Love in Disguise-Chp25

Remus: *walked almost quickly to the nursery to put the girls in his arms dwn into the crib n tucked them in, waiting for James to do the same*

James sat down Harry and tucked him in. "Stay here." He started to walk out of the nursery. He was intent on killing someone and two someones.

Remus: *poke his head out of the nursery* J...Jamie? Jamie, where r u going? Whtevr ur thinking, pls dont!

"I am going to go and kill someone." He stopped. "We are getting married. I will send for someone. We ready in 20 mins."

Remus: *shocked to hear it, not sure whether he should be happy or not abt this* Bt...Bt I'm not ready. We dont hv the clothes n evrything *blushed hard thru his tears tht he doesnt evn knw whether its happy tears or sad tears frm the incident*

"We have to. You need the money and the babies need the protection."

Remus: Pls...Pls dont kill anyone. Our babies r with us, they're safe n alive, tht's all tht matters. Killing them is not going make the brand go away. Pls, I dont want to lose u. Wat if u get caught?

"And you expcet me to take this lying down. I AM A POTTER! WE ARE ABOVE OTHERS!" he yelled. "I am going to make someone to pay for all this." He said. "They are my children. They hold the Potter name. They are better than being labled a dark creature and as far as I am consernded you have never been one."

Remus: *flinched at his outburst* Bt...Bt the doctor said their hair will grow out ovr the brand, just as I hv. N they don't turn, so if we dont say anything, no one would evn knw. Pls *hugged James frm behind* D...Do whtevr u want, bt pls...dont kill them...They're not worth it...I just dont want u to get in trouble... *sobs*

James clinched his hands. "I want to kill, punch, maime, or disembowl someone."

Remus: *whimpered, shaking his head as he hugged him tighter. The last thing he needed was the Ministry on their tails n taking away the one man he loved for so long*

"But we are getting married. I want you to be a real Potter with all the rest of us. With all the privlages that come with it."

Remus: *nods* I've been waiting for this moment forever. Not how I expected it would be bt as long as I'm with u, I'm fine *leaned in for a kiss*

James kissed him. "I need to be alone. I'm sorry but if I don't I might hurt you."

Remus: *nods n released him, stepping away frm him in his instinctive wolf submission, lowering his head. If he were wolf, his ears would be lay bk right now*

James left the room and went down to his office and locked the door. He took a moment to catch a breath and then started thowing and distroying things.

Remus: *his sharp wolf ears was able to pick up the racket. He closed the door n cast a Silencing Charm so the babies will not be awaken frm the trashing. Accio-ing a chair ovr, he sat beside the crib n watched the babies sleeping peacefully, the cloth wrapped ard their tiny little heads. He prayed to Merlin tht they would not remember any of it; it would be a trauma too hard to bear*

Ten minutes later he was tired but none of his anger was gone. He still wanted to inflict pain to someone. His mind kept going back to Remus and he kept trying to that thought away. He could never hurt Remus he would hurt himself.....that was it. He went over to the deck and got out his letter opener.

Remus: *oblivious to wat's going on dwnstairs as he continued his vigil watch ovr the babies, calming them whenevr they whimpered or twitched in their sleep*

It was an hour before James came up stairs. He opened the door and came in. He had fully healed himseld but he was still a bit mifft. "How are they?"

Remus: They're alright. A bit of night terrors, bt they sleeping quite peacefully so far

"Remus I want you to go to the bedroom and get prepared."

Remus: *nods as he got up n went to the bedroom. He washed up a little n undressed, bt wen he stared at the wardrobe he realized he had absolutely no idea wat to wear for the occasion*

James watched over them for a bit before he went to the bedroom. "You do not need any clothes."

Remus: *blinked* W...Wat? *was confused*

"I meant prepare for sex, Remus. Rough sex." He said, going over to start taking off his clothes. His hands were a bit red from a wound being healed.

Remus: *saw those red streaks on his hands n gasped* Oh god, James, wht did u do??

"Nothing. now ger prepared, Remus. Now!" He barked.

Remus: *flinched bt did as he was told, he went onto bed n whispered some lube spell on himself since he couldnt get wet tht quickly, then went on all fours n raised his ass at him, letting him take him*

James and finished up and got on the bed. He kissed his shoulder. "I love you Remus." He then thrust in and started fucking him hard without letting him have a moment to ajust.

Remus: *gasped at the entry, letting loose moans n groans, unable to hold bk the tears as there was slight pain mixed in with the pleasure*

"No noise." He groaned out, pushign him into the bed.

Remus: *his face buried into the pillows, he tried to suppress his cries to a whimper, gripping at the sheets as he felt evry thrust inside him, hitting his spot somehow, bt it still hurts, n its not one of those pains tht would turn u on*

James was panting and groaning, fucking him hard and fast. His mind clouded with lust and anger. He didn't know right from wrong at that moment.

Remus: *whimpered, finding it a bit hard to breath with the pillow smothering him. He turned his head so he could breathe better, n bit his lip until he tasted blood to hold bk his cries, tears pouring as he was starting to feel sore*

It was not that much longer before James came. He pulled out and rolled over on his side away from Remus.

Remus: *didnt evn get to come at all, curling in a fetal position at his side of the bed, trying to suppress his sobs as he could feel himself bleeding a little frm the rough sex*

Soon the bed was shaking a bit, coming from James side.

Remus: *felt the shaking n turned ard to investigate*

James was quietly crying, trying not to let Remus know.

Remus: *reached ovr gently to him n hugged him frm behind, not saying anything, just quietly crying with him, his head buried against his bk*

James cried on, until he cried himself to sleep. his breath evened out and his body became less tense and relaxed.

Remus: *kissed his nape of neck n whispered* I love u too, Jamie *slowly drifted to sleep as well*