Love in Disguise-Chp5

*a few weeks aftr wedding, the Marauders receive terrible news tht Lily had been murdered in cold blood by her sister Petunia wen she came home to visit the family aftr her graduation frm Hogwarts. Petunia had snapped her wand in two wen she was asleep n killed her in bed, driven by jealousy ovr her being the special one in the family. As she was murdered in the Muggle world, Petunia was tried n convicted there, n needless to say, James, who had planned to propose to her was devastated*

Devastated was an understatement. He and Sirius has just started training to be arours when he found out. He took a leave of absent and went into himself. He started at home and did nothing but drink and look at Lily's picture and picture the life that they could have have, the children that would never be born because of her sister.

Sirius: *would've attended the funeral if it werent the strict rule of the House of Black tht newly weds r not allow to attend negative occasions such as funerals for 100 days of their marriage as it may incur bad luck to the newly weds*

Remus: *heard the news wen he was in teacher training course to become a DADA Master, n since Siri couldnt attend, he went on behalf of Sirius n Severus~
conveying their condolences on their behalf. Hearing him taking a leave of absence aftr the funeral, he knew something wasnt going to end well on James part n decided to visit him as he zoomed thru the fireplc* Prongs? Prongs, u home? James?

James could not get rid of the ring that he had made special for her. It had a bright green emerald in the center of it. Each time he looked at it he saw her beautiful eyes. The eyes that he had hoped would be passed on to one of his children. He was in his study the only place that did remind him of Lily. He had just downed the last bottle of whiskey. He called his elf to go get him another bottle

Remus: *saw James' elf walked past him frm the direction of the study n guessed he was there. He knocked the door n poked his head in* James? James, u in there? *winced at the smell of booze permeating the area* Man, how much hv u been drinking?

"Burdun." He said, looking at the bottle but it clearly said whiskey, but he couldn't tell any more.

Remus: OK...U've drank enough *dismissed the elf who came in with another bottle* Come on, James, get ur head together. U've had enough. Lets get u to ur room *tries to prop him ovr his shoulder*

"You can never had enough." he said swaying on his feet. "I'm like a horse." He groaned and his ring feel off his lap. "NO! The ring!"

Remus: *tries to catch it, bt somehow it coincidentally fell thru on his own ring finger, which somehow surprisingly fit* Woah...Umm...Tht's awkward *tries to take it off*

"Lily?" He blinnked and looked ar Remus. He could not really see Remus clearly and then it morphed into Lily. "Lily!" He hugged him. "You cam back to me. Thank Merlin."

Remus: Woah, wait, what?? *blushed hard at the hug. He had always wanted this sort of hug frm him evr since he fell for him at first sight during their first yr, bt he hadnt expected it to be now, n in this circumstances. This wasnt reli right* Umm...U...Ur...Ur drunk, James...I'm not Lily... *tries to pry away frm him*

"I can't believe you came back to me." He pressed his lips to the others, reaching to strok his nipples. He didn't even relize that Lily had B cup breasts and Remus had none.

Remus: *his eyes widened in shock at James' lips on his, the lips tht he had so long wished to kiss. His rationale mind was telling him tht he was practically raping him n tht he should push him away, bt wen James stroke his nipples, his rationale mind was out the window as he moaned into it, his hands clinging onto James' shirt*

James kisses down his jaw to neck, leaving little marks on his skin. "I need you so much, Lily. I need to have you, be inside you." he mumbled in his neck. "I know you don't want me to talke you virginty until we are married. So i will prepare your ass very well, baby." He put his hand down on Remus' ass.

Remus: *shivered at the touch of James' hand on his ass, bit bk a moan* N...No...I'm not...I'm not Lily...pls... *tho his body was telling his mind to shut up n go wiht the flow*

"Don't worry. I will be gentle with you, lil. I won't hurt you." he pushed the overs pants down and moved him to lean over the desk. He pulled out a vial of oil and poured it on Remus' as, then started working a finger in, slowly.

Remus: *didnt evn want to knw how he was able to procure tht vial of oil, gasped as he felt James' finger inside him, whining. This wasnt right, bt then it felt so good, almost like a dream come true, evn tho his secret crush was thinking abt someone else*

"You so tight." He kissed Remus' neck. "I can't wait to stick my cock in your ass. Do you want that?" He pushed a second on in.

Remus: *bit his lip as another one entered. He wanted to say no, bcoz he wasnt who he think he is, bt his heart wanted him so bad, as bad as those lonely days where he would masturbate n imagined James' touches on him. His lips finally parted n whimpered* Y...Yes...Yes, I...I want ur cock in my ass...

James chuckled and thrust third on in. Wanting so bad to be into Lily(Remus). "Hold on, baby. You are almost ready. He reached his other hand to pinch the other's nipples.

Remus: *gasped n whined at the pinch* J...Jamie...Pls... *calling him the nickname Lily always called him, playing along with his fantasies*

"Oh Lily." He kissed his neck again before pouring some oil on his cock and then pushed inside Remus, slowly as not to hurt him(her).

Remus: *gasped at being filled inch by inch with James' cock. All those nights of only his own fingers or toys n imagining James taking him n claiming him as his own was nothing compared to the real deal entering him in blissful pleasure* Ooh...J..Jamie, ur...ur so big...!!

"And your so tight, Baby." he groaned, finally all the way in. "So good." He sat back on his chair. "Ride me, baby."

Remus: *pants n trembles as he was maneuvered to ride him. Yrs of masturbation served him well as he started moving his hips, bobbing up n dwn the cock, feeling evry inch going in n out of him so wonderfully*

"Oh yes. You feel wonderful, baby." He groaned and put his hands on the other's hips, helping him. "Fuck, baby, so good."

Remus: Jamie...Jamie...I love u...I love u so much...I love u so so much... *pants as he continued to bob. He wasnt lying. He had been so in love with him since his first yr, n it was too good to be true tht he had his cock inside him aftr 7 yrs of yearning*

"I love you too, so much!" He pulled him closer, using his hips. "Fuck...will you marry me, baby!"

Remus: *tears suddenly poured. How he wished those words were actually directed to him n not Lily, bt it was still a wonderful feeling to hear it* Yes! Yes, Jamie! Yes, I will marry u! I'll marry u n be the best wife u want...!! Oh god...so good...!!

Unfortantly nither of them knew that the ring was a bonding ring. If Remus said yes then he was legaly engaged and their one could break it off. So by Remus saying yes he was accepting it and now he was engaged to James. "Oh god, baby. I'm going to come. Harder, Lil, harder."

Remus: Yes...yes, I'm gonna come too~! 8whimpered as his spot was assaulted thoroughly* Pls...Pls, come inside me...!! I want all ur COME~!!! *came hard onto James' chest, his ass squeezing him tight*

"OH GOD!!!!" James screamed as he came, he filled up Remus to brim. But it seemed that after he came he konked out.

Remus: *whimpered as he felt him filling him up to the brim, pants n blinked wen he saw James konked out, then smiled n chuckled quietly before he slowly pulled out, magicking the mess n kissed his lips* Thank u, James, for evrything, evn tho u dont mean it *tries to take off the ring* Wht the...? *stuck fast to his finger* Oh crap...James so gonna kill me *tries to pry to no avail*

James was still sleeping in his chair, grinning in his sleep. On his own hand a small ring appeared around the ring finger.

Remus: *saw it, then remembered in horror the term of tht ring* Oh god no...Shit... *pries his own as he mumbled in a whisper* Fuck, ah great, this cant be happening! James, how could u not notice? Shit!

"Lily." James mumbled in his sleep.

Remus: *sighed as he saw him like this. Sat dwn n tried to keep calm. He was happy tht he was being asked to marry, n seeing himself in this accidental predicament, he was actually quite happy, bt unfortunately the same couldnt be said to James who is straight all the way*

James opened his eyes. "Rems. What ya doing here?" He then went out again and started snoring.

Remus: *blinked n rolled his eyes, mumbling* Getting raped by u, tho I wouldnt call it rape since I'm willing *helps James up n propped him ovr his shoulder* Come on, up n at em. U'll catch ur death sleeping here *bringing him upstairs to his room*

"What the...Rems. I was fine there." He grumbled.

Remus: Oh right, ur fine, sure *puts him on bed* U were totally drunk tht u thought I was Lily just now

"Really?" He asked sleepy. "I wouldn't. She had tits."

Remus: Reli now? Is tht why u practically raped me n proposed to me, which in fact has bound us together since u failed to notice u got urself a bonding ring? *showed him the emerald green ring*

James blinked and looked at it. "Take her ring off. I would never fuck a man. That is gross."

Remus: I tried. It can't come off. U've proposed to me n now it's bonding. N u did fuck me, like it or not, its the truth. If u dont believe me u can perform Occlumency on me n try to take the ring off urself

James sat up. "That ring was only ment for one person." He grabbed the others finger and yanked on it, but the ring did not come off. "Fuck! You did this. I know you did. You have always had a crush on me and now you saw your chance and you took it."

Remus: Oh now u decided to notice my crush on u? I didnt! How could u say tht?! Yes, I admit I do hv a crush on u, bt I would NEVER stoop this low! It just happened! N u were bloody drunk u couldnt evn tell whether I got a dick or tits! YOU were the one who took me! I nvr asked for it! If I didnt love u, I'd accuse u of rape right now!

"Oh please. If I did rape you would have left me with a black eye or at least a swift kick in the pants. You wanted this. You wanted me to fuck you. You always have. I;m thankful that I have atleast one straight friend out of the lot of you!"

Remus: *bit his lip, his heart ached at wht he just said* ....U...U just dont get it, do u...? Aftr wht I've admitted... *his hand flew in its accord n slapped James hard* I DONT EVEN KNW WHY I LOVE U FOR!!! *made a run for it, out the room, dwn the stairs thru the fireplc n bk to his old dingy cottage n sobbed, trying to pull the ring free again in vain before he wailed, curled in a ball*

James sat in his bed. He was still morning the loss of his only love and now his stupid jerkness had cost him the friendship of one of his closed friends. A man he considered a brother. But the for the life of him he could not comprehend why he would fuck Remus in the first place the idea of fucking a guy made his penis shrivel up.

Remus: *tried his luck once again to tear off the ring, bt still couldnt, it stuck fast. He was tempted to chop his finger off bt he didnt dare to imagine the consequences of doing so. Evrything was totally screwed up, n now James think he's disgusting n probably would nvr be wiht him evr or evn look at him*