Love in Disguise-Chp9

*it had been almost 2 weeks since tht incident btwn James n Remus. Remus had taken to wallowing in self-pity in his room for the last few days, depressed especially wen James hadnt called n visited him or said anything abt the incident*

After careful thinking and trying to get a hold of Sirius with no luck, James finally went to Remus's place. He walked up the walk and knocked on the door. He was still a little miffed, but only at himself. He didn't want to lose his friend.

Remus: *was eyeing the ring on his finger n had tried more times in vain to try n pulled it off. He was doing just tht wen he heard the knock. He answered n his heart skipped a beat at seeing James there, then looked dwnward n walked off, bt didnt shut the door at him* Go away

"Moons...we need to talk." He said, walking in and closeing the door. "Please?"

Remus: *grabbed a random cushion n threw it at James' face, curling n hid his face on his knees* Who told u u could come in? N there's nothing to talk abt

"Yes there is, Moons. We need to talk about the other day about....well us..."

Remus: Why now? U seem to be dead set tht I hv ulterior motives on u *still not looking up frm his position*

"Well I was drunk at the time." He groaned. "I'm sorry. I didn't know I was saying. Again I was drunk."

Remus: *bit his lip n looked up at him, his eyes red n sodden, showing tht he had cried a great deal again last night*

"Don't look at me like that." he started walking around. "Fuck..." He ran his hand through his hair. "I was an ass and I am sorry."

Remus: *didnt reply, bt he looked dwn as if his feet were the most interesting thing in the world, a submissive move a wolf does to a mate whenevr he accepts the mate's apology*

"Moony? Are you ok?" He asked stopping and sit down next to him.

Remus: I'm...I'm OK...I'm just...accepting ur apology. This is wht us wolves do to our mates. I dunno why I just did tht. It just came to me. Maybe its bcoz... *eyes his ring, then frustratingly tugged at it* Fuck...! Fuck this shit...!

"Don't your going to pull the joint out of the socket." He said, putting his hand on the other's hand. "I talked to the jeweler. Unless one of us dies it is a done deal and we are legal engaged."

Remus: *starts sobbing again* I'm sorry...I'm so sorry...I...I admit tht I took the opportunity to take advantage of u...bt tht's...tht's bcoz I've been...secretly in love wtih u bk in Hogwarts. If...If Lily were alive, I would gladly accept this one-sided love of mine n moved on bt...Oh god, I was expecting us to just hv this n then forget abt it...now its all my fault...I'm sorry...I'm so sorry

"Well it kinda is, but on the flip side it is more my fault. I knew you had a thing for me and I purposly did thinks with Lily, or let you catch us to make you jealous, but I never thought you loved me or anything like that. I was just a kid and thought it was funny."

Remus: *glared at him with tears in his eyes* U knw its not funny. It breaks my heart evrytime u do tht deliberately to me, evn tho ur just joking. I keep seeing Lily in the bk of my mine saying tht I'm nvr getting any of this or tht u do with her. I nvr told u bt if u went any further, I...I would've committed suicide than suffer this sight

"Moons, I am sorry. I didn't know you loved me I just thought you had a crush on me. Im very sorry, Moons I didn't know."

Remus: No...I should've told u too...I was just afraid of rejection, since...since ur straight to begin with

"Well...I think I am. I mean...it was just jerking the other off, so I don't know." He said, blushing slightly.

Remus: *blinked* Who did u jerk off with?

"Remember Ray Masters year younger than us in gryffindor? well Lily didn't want to have sex until we were married. I finally got her to give into to oral and anal, just a year ago. Well back in school. Lily and I had made out but when things were going to ger hot and heavy she told me that we couldn't well I went off the jerk off and that was when Ray found me and convenced me to jerk him off while he jerked me off. All in all it was embarrassing but I came and so did he."

Remus: I think its more like he's the gay one, not u. Sounds like he's taking advantage of u too

"Maybe. But then again I was desperate for sex. I had blue balls, man. So I guess I did let him. I never was alone with him again."

Remus: *paused a while, then looked at the ring again* So...wht r we gonna do with this?

"Well we are engaged, but there is no limit on how long we can me engaged. Just niether of us can enter into another relationship. Not that I want to at a time like this."

Remus: *nods* Well, I guess we could still carry on being friends...evn tho we're technically engaged. If it werent for the fact tht we can only dissolve this by death, I...I wouldnt mind if u broke off the engagement *tho he had a sad look wen he said this*

"I...don't know what to do. I don't want to hurt you but I don't know if I can be with a man. I mean, I like tits and pussy. I feel all I would use you for is sex. Who knows if I would love you. I mean I love you like abrother."

Remus: *bit his lip* I dont mind being used for sex, if tht is wht u want. I'd do anything to satisfy u n make u happy. Would it help if I take the femina partim potion?

"That would not be you. I want Remus my friend. But I don't know..." he bit his lip. "Maybe we could try it..." He shrugged.

Remus: *takes a deep breath n sighed* I think I hv a small stock somewhere. I keep some of it for...certain cases u dont wanna knw *walks off to the study*

"What does it actully do to you?" he asked following Remus into his study.

Remus: Femina partim only affects the lower part of my privates, meaning it'll change my dick into a vagina. I profess in DADA, n DADA also specialise in spells n potions tht ppl use during undercover. This is one of them

"Oh ok." he nodded.

Remus: *took out the potion n sighed* The things I do for love *mumbled as he tipped the vial, swallowing the concoction*

James tried to smile. He was the one .making him do this to him self. "how long before it takes affect.

Remus: In abt 10 mins. While we wait...should I...get u prepared first?

"Uh.... I guess." he shifted his weight and started to undo his pants, blushing slighty.

Remus: Allow me *went on his knees n unzip him, taking him out* Mmh, still the big size, evn wen ur not erect *starts licking him frm top to bottom, circling his tongue ard the tip, then started sucking gently*

"You don't have to. I can do it on my own." But he did have to admit that Remus looked good on his knees infront of him.

Remus: *ignored him n continued, taking the cock into his mouth, his expertise in taking dildos in his mouth to suck n imagining ti being James' cock did him good*

"Fuck Moons, youer so good at this. You really are a cock sucker." he groaned.

Remus: Mmhh... *sucking him deeper n harder, his hands reaching to rub the balls btwn his fingers, humming, his voice vibrating against the cock*

"Fuck! Yes you are a good cock sucker." he moaned.

Remus: *whispered* I had practice *sucked some more, then started to feel the effects* Mmmhh... I think its starting... *pants as he let him go, clutching his crotch, panting n trembling*

"Practice, on what? another guy?" he grinned.

Remus: N...No...On...On t-t-toys... *groans as the last bit of the potions took effect, panting as it finally slowed dwn to a stop* Mmmhh...I...I think its...done...

"Then will you stand up and undress for me." He stepped back and stroked his cock.

Remus: *nods n does so, slowly undressing for him to reveal his dick now replaced with a vagina* I...cant do anything abt the tits, bt...this is the best the potion can do... *blushed*

"Its fine. i have always been a small tit man and yours are...uh..really small." he chuckled thwe n looked him over. "Nice puss." He reached to touch the clit.

Remus: *bit his lip to hold bk a moan as he felt the touch* I...I nvr...I nvr taken this potion before...Th...This is my first time. U...U can say I'm...a virgin...sorta

"Well that is good as long as you let me fuck you." he smilled , slipping a finger just in. "Your wet you naughty thing."

Remus: *bit his lip again as he gripped onto James' sleeves* Mmmhh...Am...Am I only just gonna be ur sex thing for the rest of my life?

"I don't know. Right now all I can do right now is sex. Maybe later it will be more."

Remus: *tried to blink bk his tears as he leaned bk, allowing James to do whtevr he wants

"Please, don't cry, Moons." He leaned in and gently kissed his cheek. "Just relax and let me let pleasure you." He knelt down licking the clit while his fingers slowly worked at the opening.

Remus: *moaned as he bit his finger to hold bk, his body twitching at evry lick, his other hand reached to grip lightly at James' hair*

He moved more to lick more of his leaking pussy, rubbing the clit with his finger. "Mmm, you taste so good."

Remus: Mmhh...R...Reli...? I...dont disgust u, do I...? *trembled, his moans n whines escaping him*

"No, you dont. I love your puss." He smiled and picked him up setting him on the desk then kneeling back down to get a better angle at him. Pulling him close and pushing his tongue inside Remus.

Remus: *gasped at the invasion* Aaahh!! J...James...!! Jami... *bit bk wen he almost was abt to utter James' pet name frm Lily, his toes curling at the tongue wriggling n pushing inside him*

James, stroked his own cock, waiting for the right moment to fuck Remus. His other hand reached up and stroked the clit harder.

Remus: Nnaahh...!! S...Stop, stop, stop...! U...Ur gonna...Ur gonna make me... *tries to hold bk his initial orgasm*

James kept at it no letting up for one moment. He rubbed the clit harder and his tongue when faster.

Remus: James...James...No, no, I'm gonna come, I'm gonna come, I'm gonna COOOMMEE....!!!! *his bk arched as he came hard into James' mouth, squirting his pussy juices into him, his body twitching*

James swollowed him down, licked a bit more before he stood up and stroked his cock over the Remus puss getting his cock wet with the juice, before thrusting in hard and fast to get any pain over with.

Remus: *let out a surprised n pained yelp, trembling as he hugged James tight, whimpering*

"Relax, Remus. You need to relax." He said, stroking his back. "THe the worst is over."

Remus: *whimpered as he tried to relax, trying to hold bk his tears, wanting to appear strong for James*

James kissed his neck, gently and rubbed his back, he also reacked down to rub the clit so Remus would relax more and start feeling the pleaure.

Remus: *gasped as he felt the rubbing again. Tht felt good. He turned to kiss James' cheeks, neck n shoulder as he tried to relax n focus on the pleasure frm the rubbing*

Slowly James started moving in and out then stopped and picked him up. "We need some where better." He took Remus to his bedroom and laid him down the the bed. "There, better." He said before starting to thrust again.

Remus: *whined wen he could feel his cock moving inside him wen they moved to the bedroom n held onto him so he wouldnt fall, then once they were in bed he started letting loose moans n whines as the pain returned, bt not as bad as before, the pleasure setting in*

James reached over and stroked Remus' nipples and even leaned down to nip and suck them, trying to bring even more pleasure to Remus. "Yes, moan for me, so me how much you love my cock in your puss."

Remus: *opened his mouth more n let the moans n groans free, gripping at the sheets as his nipples were teased along with evry thrust*

"Fuck...." He moaned, moving faster. "Yes, Moons, so fucking good."

Remus: *pants* Yes...Yes, Prongs...So good...Mmmhh... *hugged him close* D...Deeper...U...Ur almost there...

He moved deeper and faster, trying to find that special spot for him.

Remus: *he could feel it brushing against it* Yes...Yes, right there...Pls...Right there... *pants n drooling like a bitch in heat*

"Yes, yes, fuck!" He groaned and thrust faster, stroking Remus' clit.

Remus: *let loose his screams as his G-spot was assaulted, along with the stroking he was going to lose it soon* I'm...I'm gonna come again...!! No...!!

James thrust harder. "Yes, yes, come for me. Come all over my cock. I want you juice on my cock."

Remus: Ahh...Ahh..!! I'm coming...I'm coming...Oh god...oh god, JAMIE~!!!! *came all ovr James' cock, clenching him tight*

James couldn't stop as he came, filling Remus up with is seed. He shuddered and leaned down kissing him on the lips, hard.

Remus: *kissed him bk just as hard, tears of joy n pleasure spilled dwn his cheeks, his body twitched n spasm hard at his orgasm*

James slowly kissed him, strocking his cheek and down his arm. He slowly moved his cock still in and out, very slowly.

Remus: *his body twitched at the thrusts, returning the kiss, holding him close, another orgasm threatening to come frm James' thrusts, feeling vry sensitive right now*

James reached down to stoke him, moving to kiss is neck and nip at it, leaving a small mark.,

Remus: *gasped at the stroke n came again, clenching James' cock again, running his nails along James' bk*

James groaned and thrust hard, but he was softening. He panted and pulled his cock out then laid next to him

Remus: *pants as he spasmed, riding off his last orgasm, then he covered his face, a bit embarrassed n shy*

"Damn you were good." He smiled and looked at him. "Very good. Better than most girls that I have had."

Remus: R...Reli...? *looked frm behind his arm tht covered his face, blushing shyly*

"Yes." He nodded and laid back down then got up. "It was better on the bed too."

Remus: I'm glad. I was afraid...well, tht u would be disgusted with me

"No. I am not. I told you, I like pussy and small tits. You have well...both."

Remus: *smiled* Bt if I'm not mistaken...Lily had bigger tits

"I have really fonddled her tits. She was very into waiting for marriage to have sex. I tried to feel her up and he hit me in hs crotch and told me no. So."

Remus: Ouch... N I thought u guys had gotten further than tht wen I saw u two snogging dwn the hallway. U guys look so passionate, like...well, like u've already done it

"No." He shook his head. "We have, had not gone very far. I mean she didn't even want to have oral sex. Kissing was find with her."

Remus: Well then...lucky me *smiled a little sadly, then looked dwn, knwing tht they would not go any further than being sex buddies evn tho the fact of the matter is tht they're already engaged*

James snuggled up to him and pulled the covers over them. "Now long with te potion last?"

Remus: It'll last for 24 hours, unless if u knock me up at first shot, then it will remain for the gestation period until the child is born

"Ah." He nodded. "I doubt that I will knock you up, anyway."

Remus: Why do u say tht? U might nvr knw *the thought of carrying James' child seemed tempting*

"It's nothing." He had just always thought that Lily would be carrying his children.

Remus: *just sighed quietly n snuggled against him too, slowly drifting off*

James fell asleep later on a bit, snuggling up to him.