as he fell to the ground, writhing ard as if he was hit by the Cruciatus curse, foaming n bleeding in the mouth*

"Oh god! Ron, RON!" She screamed, dropping her book and rushuing to Harry's side,

Ron: *hears her screams n rushed to them* Bloody hell! Wht happened?

Harry: *going pale, breaking in cold sweat as he vomited out more blood*

"We need to get him to the infermary, now. Pick him up." Hermione was trying to wipe his mouth off.

Ron: Right *carries him piggy-back style n rushed as fast as he could past the ppl to get to the hospital wing* Gang way! Gang way! Comin' thru!

"Madam Pomfry! come quick. Sit him down here." Hermione said to one of the bed, going over the fluff the pillow, a nervious habbit.

Ron: *does so, putting him dwn* W...Wht should I do now?

Pomfrey: *shows up* Oh my, wht happened here? *chked Harry's vitals*

"He...drank all of a potion..before I could tell him not too." She stuttered over her words.

Pomfrey: Ur gonna hv to be specific, Ms. Granger. Wht potion did he drink? I cant help him if I dunno wht he took

"Femina partim, Ma'am."

Pomfrey: Oh my! *quickly searched for the antidote to neautralize the excess potions n made Harry drink it* Why would he be taking such dangerous potion? This must be administered by a certified medi-wizard n taken under their supervision! Who gave him the potion?

Hermione looked down at her feet and shifted. "He really wanted it, so....I made it for him. I just wanted him to be happy."

Pomfrey: *shook her head in disapproval* U may be smart bt u sure arent bright, are u? I will deal with u later. Right now, I will need to do some extra extraction off Harry's body to get rid of the potion. Pls leave, n call his husband while ur at it

Hermione nodded and left with Ron. "I can't believe I killed him."

Ron: U didnt kill him, mate. He'll be alright *puts his arms ard her shoulder to comfort her* C'mon, let's go make tht call to Ced

Hermione pushed his arm off. "Like you care about anything other than that boyfriend that shags anyhting that moves." She teared up, and ran away leaving Ron to call Cedric.

Ron: *blinked then frowned, chasing aftr her* Hey~! Tht was just uncalled for! Har is my friend too!

Hermione was sobbing by now. She ran through the common room and up to her room where his closed and locked the door. Leaving everyone to look at Ron like he wasa criminal.

Ron: *looked ard awkwardly* Watcha lookin' at? Nvr seen a guy chase aftr a crying girl before? Mind ur own business *made his way to make the firecall to Ced instead since Hermione was so upset*

Cedric was getting Harry's swimming trunks and change of clothes for both of them. He smiled to himself when the fire flared, "Harry?"

Ron: Nay, sorry, Ced. It's me, Ron

Cedric frowned. "What is it, Weasely. I am waiting for Harry to get home."

Ron: *frowned bk* I'd appreciate if u called me by first name, being tht I'm Har's friend n all. *rolled his eyes n sighed* Har aint comin' home for a while

"I would if you had...what do you mean not coming home. What did you do?"

Ron: *grumbled* Why is everything my fault ard here? *took a deep breath n told everything tht had happened*

Cedric didnt even let him finish before he was through the fireplace and running at top speed to the infurmary.

Ron: *yelped at Ced zooming past him before following behind him*

Cedric went into the infurmary and saw Harry on a nearby bed. He went over and slowly touched Harry's cheek. "Harry...baby.."

Ron: *stood a few feet away frm him, watching quietly*

Pomfrey: Oh, Diggory. Ur here. I presume u hv been told wht happened

"Yes. How is he?" Cedric didn't take his eyes away from Harry. He stroked Harry's cheek.

Pomfrey: He is alright. I managed to neutralize most of the potion he had ingested, n got him to induce vomiting to let the rest out, bt it had already taken effect. He is sporting a vagina now, n its most likely permanent

Cedric nodded. Harry would like that, and he wouldn't mind it either. "When will he wake up?" He asked.

Pomfrey: I've given him some sedatives, bt he should be awake in a couple more hours later. *sighs n shook her head* Honestly, the potion he's taking must be under supervision n administered by a medi-wizard, n must be taken in intervals to let the body adjust to the effects n slowly accepting the permanent change. Granger was being a little foolish to get ahead of herself

"I know she was." He looked at her. "But this is what he wanted." He said. "Will there be any side effects? Any problems?"

Pomfrey: He will be a little feverish for a few days because of the effects, n he might have a bit of lack of urine control because his body is trying to adjust to peeing in a different way, So I'd suggest tht he'd be on pull-ups for a week at most. Then aftr tht, he'll be fine

Cedric nodded. "Thank you. May I have some time with him alone?"

Pomfrey: Sure. Take all the time u need *sees Ron n quietly shooed him away*

Once they were gone, he fell to the floor, clutching Harry hand. "If you ever do this again." he started cry. "Harry."

Harry: *continued to sleep off the sedatives for the time frame Pomfrey predicted, then slowly stirred, n the first thing he saw was Ced's red sodden eyes* C...Ced...?

Cedric was frowning. "If you ever do anything that stupid again I will..wil...oh god Harry." he hugged him close. "I thought you were trying to kill yourself. That you were so unhappy with your life."

Harry: I...I didnt mean to...I was unhappy with myself. I wanted so badly to give u another child, to hv a sense tht I hv brought bk the child we've lost, I didnt think tht...Oh god...I'm so sorry... *started sobbing*

"Then you should have talked with me. I could go with you to have it done." He held him. "I had a plan for tonight. A nice spay day and a privite room that we could make love in all night." he kissed his head. "I wanted to help you start our family again."

Harry: *looks up at him tear-filled, realizing how stupid he had been to shoulder everything. More tears poured as he wailed in Ced's arms, apologizing ovr n ovr again*

Cedric held him close. "It's all over. I can schedual that room for later. I just want you to get healed. Pomfry says you now have a vagina." he kissed his cheek. "There are a few sideeffects but nothing we can't handle. Would you mind if I look at it.?"

Harry: *blushed as he calmed dwn* Umm...OK...I'm kinda curious as well anyway. *made sure no one was in the room n lifted the covers n the hospital gown to look at his crotch, which no longer sported the dick he was used to, bt a vagina just like during their wedding night*

Cedric saw it. "I think you look perfect either way." he said. "I can't wait to show you that."

Harry: I knw. I want u to be happy. I'm happy wen ur happy. I love you, Ced

"Love you too." he pulled him close kissing him with passtion.

Harry: *kissed bk with the same passion, not realizing tht he didnt hv his bladder control yet as he had an "accident"*

Cedric broke the kiss and said a cleaning spell. "That is one of the side effects."

Harry: *blushed* Damn. Now I feel like a baby again

"I don't mind babying you." he grinned.

Harry: *pouts* How long will this last?

"A few days, then you will be fine."

Harry: OK. Do...Do I hv to wear a diaper or something?

"Yes." He nodded. "But only for a week, I promise."

Harry: A week? I'm gonna be a baby for a week *groaned n covered his face in embarassment*

"Afterwards we can go the spa."

Harry: *looks up* Well, I guess I can put up with it