Love in Disguise-Chp21

After a tense dinner with James keep interupting the Remus and early good bye they flooed back. He didn't want to keep treating Remus like a child with a secret but it jsut was not the right time and he knew that Remus was fuming and ready to yell at him. so he braced for it.

Remus: *had paid n quickly sent the babysitter away, n was giving him the silent treatment once they were settled home, bt his face looked like if James say one word, he would definitely explode*

"Remus..." he started to say, to explain to him everything.

Remus: What? WHAT?? What r u gonna say?? Tht ur sorry tht I am not allowed to talk abt our cubs? Tht ur sorry I'm not allowed to admit tht ur my fiance n were supposed to get married like a yr ago? Tht ur sorry ur embarrassed of me n the cubs n u nvr wanted this to evr happen, tht ur ashamed tht I exist in ur love life?? U knw what, FUCK U!! FORGET IT!!

"I DIDN'T SAY THAT!" He yelled back, frowning. "You are right, I never wanted this life. I saw myself with Lily rasing our family. I never thought I would be engaged to a man and one of my best mates to boot. But now that I am I can't see ever going back to that life. I don't want that life, I WANT THIS ONE! I want this life with our children with you. I am just not ready for other to be in our life. I want want other to talk behind our backs that you had something to do with Lily's death or that you got preagnant so you could get me to marry you. I don't want anyone to say any thing about you. I love you."

Remus: *his heart sounded like it just exploded in shock at wht he just heard. Those three words. Those three words tht he had been waiting like forevr for James to say it tht all he could whimper or squeak out was...* W...What...? U...wat...?

"I love you. And i will be damned if anyone saying anything bad about you."

Remus: *a long pause later n he started hyperventilating a little before he suddenly fell on his knees n broke dwn crying, a gajillion of mixed emotions washed ovr him, bt most of them was joy n relief tht he had finally heard James said to him frm his own lips*

James knelt down beside him. "Shh, shh." He held him, "It's ok." He said into his ear.

Remus: *bawled in his arms, wailing like a child desperate for his mother, muffled screaming on his chest ovr n ovr again* I LOVE U!! I LOVE U SO SO MUCH, JAMIE!!! I LOVE U, I LOVE U, I LOVE U~!!!

James smiled and just held him. "I love you too, Remus. I really do."

Remus: *looked up at him with his tear-stained face, his eyes as if asking "Why now?" "Do u reli love me?" n all those insecure questions his incoherent mouth could not*

He kissed his wet lips.

Remus: *kissed him bk like a starved animal, whimpering, clinging onto his sleeves*

James stroked his cheeks and pulled back. "Calm down, baby. Just calm down. I dont' want to have to call a doctor."

Remus: *takes long drawn out breaths to calm himself dwn* S...Sorry...I...I just...I just feel...so happy...Ur finally saying tht u...u love me...

"I know it makes you happy." He smiled. "And i like to see you happy. It makes me happy. And you really want to tell everyone about us we can. But we have to be tactful"

Remus: *sniffled n nodded* I want to. I'm tired of hiding. I dont want to go ard thinking tht ur ashamed of me. I love u n I want ppl to knw tht...

"Then we will start with friends and go from there. This maybe after everyone has heard, maybe we can get married." he gulped.

Remus: *nods n cuddled against him* I love u, Jamie. I love u so much. I wouldnt trade it for the world *realized he gulped* Wht's wrong?

"Nothing, nothing. Lets go see what the babies are up to." he picked the other up.

Remus: *got up n went to the nursery with James, then went in to see tht the triplets were already taken out of their incubator n in the playpen, bt somehow got all tuckered out aftr playing n were sleeping on top of each other*

"Cute." James chuckled. "Should we move them so they are sleeping like that or let them do it?" he asked.

Remus: We'll just put them in the baby cot to let them sleep properly. Harry is practically sandwiching Serene there *chuckles as he picked Harry carefully to put him in the cot*

James did the same to Selene and put her to bed nicely. Then he picked the other girl and laid her next to her sister then covered them up. "There now."

Remus: *smiled dwn at the babies sleeping peacefully against each other* Looks like we hv a thumb sucker here *gestured at Selene* N a fist sucker *gestured at Harry*

"Give then until they are six months then we can stop them."

Remus: *chuckles n tucked them in some more, n nuzzled on James* I'd fancy something to suck too *grins*

James chuckled. "Really? Someon'es a bit horny." He raise a brow. "Why don't you go in get ready for me." he patted his butt. "I'll kiss them good night."

Remus: *giggled a little as he caressed the babies one last time before he went to the bedroom, getting fully naked with magic n lay in a sultry pose on the bed waiting for James to enter*

James took a breath then kissed the little ones. "I don't know if I am ready to get married." h said more to himself. Then he went to join Remus. "Well look at that. I hope you where waiting for me." He grinned.

Remus: Oh yes, I was *spread his legs a little to show him his pussy* Come n get it, big boy

"You are corny." He chuckled but came in taking off his clothes and getting on the bed. He leaned down to kiss the other but not on the lips on the face. He leaned down to kiss his pussy.

Remus: *twitched n his breath hitched a little at James' lips on his pussy* Mnnhh...Going for the gold, arent we?

He grinned and continued to kiss and lick his pussy. The ne pushed two fingers in to stroke his g-spot.

Remus: *gasped as he gripped one hand at the sheets n one hand on James' hair, moaning at the feeling*

He moved his fingers faster. "Yes, come for me. Let me taste your pleasure."

Remus: *whined as he felt himself getting closer, a few more thrusts later, he was screaming n squirting come onto James' face*

James drank him up. Once he was done he leaned up, licking his lips. He then rubbed his cock over the pussy, collecting juice. He grinned and thrust inside him.

Remus: *gasped, his head thrown bk as he felt him inside him* Ooh, god~!! *came again frm tht thrust*

James rode out the orgasam before his started to fucking him, hard and fast.

Remus: *let out loud moans n groans as he was being fucked thoroughly, his spot assaulted* Oh yes, yes, yes, Jamie, yesss~!!

James held him down, fucking and started to kiss him.

Remus: *wrapped his legs tightly ard him, kissing him bk, moaning as he gripped at the bed, clenching evrytime his spot was hit*

James was fucking him hard before he pulled out and rolled Remus over on his stomach. He slowly pushed into the back door. He was deturmend if he came he would not impregnant Remus again.

Remus: *whined at the loss of his cock inside his pussy, bt groaned as it entered the back door, gripping at the sheets, panting as it filled him slowly*

"Pleasure yourself." He smiled moving slowly.

Remus: *nodded n reached to his clit n massaged n rubbed it, moaning hard, following James' pace*

"Yes. I love your moans." He smiled and kissed his shoulder. "Oh god you feel so good."

Remus: *whined as he was getting close, sticking his fingers in to finger-fuck himself at an angle where James could see wenever he pulled out*

"Such a naughty boy." he grinned fucking him hard and fast. "Oh god. I am going to come." he moaned. "Fuck, fuck." he groaned before he came, filling the other up.

Remus: *groaned as he was filled, coming at the same time as well, gripping James hard*

He panted, pulling out and laid next to him.

Remus: *nuzzled against him* U knw its OK if u wanna come inside my pussy

"No. We don't need any more children." He panted smiling at him.

Remus: *thought abt the triplets* Good point there. The triplets r enough for now. Bt I always assumed u'd want a big family

"I thought three was enough. Maybe when the babies are older. We can thing about that then."

Remus: *nods* Then u'll hv to keep away frm me wen I'm in heat, coz I'm most fertile, or consider birth control

"I think the birth control. I still want to fuck you and I know you love it." he grinned.

Remus: *pouts* Ur crude, u knw tht *nudged his head*

"What and you don't like it? I never knew that." he chuckled.

Remus: Oh u *leans in, grabbed his head n kissed him deeply*

James ran his hand down the other's side and down to his ass. He grinned.

Remus: *felt tht hand along his body* Hmm, still raunchy, arent we?

"Maybe." He grinned. "That is if my wife is still up for more." He kissed him.

Remus: *kissed him bk* Oh, ur wife is always ready to please u *was abt to get dwn to suck him off wen the triplets started bawling for their midnight meal*

"And to serve that little ones." He sighed.

Remus: *chuckles n kissed his forehead* I'll be bk before u knw it *walks ovr to the nursery n hushed them, picking 2 to feed them while humming a song for the 3rd one to distract her frm her hunger*

James rolled over the bed and snuggled into the bed. He did not plan to go to sleep but it ended up happening. He closed his eyes and he was out like a light.

Remus: *done feeding the triplets n tucked them all in, wen he returned to the room he heard James snoring quietly. He shook his head n sighed, smiling weakly n climbed bk up bed, kissed his forehead n snuggled against him* I love u, Jamie

He snuggled close to the other in his sleep.