Love in Disguise-Chp4

Soon the receotion was underway. Severus kept to himself and ate very little, like he did at home. he had removed the veil or someone had, he didn't remember. He tried to stay away from his father, which was not easy since his father seemed to want to 'talk' with him.

But all too soon it was all over and there was a carriage to talk them to a small home that his parents had given them to live in until their first child then they would be moving into the Black Manor.

Sirius: *had noticed tht his father seemed to be exceptionally attached to Severus, bt he thought it was just one of those leaving the nest syndrome. Once they were in the home, which was abt half the size of the manor, he gently took Severus' hand n led him to the bedroom*

Panic filled his chest and his constrected. He tried pulling back. It reminded him of so many times that his father had tried to molest. "Please can we wait." he begged. He actually expected for his husband to slap him just like his father did.

Sirius: *felt the hesitation n gave him a gentle smile* I knw u dont want to be in this situation as much as I do, bt it is our duty to consummate the marriage. Bt if u reli dont want it, I wont force u

"Please not tonight." He said again. "But I can make you feel good." He added quickly for his husband was not made at him.

Sirius: *nods* If tht's wht u wish. Bt first, I want to see u. The REAL u. I knew the moment I saw ur face during the ceremony. Ur not reli a woman, r u?

"I am." He said point blank. That is what he had always been told.

Sirius: *shook his head* There's no use lying to me. Lemme see it, if ur so sure

"Why would you need to see me?" He asked, not getting it. "We look the same."

Sirius: *blinked at the gullibility of this bride before him n somehow found it both amusing n sad. Wht has he been taught bk home? Does his parents not educate him to tell the difference btwn a man n a woman?* Here, let me show u *whipped out his wand n magicked both their clothes away n pointed at his own self* This is a man's body. As is the same with urs

"Yes. Men and women look the same." He blinked, and started to undress to show him but up on pulling down his underwear he saw this thing that was not his cock and balls. "What is this!" He shreked.

Sirius: *blinked n came towards him to chk* Well, isnt this a predicament? Ur father reli went thru all tht just to trick me, didnt he? Tht, my dear, is wht a woman's privates looks like, not like mine

"But...but..I am a woman." Severus was very confused at the moment he moved backwards and got his feet tangled in his dress and fell backwards.

Sirius: *quickly caught him before he were to fall n puts him on the bed* Severus...Wht hv ur father been teaching u? *his face was serious, needing to knw the truth of the situation*

"He told me I was girl. That boys and girls looked the same." He said, trying to remember everything. "I thought he was hated be becuase I was not a boy but he turns out he hated be becuase I was not a girl." Tears started to come.

Sirius: *his eyes stared at evry word he said. Wht kind of father was tht to say this things? Wht kind of life has this young man led? Then wht James had told him made sense, the hurt look on his face, the way he said sorry during the ceremony, it all soon made perfect sense as he reached ovr to hug him close, comforting him, rubbing his bk soothingly as he did for Regulus wen he was upset*

"I am so sorry." He started to sob. "I am sorry of what me father did to you and your family. I wish I could take back the wedding and not put you through marrying a man."

Sirius: Its OK, wht's done is done. Besides u should knw by now tht a wizard's wedding is tht once ur married, u will not be able to bk out of it. Its binding. It can only be unbound if one of us is dead, n I surely dont want to die so quickly, n neither do u

Severus sniffled. "Then I suppose i can make up for what he did. You can take me."

Sirius: R u sure? I dont want to take u against ur will. Tht has always been the golden rule wen I date. Ppl may call me a jerk bt this is the only thing I would nvr be a jerk abt

"But I am your wife, or husband I guess. You have ever right to. Father said that."

Sirius: No, ur not with ur father now. Ur with me. N marriage is all abt give n take. I refuse to take u against ur will, I want both of us to be happy n willing n I dont want to enjoy it alone. I want u to enjoy it too

"Enjoy it?" He asked, arching a brow. "I am not suppose to enjoy it, right? Only the man, or in this case you."

Sirius: Yes u r. Both parties should enjoy it, not one. Tht would consider inconsiderate, or rape. Do u want me to rape u?

"Well father tri..." He dropped off. "You are my husband you can do whatever you want with me." He looked away in shame.

Sirius: *caught tht n wanted to pry some more, bt seeing the look on his face, he decided against it* Vry well then, bt I'd rather if I make u enjoy it. U'll knw wht I mean. Pls, spread ur legs for me. Its OK, I wont hurt u, I promise

Severus gulped and did what he was asked over. He was shivering, a bit in fear but really there was something deep inside him that was almost pleasureable.

Sirius: *licked his lips as he watched the young man spread his legs for him. Despite knwing tht he was a man, the way he displayed himself like this somehow turned him on a little. Climbing up to the bed, he crawled towards him n ran his hands up n dwn his thighs in a soothing manner, then leaned dwn n gently flicked his tongue at the clit*

Severus arched up off the bed. He never knew their could be such pleasure. He wondered if it would feel good if he had his cock or would it only feel good with women part. "Oh my...husband..." He moaned.

Sirius: Close ur eyes, concentrate on tht pleasure. N call me Sirius, or Siri, if u want *continues to flick his tongue at the clit, sucking at it a little, running his tongue along the folds n licked at it fully*

"Oh good, Siri, Sirius. Oh please don't stop. Oh GOD!" He was gripping the bed and the arching. He wanted to close his legs because of the pleasure but he didn't want to because of the some pleasure. "Please!"

Sirius: *smirked as he continued to lick at the clit, then slowly pushed his tongue into the pussy itself n started tongue-fucking him deep*

"Oh God. Siri, please. I need...more..." He put his hand over his mouth. He was being so greedy he should be pleasure his husband not the other way around. He felt something in side him like a spring being coiled tight to the point that it wanted to break.

Sirius: *muffled a "Go ahead" as he knew he was going to come, pushed in deeper as he flicked against the G-spot*

"Oh god, stop stop stop!" He tried to push the other off but his orgasam over took him and his eyes rolled back into his head and screamed out.

Sirius: *drank in evrything. Somehow it tastes bittersweet, much better than all the girls he gave blowjobs to. Maybe it was just him, or maybe it was something unique abt this man, bt he couldnt help drink him all in, licking more to make him come some more*

Soon Severus felt like a limp dish rag. His body was tired and his dropping. How was he suppose to suck Sirius in this state. "God...."

Sirius: *smiled n licked his lips* Did u enjoy tht? Was it good for u, my wife?

Severus blushed and nodded. "Yes. It was very nice. Thank you." He then sat up, shaking a bit from his post bliss. "I can suck you know."

Sirius: R u sure? Maybe u should relax for a while. I'm fine. Just take me wen ur ready *lay dwn nxt to him, propping his head with one hand n traced his finger along Severus' jawline* U knw, ur actually quite attractive in a way. Something dark n mysterious abt u, do u realize tht?

Severus looked down. "I am not. I am ugly. I was told that every day. Father said..." hebit his lip wanting to cry again.

Sirius: No, stop, dont say anything abt ur father. Ur with me now, dont believe a single thing ur father said. He's wrong abt u in many levels, n I will hv a talk with him someday. U r attractive, n dont let anyone tell u less *stroke his hair*

"Your the one that is hansome. I thought since you were good looking that you would be nice. I am glad I was right."

Sirius: *chuckles* I think tht's probably the only thing I excel at. I barely managed to pass my exams, so u'll hv to be disappointed if I'm not too bright

"I never got to go to school. I really wish I could have. I know father had the money. If i really would have know I was a man. I could have gone."

Sirius: He nvr evn let u go to school? Man, I am so going to give him a long talk once I see him. Dont worry, I can teach u whtevr I can. I can evn get u a private tutor. Would u like tht?

"Well women can't learn magic." He said matter of fact. "I would love to learn some magic." He smiled and face lit up. "I will pay you back I promise."

Sirius: U dont hv to pay me bk. Ur my wife, ur entitled to those things. N whoevr said women cant learn magic is bullshit. Remember tht redhead who is with my best man? She's a woman n she goes to school, just like us. Now tht's how a woman looks like, with tits n this *gently flicked Severus' clit*

"But father said so." he frowned. What everything his father said was wrong. He then wimpered slightly. "Would you like it if I have tits?" He asked, closing his legs over the other' hand.

Sirius: No, I'd rather if u stay true to urself. If u r a man, then u r a man. Dont let anyone tell u differently, not evn me

Severus blushed. "Thank you, Sirius. You are really kind to me."

Sirius: *smiled* I'm ur husband. Husbands should be kind to their wives, not behaving like they own them like properties. So, u think ur ready to take me? Or u wanna rest n save it for another night?

"I can do it. I have to give you as much pleasure. But will you not fuck my throat? It hurts." He said, getting up and going in front of him. He pushed his hair back and started to lick thim then took him in his mouth would expert knowing. As if this was second nature.

Sirius: *his heart ached wen he asked not to fuck his throat, wondering wht kind of sick things his father had asked him to do, n was tempted to stop him, bt once his mouth was ard his cock, he hissed in pleasure, his hand unconsciously reach ovr to thread his fingers thru the hair*

His father had always pulled on his hair and thrust his cock into his mouth. He called it 'teaching' but not Severus suspected it was not. He flinched slightly when the other's hands thtrough his hair but it didn't hurt, it felt nice. He as much as he dared and then started to bob up and down.

Sirius: Mmmhh, yes, it feels so good *thread his fingers thru his hair some more, resisting the urge to thrust* Put ur hands to my balls n massage it. I like it tht way

Severus did it, rolling them in his hands. He moved his head faster. He was use to doing it quick to get his father to come off. Sirius didn't taste different. He tasted better. Maybe it was the wine.

Sirius: *hissed as he moved faster* Slowly, slowly, ur gonna make me come soon. I wanna enjoy this longer. Do u want me to come in ur mouth, or do u want me to claim ur virginity n come inside u? U choose

Severus pulled up. "I'm scared, Sirius. Will it hurt?" He was stroking the other, not to let him lose any pleasure.

Sirius: For a moment, since ur still a virgin, bt I will try n make u feel good tht u'll forget the pain. Dont be scared. I'm ur husband. I'll take care of u *caressed his cheek reassuringly*

Severus nodded. "I want you to come inside me." He said. "I want to be you wife. All the way." He smiled a bit.

Sirius: *smiled bk gently n lay him dwn on bed, rubbing his still erected cock against the pussy to lube it up with the juice* Brace urself, I need to get it in at one stroke to break the hymen. U ready?

Severus gulped and nodded. "I trust you, Sirius."

Sirius: *nods n positioned his cock to his pussy* Just try to relax, OK? *takes a deep breath n pushed in with one stroke*

Severus did but the breath came back out in jiffy as the cock peirced him. The knife like pain shot through out his whole body. He knew it would hurt. He just didn't know how much it would hurt. He shut his eyes tight and also gripped the bed.

Sirius: *noticed the pained look on his face* Shh...shh, shh, shh, just relax. Dont tense up. It'll only hurt more. Just relax. Pls, look at me, Severus. Open ur eyes n look at me

Severus opened his black eyes and looked straight up at Sirius. He really was hansome. How could he even stand to be with some one so repugnat. "We should have done this from the back." He said in a pained voice but he was relaxing.

Sirius: No, I want to see u. I want to see ur face, to knw tht ur liking it or not. I dont want to rape u, Severus. Ur my wife *caressed his cheek as he kissed him gently* I'll start moving now, OK? Just relax *wiped a stray tear tht fell out of the younger man's eye n kissed him some more to distract him, starting to thrust in a slow n steady pace*

The thrust felt nothing like the first. It did twingle a bit but it was not painful like the last and each time Sirius moved it filled Severus with a deep warm pleasure. Slowly he put his arms around Sirius' neck, while kissing.

Sirius: *kept kissing him as he thrust more n more, slowly increasing his pace, until he was nudging against the G-spot within Severus*

Severus arched against him. "Oh god, yes. Please more, more." he wrapped his legs around the other's hips. It seemed when there was pleasure Severus was greedy, maybe it was because he thought he would never get it again.

Sirius: Mmh, yes, ur feeling good, arent u? Yes, feel it, take it all in *started increasing his pace again, thrusting deeper n a bit harder into him, assaulting the G-spot again n again, his mouth busy licking n sucking Severus' nipples at the same time*

"OH GOD! YES! Right there, right there. Harder, please, Siri."

Sirius: *smiled n whispered hotly at his ears* Ur wish is my command, my lovely wife *pushed in deeper still, hitting as hard as his body could go, sending those shocking electric jolts of pleasure thru the younger man's body, his fingers pinching n rubbing his nipples*

Severus was screaming in pleasure. It was too much and yet not enough. his body was flying on auto pilot. Funny it knew what to do. His hips angled up for Sirius could get at the spot better. "I'm I'M GOING TO COME! OH GOD!" He screamed orgasamed for the third time that night.

Sirius: *groaned as he held bk a bit more to thrust into tht spot to make him come some more, to feel tht pleasurable clench ard his cock before he finally emptied himself deep into his womb*

Severus curled his body around sirius excepting the seed inside him. He was panting and still shaking and twitching from the fourth orgasam.

Sirius: *filled him up to the brim before sighing in pleasure n gently pulled out. There was a tint of pink, bt it was to be expected for his virgin to be broken* Sorry if it hurts, I hope I didnt hurt u too bad

"Not after the first thrust." he smiled up at him. A rareity. "After that it was wonderful. I have never felt so much pleasure."

Sirius: Oh u will feel more in the future in ur life with me. I promise tht I'll be the husband u always picture me to be. I cannot promise tht I will fall in love with u right away, bt I do feel something for u, n I promise to be loyal to u *which was odd tht those words came out so easily to him, before tht he was determined to cheat on his young 'bride', now he was thinking anything bt tht*

"You don't have to be faithful. I understand if you find someone better looking than me to have sex with." In a way he was giving Sirius permition to sleep around. He didn't want the other for come to regret him. "I hurt my father talking to your mother about not adding the faithfulness clause to vows. She said, 'so they can find other like to their taste.'" he didn't add that his father said that someone like Severus would never find someone to love him. That was right before his father came in and kissed him and told him that after Severus was no longer a virgin and even better if he was preggers to come to him and in his words, 'Have a piece of that ass that I am owed.'

Sirius: *could tell frm Severus' look tht there was something more behind his words, most likely involving his father, bt he refuse to hear it anymore. He was going to give a long talk to Severus' father once n for all n clear this all up, bt for now, his little wife needed the right comfort as he hugged him* I'll hv u knw I'm not like my parents or ur father either. Wen I say something, I would not bk out on my word. Ur my wife, n I will be loyal to u. I will not find another, n I don't care wht extra clause my Mum has made with the officials. I wont cheat, n I wont hurt my wife's heart, not aftr wht u've been thru. Trust me on tht

Severus nodded, his eyes down. He wanted to believe that. Really he did, but in his life promises were only kept by him.

Sirius: *knew he was trying to believe, bt it will be given time. He tilted his head gently n gave him a kind smile before kissing him gently*

Severus kissed bck, shyly. he was getting use to this kissing. "Will sex feek differently if I change back to a man?" He asked. Then he thought. "Have you ever been with a man?"

Sirius: Actually yes, just tht once with my cousin's husband bk in school. It was a one thing deal, until we both agreed tht we prefer women n went our separate ways, bt dont tell my friends tht. They didnt knw, n shouldnt, bcoz he was in a rival house *heaven forbid if the Marauders knw tht he had a one time secret fling with Lucius Malfoy*

Severus nodded. "I am truly sorry what me father did. I will try to be the wife you should have gotten. I know I do not have the equipment for it. If you don't want to have sex again I will understand."

Sirius: No, no, its OK. I'll get ard tht. I hv experience with a man aftr all. Bt for now *gently tackles him dwn* U up for another round? I'd like to savour our conssumation as much as possible n let u enjoy this more

Severus grinned. "I don't know how much more I can come, but I would like to see." He opened his legs like a wanton slut, but he didn't care.

Sirius: *chuckles as he slid himself in again, finding the spot quickly n started assaulting it*

"OH dear god, yes. Right there!!" He grabbed the other hand dug his nails into his skin trying to keep him close. "Yes, yes, yes. OH GOD! SIRI!"

Sirius: *groaned as he felt those nails digging into him, turning him evn more as he kept hitting the spot, going faster n harder*

"Oh god yes, yes. Sirius please harder. I need to come." he arched his back and put his legs around the other's hips. "More, dear...MORE!"

Sirius: *raised Severus' hips n spread his thighs a bit more to fuck him evn deeper n hit the spot more accurately as he pummeled into him, his cock being clenched pleasurably hard evrytime he hit the spot*

Severus screamed as his pussy clenched down tight and he came, squirting juice on to the other cock.

Sirius: *groans n came deep into him some more, filling him up, his seed mixing with his pussy juices, bt continues to thrust until he went soft, inciting another orgasm frm Severus*

Six(i think) orgasms. Dear god he had never felt do much pleasure in his life. His arms fell from Sirius' shoulders on to the bed as he panted and tried to his his body to function again. "Co...could I...say...'I love you'?" He asked.

Sirius: Yes, its OK, go ahead *smiled as he kissed him*

Severus kissed him back. "I love you, Sirius. I really do. Your my knight in shinning armor." He yawned and smiled up at him.

Sirius: I'm glad tht I make u feel tht way *kissed him again deeper* I...I'm sorry...Bt...u reli turn me on so much right now...I dont think I can stop just like this *blushed hard* Sorry if I sound like a horny git

"I don't mind." He said. "I am wife. you can do what ever you want to me and I really sex. I feels so good." he blushed. "I won't think you are a horny git if you don't think I am a slut." He blushed even deeper.

Sirius: I would nvr think ur a slut. U've got a mysterious attractiveness to u, n ur entitled to enjoy as much as sex as u like. N I'm not quite done with u *reenters him again*

*the couple ended up consummating the marriage to the wee hours of the morning, orgasm countless times all ovr the sheets n on themselves*

By the end of the sex Severus was sore but it was a good sore. He has come so many times that he had lsot count. But as he laid next to his husband he felt so happy. He had fallen in love him him, which he never thought he would. But he was glad. Severus rolled over, facing Sirius and snuggled up again him, feeling warm and safe for the first time in 17 years.