Love in Disguise-Chp12

He started and to bing drinking, needing to escape, much like he did when Lily died. he just need to think, that was all.

Sirius: *made a firecall to make sure evrything was alright* James? James Potter?

There was not answer from James, save for the sound of a slambed glass every moment or so.

Sirius: *heard tht* I hear tht, James. U been drinking again?

"Fuck off."

Sirius: Gee, someone's in a foul mood. Hey, how'd it go with the doc? Evrything OK there?

"Everything is fine and just foget about anything I said to you. You don't need to know anything." he poured another glass but didn't drink it just looked at it.

Sirius: Tht's it, I'm coming in *flooed in a few moments later* Alright, wht's the secrecy there? We're the Marauders, we're supposed to share. Whtevr happened to tht?

"We don't have to know everything." he stood up, not really on good footing. "You couldn't even be there for me when I needed you the most and lay all the shit on Remus' head."

Sirius: U knw I couldnt bcoz I'm just married at the time. We're not allowed to attend bad functions within 100 days of our marriage *helped him stand properly* U've been pretty listless lately n skipping Auror training more often than u should. Its time u level with me, James

"Please, your Sirius Black, when did you ever follow triditions." he shuggerd Sirius off. "No. I don't need to level with you. You have been off with that wife of yours. You don't even need me. Now Remus is my only friend."

Sirius: Well, unfortunately I'm not the one in charge at the moment. N since wen hv I not needed u? Wht abt those lunches n drinks we've been hving together aftr training? Wht is this? Ur getting off with Moony now?

"I am not getting off with him." he growled. "He just means more than you do."

Sirius: *raised a brow* Reli? I hope its nothing to do with this abortion Dr Dan he was scheduled to hv tonight

"What?" He blinked and looked at Sirius. "What did you say?"

Sirius: Dan, the doc I sent u? He came ovr for a routine chk-up on my pregnant wife n he wouldn't tell me wht went on with ur side, bt he mentioned in passing tht he has an abortion to perform tonight on someone he just diagnosed being pregnant. A bit brash, if u ask me...

"Fuck." He stumbled to the fireplace. "I have to get to Remus."

Sirius: Wait, wat? Wat's Remus got to do with it?

"He is going to kill my baby. Fuck. I need a sobering potion, NOW!"

Sirius: *barely evn had time to let his mind wrap ard this predicament, bt his body was in autopilot as he reached for the drawer underneath the bar to get the potion n handed it to him* Fuck, u n Remy? U and REMY??

he drank it down and it only took a moment. "Fuck. Yes. Lily's ring fell on his finger and now we are engaged and we started fucking, cause I wanted to have someone and he wound up pregnant. I fliped out when he said he wanted to tell people about us. And he must of thought I don't want the baby." He turned and headed to the fireplace.

Sirius: *watched listlessly as James disappeared into the fireplc before heading home, trying to make sense of all this*

James came running out of the fire place and looked around. "REMUS!"

*an orderly came to calm him dwn*

Remus: *was in the maternity ward, lying in bed, his legs spread n ready for the doc to perform the abortion wen he heard his yell* J...James...?

"Tell me where the fuck he is. Remus!" he yelled again.

Remus: *bit his lip as he didnt knw wht to do*

Doc: *sighed, rolled his eyes n opened the ward door* Orderly, let him in here

James came in. "What the hell do you think you are doing?" He asked coming in and talking to Remus.

Remus: I...I dont understand. I thought...I thought u didnt want this child...

"I never said that. Not once did I say that I didn't want that child and if you think you are going to kill my baby you are dead wrong."

Remus: Bt...Bt u were so dead set on not announcing our engagement. I thought tht since u nvr evn wanted this marriage to begin with, u wouldnt evn want me to hv ur children. I knw u prefer Lily to carry ur child, n I'm doing u a favor *tears pooled in his eyes*

"I did. I wanted her to have my children, until now. I just don't know how to tell every one what we are. You have to give me time, Remus."

Remus: D-Does tht mean...u...u wanna keep the baby...?

"Yes. I want the child. Remember when I said that I have a feel? I have had this feeling that your were pregnant for the pass week."

Remus: *couldnt hold bk his tears any longer n started sobbing, burying his face in his hands* Oh god...I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I'm so sorry...I'm so so so sorry...

James came over and held him. "Shh, it's ok, Moony. It's ok. Come on lets go home."

Remus: *sniffed n got off the bed, leaning close to James as he followed him*