Sirius: *came home with some of the books he bought with his Marauder buddy Remus, thinking tht Severus would like these kind of books n wanted to give him something he might appreciate* I'm home
Severus walked in the door and hug up his cloak. He still could not get the image of the other man out of his mind. Who was he, how did he know sirius? Being in a book store had to have some kind of an intamise behind it. He walked into what was his small little office and looked at the books that he had collected over the years. He was either alone, with his mother, or Lily when he had collected the books. Could this man be a friend? or a lover? He heard Sirius from the front hall and moved to the door way. "In my study."
Sirius: *hears him n comes to the study* Hey, Severus. U busy? I got something for u, I dunno if u like them, I just thought it would be ur kind of books *gave him the paper bag containing the books*
Severus took it and then looked in to see the books. "Ah...thank you." He nodded and went to his desk to pull the books out of the bag. "Gardening. Yes. I do like them. I have been thinking about putting a garden out back. With your promission, of course."
Sirius: *smiled* U dont reli hv to ask permission for evrything. My home is ur home too, remember? Besides ur right, the house needs a little greenery ard here
"It really is your home, Sirius. I just live here." He turned to face him. "So your went to the book store today. Any special reason you did?"
Sirius: Huh? No particular reason, I just got off frm my training n thought I'd get u something wen I passed by the bookstore. Why?
"You haven't before. Just wondering why you got them for me." Was Sirius, in a way, trying to tell him he was sorry for having an affiar? Not that Severus would care. His heart was locked up deep inside it's little 'prison' as Lily called it. "I didn't take you for the type that would even go into a bookstore, let along buy from there."
Sirius: Well, I still go frm time to time. Aftr all, I wanted to get a gift for my wife. I cant always be the taker all the time now, can I? *smiled gently at him*
"I didn't say you where the taker." Severus said. Was he really not going to admit that he was with anohter man today? "But thank you for the books." He nodded at the three books.
Sirius: *felt some slight hostility n came closer* Is there something u'd like to say? The way ur saying it, it seems like u knw I went to the bookstore today
"I was having lunch with Lily today." He took the books and started to put them in in his bookshelf. "You can out with another man from the store."
Sirius: Ah, so u met Remus. He's my old classmate along with James bk in school. We ran into each other wen I was in the bookstore looking for books for u
Severus was still sceptical. "I don't mind if you have someone on the side. I don't care. But I would hope that you would tell me about it. I don't want to find out about it after the fact." He came back to his desk and started to go through his mail.
Sirius: *blinked for a moment then smiled n put a gentle hand on his shoulder* U do care. I can tell frm ur tone tht ur at least concerned
Severus looked up, and frowned. He held up one of the letters. "I have a doctors apointment in two days. Hopefully I am pregnant so I won't have to tollerate you and your sexually perfomence anymore."
Sirius: Is it reli tht bad for u? Do u reli hate sex tht much? *looked a little sad tht Severus still wouldnt see their love-making as such* I've told u before tht I would nvr cheat n would nvr put u thru wat ur father did to ur mother. Remus is just a friend. Nothing more
"Yes, I hate sex. I hate how it makes me feel before, during, and afterwards. I hate everything about it. I just want the child so I can go back to the old ways of not having you touch me." He said the last just to hurt Sirius. He did like how he felt before sex and during, but it was the after that most frightened him that vonerablilty when anything do happen to him. "As for your friend, fine he is a friend, I don't care."
Sirius: *it stung to hear it, evn tho he knew it was a facade, bt then he couldnt reli tell frm Severus' poker face. Without warning, he pinned Severus against the wall, staring dwn at him before he leaned in to kiss him deeply, his hands holding onto Sev's hips firmly*
Severus flintched slightly as he was pushed against the wall. He looked up at Sirius, waiting to see what came next, had he pushed too far, was Sirius going to break his cool and hit him? No instead he was pressed frim lips against him. Severus tried to struggle, that was a rule, no kissing and he didn't want to break it, but it was too hard to fight back agaisnt Sirius, who was clearly strong.
Sirius: *kissed him some more, then slowly moved frm aggressive to passionate, gently slowing it dwn as he tried to calm Sev dwn with his touches. He wanted to prove tht he was not the person Sev thinks of him to be, bt he didnt want to scare him either*
Severus still tried to fight what he was losing the battle with his body. His body didn't want to push Sirius away, it wanted to pulled him in closer. Finaly, he stoped trying to push him away and started to respond to the kisses.
Sirius: *gently led him to the couch of the study, kissing his cheeks n his neck this time as his hands caressed Sev's body* I would nvr cheat on u, n I would nvr find another. Pls trust me *spoke btwn kisses* Ur my wife, n I promised to be true to u, no matter wat
"I never wanted to be a wife." He said but not to be mean, it was true. "I didn't want what happened to my mum happen to me. Just one silly emotion and you are doomed forever." He turned his head away from Sirius.
Sirius: I knw, bt we're here now *caressed his cheek n stroke his hair* n I dont want us to be such strangers. I would nvr let wat happened to ur mom happen to u, u knw tht. Pls just trust me. Wat can I do to gain ur trust?
"I...I really don't know...I only trust Lily and I still don't know who that came about." He shrugged. "I don't let people in that can hurt me."
Sirius: Then try to trust me as u would trust Lily. I swear I would nvr hurt u, n I mean it *kissed his cheek* I knw I'm not supposed to kiss u bt...I cant help it, n... *blushed a little* I think I'm hving a bit of a boner right now frm kissing u
Severus blushed too. "Um, yeah, it is kinda digging into my side." He said, then he licked his lips. "What do you want me to do about it? "
Sirius: Well...I dunno if ur OK with sucking it...bt its OK if u dont want to, u can just stroke it
"I...don't know how." He said, moving his slightly shaking hands to the front of Sirius pants. Slowly he undid them to let Sirius hang out.
Sirius: I can show u *gently takes his hand n put it on his cock* Gently massage it up n dwn, squeeze it just a bit bt not too hard, n if ur up to it, u can start by licking the tip
Severus nodded, stroking the others cock slightly. It was a weird, feeling, almost like velvet, but it was not a bad feeling. He squeezed a bit, but he still didn't want to put his month on it. "Is it ok, if I just stroke it?" He asked.
Sirius: *nods* Sure, take ur time *his hands reached dwn to tweak Sev's nipples in turn, massaging n caressing his chest*
Severus bit his lip against the moan. "You seem to have an afinity for my nipples." He squeezed a bit harder, but not too hard to hurt.
Sirius: *hissed a little at the squeeze, bt it was a good hiss as he smirked* Well, its bcoz nipples r always the most sensitive part of a person, n dont tell me u dont like it *tweaked it a bit more, pinching it sensually*
"Ah!" Severus shivered. "Only beacuse you like to abuse them. Ah, stop! I am losing my concentration." He said, as his hand was stalling then starting again, then stalling again.
Sirius: *chuckles* Its OK, u dont hv to do it perfectly. I wanna pleasure u too *pushed Sev dwn gently again n started attacking his nipples wiht his mouth, sucking n licking them*
"Ah." Severus was trying to let out all the noises that he had been holding in all the other time. "Sssirius..." he moaned.
Sirius: Lemme show u first how its done *takes Sev's pants off n started licking the tip of his cock while massaging the rest with his hand*
"Oh god, Sirius!" Never had he felt something so good. Severus grabbed Sirius' shirt.
Sirius: *smirked n took the tip in his mouth, sucking it as he made long, gentle strokes on Sev's cock, licking it occasionally*
"Sirius...uh.." He gripped him even harder and bit his other hand trying not to come too fast.
Sirius: *sucked a bit n grinned* R u gonna come soon? *flicked his tongue at the tip*
"Yes...but I don't want to..." he moaned, shifting a bit on the couch.
Sirius: *nods n kissed the tip of the cock* Then I'll distract u *whispered lube on his hands n started preparing Sev, putting in two fingers, one at a time, n finger-fucked him gently*
"Oh! How is that suppose to...Ah! so close, so close! Sirius!" Severus bit his hand even harder, Sirtius was not playing fair.
Sirius: *smirks as he took Severus' cock in his mouth again as he continued finger-fucking him, seeming like he DOES want to make him come*
"OH god, OH GOD!!!" He screamed as he started to come.
Sirius: *drank him all in as he continued to thrust his fingers, occasionally brushing the spot to maximize his pleasure*
"oh....siri....us..." he panted, laying there, twitching more as Sirius pleaseured him.
Sirius: *licked his lips n pulled out his fingers, positioning his cock against Sev's ass* Ready for another round?
Severus nodded. He was ready, in a way. His body wanted it, but his mind was screaming for him to say no, to leave.
Sirius: R u sure? We can stop if u want. I dont mind, reli *to be honest he reli wanted to go on, bt he didnt want to scare Sev with his horniness*
"Just do it, Sirius. I don't really mind.." He said. Forget his head and it's logic he wanted to be fucked.
Sirius: *smiled gently n whispered extra lube on himself before gently pushing himself into Sev's ass, stopping to let him adjust*
Severus panted, gripping the other's shoulders. "I said FUCK ME!" He screamed at the other. He had waited too long just to have slowly, gentle sex. He wanted rought hard sex.
Sirius: Well, arent we raunchy? *grins as he started moving, increasing his pace evrytime, getting closer n closer to Sev's sweet spot, his hand reached to pinch n tug at Sev's nipples*
"Oh god! So close, so close! Hard, damn it!" Severus gripped him harder.
Sirius: U asked for it, my little wife *pushed Sev's legs up n spread it wider to get a more accurate hit, increasing his pace again n rammed it without mercy*
Severus couldn't even get a coherent word out. All he could do was scream to the heavens and just feel and feel he did. Even with their intimacy before this was nothing compared to anything he had felt. With the pleasure he felt he couldn't even hear that little voice in the back of his mind that said 'this is going to end badly.'
Sirius: *was also lost in this, tho secretly he felt glad evrytime Sev would voice out his pleasure during their sex. At least he knew he was enjoying it, evn tho later he would say he didnt, bt right now he was savouring the moment as he hit the spot mercilessly, almost folding Sev in half as he pummeled into him, loving the tight grip of muscles ard his cock*
Severus didn't know how much longer he was going to last. Even though he was the last to come and Sirius had not yet come. "Fffufffu..." he was still trying to talk by it seemed that a cock bushing against his spot was making that very hard.
Sirius: *groans* Ur...gonna come...? I'm...close...too...Together... *increased his pace, going the hardest, fastest n deepest he could go, assaulting Sev's spot like his life depended on it until finally he emptied inside him long n hard, as if his orgasm was going to spur Sev to come too*
"Siiiiii.....oh FUCK!" He got a full word out as he started to come, his body clamping down on Sirius, not wanting to let him go until Sirius had filled him completely up.
Sirius: *wasnt going to let go of Sev either until he finished evry last drop inside Sev, groaning out loud in pleasure, n again impulse made him lean in to kiss Sev deeply*
Severus didn't pull away from the kiss this time. He was too tired and foggy. He kissed back even. Then as he started to come back to earth, those old feelings came back. He was on his couch in his office with Sirius. Shit! "Alright I think that is enough." he said trying to push Sirius off him.
Sirius: No *said in an almost pleading voice as he cuddled him close, laying him bk on the couch* Just stay with me for a while, for me? Pls?
Severus opened his mouth to say something but couldn't bring himself to do that. "Well..it can't be comfortable on the couch."
Sirius: Its fine. I'm comfortable with u in my arms *nuzzled him a little as he lay with him, feeling skin against skin, for once not hving tht empty feeling sometimes he got evrytime Sev went away aftr their sex*
Severus on the other hand was having mixed feelings. Not sure if he really wanted to lay like this with sirius, but didn't have much choice.
Sirius: *felt the urge to say those 3 words. Dare he say it n spoil the moment? Would Sev appreciate it or would he hate it. He couldnt decide, so he kept quiet, opting to just stroke his hair*
Severus was more or less stiff in his arms. He did relax a bit. "Uh, so...when are you going to be ready to get up."
Sirius: Why r u so eager to leave? It doesnt hurt to relax n enjoy each other's company
"Unlike you, who can lounge about all day I have things that must be attened to before tomorrow." He threw at him.
Sirius: I dont lounge abt all day. I do hv paperwork n thesis to do other than practical physical Auror training, u knw *twirled his finger ard a lock of Sev's hair*
"Really? I thought your line of work was about beening physical. That is what you seem to want to all the time."
Sirius: Well, being an Auror doesnt mean running ard all the time. It is 70% of the time, bt 30% is still paperwork. I just hv the occasional habit of procrastinating *grins*
"I can see that. It is a wonder that you passed your classes in school. I suppose you have half the student population on their back, didn't you?"
Sirius: Well, I was the Quidditch Beater wen James n I were in the Quidditch team bk in school. Many ppl say I hv the stamina of a horse
"And something else of a horse." He gumbled.
Sirius: *grins* I take tht as a compliment. Ur not too shabby urself *gestured at the slightly toned physique of Severus despite him being thinner than himself*
"Oh do shut up. Your giveing me a headache." He huffed, but made no atempted to move still.
Sirius: *chuckles* Come, lets get cleaned up. I wanna hv a bath with u together *carries Severus bridal style* We havent had a bath together since we got married
"You are infuriating, do you know that?" He asked, but what could he do? And a bath did sound nice. "No more sex, though."
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