Love in Disguise-Chp11

*Remus hv been hving mixed emotions for a while. During his DADA teacher training, ppl noticed his engagement ring n was pestered teasingly with questions abt who is he engaged to, yet he couldnt tell them he was engaged to James no matter how much he wanted to proudly announce it, bcoz it might give them the wrong idea, since evryone knew James n the death of Lily. Sex had been pretty good, bt he was highly dependant on the femina partim potion to pls James of his need for pussy n small tits, n it made him wonder whether they would be nothing bt sex buddies*

James pretty much was getting back to normal, minus the Lily part. Sex was helping from Remus and he did love it, but he didn't love him, which James knew what killing him, but he couldn't help it. Pretty much ever day James went over to Remus' the fuck him senceless. Twice he stayed the night trying to make Remus feel better.

Remus: *tonight he knew James was going to come ovr for another fuck again, so he prepared himself some more femina partim potion, then just half an hour before James arrived, he dwned the potion, undressed n waited in bed as he usually does*

He wanted to do something good for Remus. Maybe they could go out to eat, he would take him to buy Remus something nice. He knew of something but he didn't want Remus to think that James thought of him as a woman. He flooed over Remus' place and went to the bedroom where he found Remus in bed. "Hey..."

Remus: *sat up n smiled at him the best he could* Hey, James. How was ur day?

"Pretty good. A bit hard." He smiled. "Say...do you want to go to dinner?"

Remus: Oh? Umm, wht's the occasion? *pulled the covers ovr his body, tho he was starting to feel the effects of femina partim on him*

"I just want to take one of my best mates out for a dinner, that's all." He smiled. "Any maybe we can go and shop."

Remus: I guess I'm OK with it *felt a little odd with the effects this time, bt shrugged it off* R we going now? *got off the bed to get his clothes*

"Uh...yeah..." He never could get enough of Remus' body, nor that pussy. "Where ever you want to go."

Remus: Well, I was thinking of trying out tht new restaurant dwn near Three Broomsticks. Can we go there?

"Yes anywhere you want to go. You can think of it as a date, but know telling anything of that."

Remus: *blushed a little at the thought of them being in a date as he got dressed* I'd like to think of tht regardless. So shall we?

"Yeah." He motioned them back to the fireplace. "You can go first. I will follow you."

Remus: *nodded n made his way to the fireplc, taking the Floo powder n recited the name of the plc before Flooing thru*

James followed after, saying the name of the place and flooing in next to Remus. He think went and got a table for them.

Remus: *followed behind him quietly, allowing himself to be led to their seat*

Once they were seated James orders some nice wine for them and then looked at his menu to see what he wanted. "What do you want, Moons?"

Remus: *looked thru the menu* I think I'll try their in-house steak, make it medium rare

"You mean rare." James grinned. "I think I will do that same thing, just medium well."

Remus: Git *pouts sheepishly as he made his order*

James grinned and made his too and after the the waiter had left he took his glass and took a drink of wine."I thought after the shopping we can go back to my place."

Remus: *looked up at him, unsure* Umm, u sure ur OK with it? U usually let it be a privy plc btwn u n Lily...

"Yes...I know..." He nodded. "But I know how much...our relationship is hurting you and I know I need to give more, so I want to share more of myself with you."

Remus: *nods* OK, I'd love to go to ur plc. Its been a long while since I went there

James nodded. "How have you felt latly? Have you done a..." he blushed then spoke low. "Pregnancy test?" He asked. That had been on his mind latly fro know reason.

Remus: *blushed at tht* Umm...No, I nvr reli thought it was necessary, since...since I always end up changing bk to a guy. So...I dunno. Well, I did notice tht my...parts havent changed bk yesterday, bt I took it again just in case it changed halfway thru sex so... *suddenly felt like a sort of heartburn n doubled ovr*

"Moons? Remus, whats going on?" he asked

Remus: I...I dunno...I... *collapsed to the floor, clutching his chest, breathing raggedly*

James jumped uo and bend down. "I...we need to get back to my house." he said. He picked up remus and left some money before going to the fireplace and flooing to his home. He sat Remus down the couch and then started to pace. What would he do if a doc saw then found out that Remus was pregnant, maybe he wasn't but Remus was still had the bottom of a woman.

Remus: *pants, clutching his chest painfully* S...Something's wrong...with the potion, James...Pls...Pls help me...!!

"I...I'm trying...." He thought then went to the fire place and fire called Sirius. Sirius' family dealed in dark stuff. He might know someone that could be descret.

Sirius: *was preparing Severus' latest cravings wen the firecall came in n answered it* Hello, Black residence

"Sirius I need a doctor that doesn't ask many questions."

Sirius: OK, I can introduce Dan for u, bt why? Wht's going on?

"It is nothing. I just need someone. Don't worry about. But i need it now." he looked back at Remus on the couch.

Sirius: Alright, I'll give him a call n send him ovr

*moments later, the doc flooed into James' home*

Doc: OK, wht seems to be the problem?

"He, uh, she has a problem with hi-her chest."

Doc: *raised a brow* Pls lay dwn for me, sir

Remus: *pants as he lay dwn, slowly releasing his clutch on his chest to allow him to examine*

Doc: *slowly undresses Remus' top to chk him*

James paced behind him. Worried about Remus more than anything in the world. Would he lose his friend turned lover?

Remus: Is...Is there something wrong with me...?

Doc: Hv u been ingesting femina partim regularly for the past few mths?

Remus: *nods*

Doc: *nod n took out a syringe n filled it with some reddish serum* This might sting a little *injected it into his abdomen*

Remus: *whimpered*

James gluped. He could just see what the man was thinking. What they had been doing. God. He ran his hand through his hair. "What is wrong with him..."

Doc: He's hving a bit of mild potion-poisoning. Femina partim is supposed to be used sparingly, only once in a while, n only if ur interested in trying for a baby. If taken too many times, the build-up will cause poisoning. Ur lucky this is just a mild one

Remus: Am...Am I gonna be OK? W...Will it affect me hving cubs in the future...?

Doc: Well, u dont hv to worry abt tht now. Ur pregnant, for almost 2 n a half mths now. I'm surprised ur child hasnt miscarry frm all tht potion intake

"A baby?" James just saw black as he fainted and fell backwards with a dull thud.

Remus: J...James!!

Doc: *rolled his eyes* Get tht abt almost 5 out of 10 ppl. U'll be fine for now. The femina partim will be in effect until u give birth. For now, dont ingest any more form of potions other than the ones I will issue to u n hv plenty of fluids n bedrest for at least a week *hands him the necessary medication* I will make a housecall a mth frm now

Remus: Th...Thank u...here's for the trouble *paid him some hush money*

Doc: *nods, pocketed the money n flooed away*

Remus: *went to shake James awake* James? James. Jamie wake up

Jamed woke sudenly and didn't see the doctor. "Damn...I thought there was a doctor that said you whewre pregnant. I must have imagned it."

Remus: *shook his head* U didnt imagine it. It's true. I am pregnant. He said for abt 2 and half mths now

"Then it wasn't just a feeling." he breathed. "Fuck." he hand his hand threw his hair.

Remus: I...I'm sorry...I didn't mean to...I should've chked, bt I nvr thought it would...I'm sorry

"Damn...a baby." He sat there stunned, looking at the wall. "Weren't not even married."

Remus: W...We're engaged. There's nothing wrong with getting pregnant beforehand. Plenty of ppl hv had children first before getting married...

"But no one knows we are engaged. Fu.." he got up and started to pace. "This can't be happening."

Remus: Well, dont u think its abt time we...kinda...announce it? Since...well, ppl r going to find out anyway

"No. We will not. Not yet. People think I am still straight. I don't want people to think other wise."

Remus: Bt...Bt I'll show sooner or later. Ppl will ask questions. Isnt it better tht we just get it ovr n done with?

"NO! We have to think about this first. We have two months until people will start asking. Right now, just go lay down. You shouldn't be up right now. I need to go to my office. he staggered over to hi office to pour him a glass of sotch."

Remus: *watched in shock n disbelief at James' reaction. Why did he react so strongly against them announcing their marriage? He knew he didn't love him more than a brother, bt this was ovr the top. Did he not want this child evn? It seemed so. Sobbing, he made his way to the fireplc n flooed bk home*