*the moving of things n the transition went smoothly. all the couples married tht day went on a Ministry-sponsored group reception n evrything went more or less as peacefully as they should be. Soon it was time to part n for the couples to spend their first night as newly weds*
Severus was trying to mentally prepare for what was to come. He knew physically it would be somewhat painful, but he was ready for that. He could handle pain, what he did not want to deal with was the vonerablity that would come when he let all his guards down.
Sirius: *was a little nervous as well bcoz he could tell tht Severus may look tough outside, bt he's fragile inside, n he was afraid he might break him n make things worse. As he led him to their bedroom of his new home, he allowed Sev to be prepared for him* Do u want some tea to relax a bit, ease in to ur new home?
"I am fine." was on he tip of her tongue but he pushed that aside. "Yes that sounds good." he nodded looking around. The room was nice and the bed was huge. He gulp and moved to put his suit case near the chest of draws. "where should I put my things?"
Sirius: Put wherevr u like. My drawer has a lot of space *went to the pantry to make some cammomile tea*
Severus nodded and started to put his things way. For the first time in his life he would know have to share space with another man. And that scared him a great deal.
Sirius: *came to the room a few minutes later with two cups of tea, one for himself n one for Severus* Here u go. I hope it tastes OK
Severus took his and thanked him. He took a sip. "How long have you lived here?" He asked, mainly to get pasted the elephant in the room (the bed).
Sirius: Not too long. For abt a week before the wedding actually, coz my rents got it for me aftr they found out abt my engagement to u. I was hoping my parents doesnt ovrdo with the design bt tht's a Black for ya
"It reminds me of my grandparnet's house. Powerful would be the word, I suppose." He took anohter sipp.
Sirius: Ur grandparents? Wat family are they frm?
"My mother was a Prince, but I never visited there. I have seen photographs of the place. I am pretty much a bastated in their eyes and my mother is a blood trader."
Sirius: Oh, tht. Yeah, we've got a few in our family tree too. One of them being my cousin Andromeda, coz she married a Muggle-born *sipped his tea*
"My mother married a muggle." He said. "So everyone turned on her." He frowned.
Sirius: I'm not too big on blood-purity, if ur worried abt tht. To me, its all abt chemistry n love, not abt status n bloodline. N I feel a chemistry wen I'm with u *gave Sev a handsome sincere smile*
"Chemistry is an involentary reaction. This is not what I would call involentary." He sat the tea down. "Lets just get this over with." he started to get undressed, with his back to Sirius.
Sirius: *set his tea dwn too* No, lemme do it. Take it nice n slow. I dont want this to be one-sided *came to Severus n gently started unbuttoning him n undressing him*
Severus pulled away from him and turned around, he was fuming. "Do not try to turn this into love. Sex is not about love!!" He yelled. The then turned around again. "It is a nessary evil to having children. Don't think of it as anything more."
Sirius: Sex IS abt love. One-sided sex is not evn sex at all. I want us both to at least enjoy it a little n not just make it a 'wham bam' thing. Why wont u give me a chance to prove myself to u? I'm trying to be nice here
"I refuse to ten into my mother. She did everything my father wanted because she loved him. But he never loved her back. Every time he would fuck another woman, bring a man home to have we with my mother, or even rape her she just kept saying it was not his fault he really loved her. How can you call that love!" Severus was trying to hold back tears by they were still coming. "I don't want to be her."
Sirius: *heard evrything n couldnt believe his ears at how this was wat his wife had to go thru. He felt as if he wanted to dig Sev's father out of the grave to kill him all ovr again for letting him suffer like this n be traumatize by such events in his life. He couldnt help it as he reached ovr to hug Severus close, letting him cry on his chest* I would nvr do tht to u, nvr. I swear on both my~
parents' upcoming grave tht I would NVR do tht to u. I'd kill myself than to put u thru wat ur mother did. Pls believe me. I would nvr do tht. Never!
Severus hung onto him and sobed, he just let everything out. Everything that had been kept inside for 18 years. He just let it all out. Only once he stoped crying , which took a good ten minutes. "I don't want to be in love." he pulled away and wiped his face. "Sex will not be about love, Sirius. Never. Only about children, alright?"
Sirius: Alright, I'll grant u tht, bt at least grant me this night: Tonight, for me, sex will be abt pleasure for both of us. Tht's all I ask. Not just me, not just u, both of us. Alright? *wiped away the rest of Severus' tears with his thumbs*
Severus sniffled and then nodded. "Alright, but afterwards no hugging, no cuddling."
Sirius: Deal *tries his luck again n reaches ovr to undo Severus' clothes, leaning in to kiss his neck gently as he went*
Severus bit his lip against a suprised moan that wanted to come out. He blinked and tried to keep his head straight. "Ssso you have done this before? How long will it take?"
Sirius: Well, I do hv my share of lovers in school *said while continuing to kiss n undress him* It depends on the individual, reli, esp if I do it right
"Oooh. I see." He started to feel something deep inside him. "Um...should I be doing something?"
Sirius: Help me undress to, n go ahead n touch me gently wherevr u want. I wont bite *finished undoing Sev's top n ran his hands along his chest, gently tweaking his nipples*
"AH! Sirius." He frowned, but he did like it, just didn't want to admit it. He started to undo Sirius' jacket then his shirt.
Sirius: Mmh, yes, just go at ur pace. No rush *kissed each of those nipples as his hands went to undo his pants, his tongue gently swirling ard them n flicking them*
"Sirius!" He cried out, he never knew that sex would feel so good. He grabbed the other's shirt. He bit his lip.
Sirius: Its OK, dont be afraid to feel *gently guides Sev to bed as he remove the last of Severus' clothing, his hand reaching dwn to stroke him gently*
"AH!" Severus bit his lip and looked away, one hand gabbed the bed below him.
Sirius: *gently coaxed Sev to look at him before leaning dwn to kiss him as he continued to stroke*
Severus pushed his mouth away. "No, no kissing." He said, "Hurry up."
Sirius: U promised, no rush in this. Bt vry well, no kissing *kissed Sev's neck instead, leaving tiny lovebites here n there as he whispered a lube spell to coat his finger, pushing in one into Sev's ass*
"AH!" He yelled a bit at the intrution, but it was not really painful, just sudden. "Your the one that is taking too long!" He growled.
Sirius: *grinned, knwing he wasnt reli mad at him* Arent u an impatient one? *suckled at his nipples as he pushed another in, his fingers in n out, preparing him*
"Oh." He frowned. He just wanted to get this over with, that was what he was trying to tell himself. "Ah! Mmm" he bit his lips again, throwing his head back.
Sirius: Its OK. I promised pleasure for both of us. I'll make u feel good *pushed a third finger, brushing against a spot within Sev as he continued preparing him, stretching him for his entry*
"Ah! Fuck! What was that?" He cried out, twisting a bit on the bed, throwing his legs open wider.
Sirius: Oh? Tht's ur prostate, ur sweet spot. U...Ur a virgin...? *found it quite fascinating as he flicked at the spot again*
"Yes." He growned and nodded. "Do that again, please!"
Sirius: *smirked as he continued to prepare him, occasionally brushing or bumping gently against the spot a few times* Feels good, doesnt it?
"Yes." He panted, his body was on fire. "Please, more. Do more." Although he knew what more was, the final penitration, he would not longer be a virgin but he really didn't care at the moment, he just wanted more of that wonderful pleasure.
Sirius: I'll give u more, bt u hv to bear with this part first *whispered more lube onto his own cock, positioning it against Sev's hole, probing it a little before swiftly bt gently pushing himself into Sev, holding onto Sev's hands to support him*
"AH! MMM!!!" He bit his lip against crying out in pain. It was not as bad as he thought it would be but it was still painful. He closed his eyes tight against the pain.
Sirius: Shh...shh, shh...Its OK, its OK, its just to get past the initial pain. I'll wait till u adjust *stopped to allow it to happen*
He was trying to breath throught it. "I'm fine, just move. I can't take it."
Sirius: Alright *tries to distract him frm the pain by flicking n tweaking at his nipples as he started moving, thrusting in n out slowly, trying to aim for the sweet spot to make him feel better*
Finally the spot was hit again. That was when it started to feel better. The pain had gone away and before the pleasure it just felt annoying. "Right there, move right there." He panted, grabbing the bed and Sirius.
Sirius: *smiled as he aimed tht spot, groaning evrytime Sev clenched ard him, stealing a kiss once in a while as he angled himself better to hit the spot more accurately*
Severus coudn't stop him when he kissed, him, not that he was trying. He was too wrapped up in the pleasure. With out him knowing he put his legs around Sirius, to get him to come closer. He throught his head back, screaming for Sirius to go faster.
Sirius: *held Sev close too, bringing him in deeper, increasing his pace n enjoying the tight clench as he continued to hit tht spot, attacking Sev's neck n nipples in turn*
"Yes, yes, YES!! OH GOD!!" He screamed. He put his arms around Sirius too, his nails dug into Sirius back. "Fuck me Sirius, harder, harder."
Sirius: *hissed at the nails digging into him, raising Sev's ass n spreading him more, increasing his pace again, fucking him senseless, driving the both of them crazy*
"OH GOD YES, YES!!" Severus was very vocal. he never knew he could be. He was so close to coming that he was thrusting back against Sirius
Sirius: Ur gonna come, arent u? *pants as he fucked him with all he's got, his hand reaching dwn to stroke Sev* Ur gonna lose it, arent u? I can tell frm u clenching me so hard right now
"Shhhhhut....uppppp....OH GOD!!!!" HE screamed as he started to come. He cleanched tight around the other.
Sirius: *groaned at the clench, tight as a vice, as he thrust a few more times before he too came hard into Severus, filling him up to the brim, kissing him hard to muffle his roar of completion*
Severus felt like he was on cloub nine. He was so high that he thought he might never come down. But then he did and the relization of what he had just done came down upon him. He had enjoyed it. He knew he would have to tolerate it and get through it but he never thought thought he would enjoy it. He pushed Sirius' head away. "Are we done?" he asked, trying to sound as cold as possible.
Sirius: *was taken a little by surprise frm his push, bt he saw thru the facade, tho he played along with it* Yes, we r. Bt the night is still young. We can do it again if u want it to. Bt I wont force u, evn tho it did feel reli good. U were great
"I think we are done for now. Would you mind pulling out. I would like to take a shower now." Mostly to wash off his embarrassment. "Doing it too many times and can actually hinder out chances of a child."
Sirius: *just smiled at the way Severus was trying to make things so clinical* Well, technically the more times we do it, the higher the chances of conception, bt alright, I'll pull out *pulls out gently n kissed Severus' cheek again* I mean it tho, u were reli great
"It was your fault. You made me enjoy it." Severus sat up and quickly turned away from Sirius. "Where is the bathroom?"
Sirius: *points at the door nxt to the drawers* Tht one. It comes together wtih this master bedroom. Help urself, ur things r mine as well as mine r urs
Severus quickly got up and with as much dignity as he could walked to the bathroom and slambed the door closed. he leaned against the other side, trying to clear the last of the fog from his head. Next time he would know what was coming so he would not act like a dog in heat. He would be more reserved.
Sirius: *watched him enter the bathroom n barely flinched wen he slammed the door. He had thought he was intriguing then, bt now he's starting to like him just a little bit more, n hopefully maybe evn more than tht*
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