Refuged Love-Chapter 32

*later on, aftr this session of interrogation, an eagle owl came into Neville's quarters bearing a letter*

Neville took the letter and went to his bed and pulled the bed curtins close around him and opened the letter, his heart all a flutter.

Letter: Good evening, Mr Longbottom. As promised, evrything here in the Ministry has pretty much settled for the day. So I will cordially invite u to my quarters to hv dinner with me. Dont need to gussy up so much, just dress casual. My fireplc is protected, so there is a password at the footnote. Memorize it n burn this letter. I look forward to see u. Urs truly, K.S.

He smiled and readed the footnote then tore it up and went to the fire place and burnt it. His heart was beeting fast. He about and changed his clothes to a sweater and green pants. After he was done gussing up he went to the fireplace again. Looking around he notice no know was around. he said the pass word and flooed to Kings place.

Kingsley: *was also just done gussying up in a casual smart outfit wen he heard the sound of the fireplc announcing Neville's arrival n went to greet him* Welcome, Longbottom. I'm so glad u accepted my invitation

"You can call me Neville." he smiled. "Thank you for inviting me." Damn Kingsley looked hot. Neville suddenly wished he had gone for something much cooler.

Kingsley: *his heart started at how the sweater n pants complemented his body shape, he felt like jumping him right now bt he couldnt, he didnt want to scare him off helter-skelter* Come *offered his hand* Dinner is waiting

Neville blushed and took the hand and went with Kingsley. This felt like a dream. "Why didn't you rape me? I mean you could have right then and there."

Kingsley: Contrary to popular beliefs, I'm not as corrupt as ppl might like to think of me. I'm probably more of a person to play along until the opportune time comes to turn the tables *led him to the dining room, where there is already a modestly nice spread ready on the table* Hv a seat *helped Neville with the chair*

He sat down. "Thank you, very much. That was very nice of you." he tried not to blush. "I really enjoyed what you did to m-I mean for me."

Kingsley: *smiled in a gentleman manner* I'm glad. I was afraid I might hv traumatized u something fierce. There is something reli wrong with the Ministry, tht I knw as much, n I'm not happy with the way they do things tht sometimes I'm not proud to admit I hv done. I hope I didnt scare u too much

"I can say before what you did, I was. I mean you are a large man with a big dic-I mean." he blushed read. "You are very large in a certian area. I was afriad you would rape me."

Kingsley: *chuckles* I'm glad tht u appreciate my size. I tend to scare off my past lovers tht way. They cannot handle my size too well. I guess tht's why poor lil ol me is still single

"I would like to try...." Dear god did he just say that? Oh god he could feel his face going a deeper shade of red. "I'm sorry I don't know what came over me." he looked down at the table.

Kingsley: *blinked in surprise before he laughed out loud* Wow, I hv yet to meet anyone as bold as u, bt we can save tht for later. Let's just hv dinner first *passed the nearest dish of food for Neville*

Neville nodded in thanks and spooned out a bit. He loved food but he didn't want Kingsley to think he was fat, which he kinda was. He had always been a plump boy. his grandma encouraged second and third helpings, but he didn't want turn Kingsley off. Not when he might get something later on.

Kingsley: *noticed his reserve* Dont be shy. Help urself. I'm quite the big eater myself. Make urself at home. There's plenty where tht came frm

"I will be fine with this. I need to lose some wirght any way." He tried to smile. He took some and each of the food and then started eating. He never felt odd eating, but now he did.

*the duo continued eating, talking casually abt each other, with Kingsley doing most of the asking actually, tho he asked in such a way tht it was no intrusive or interrogative to Neville*

He smiled and ate his food. Trying to talk to him with out embarrassing himself. Which was not that easy. By the time they got done with their supper Neville was getting a little exsited. But he didn't know what would come next.

Kingsley: *finished the last of his drink before turning to Neville* I hope I'm not being too forward, bt...would u like to see my room?

Neville gulped but nodded. "Yes...yes I would."

Kingsley: *took his hand n led him to his bedroom, which was set up just as Neville had imagined it, with red sheets n candles evrywhere, then grins awkwardly* Sorry, I'm a bit of a hopeless romantic

Neville's breath caught in his chest. It was perfect. Everything about it. "It is very nice." He turned back to Kingsley and blushed. "Red is my favorite color." he looked down at his shoes.

Kingsley: I can see tht. It compliments ur cheeks *takes his chin n leans in to kiss those blushing cheeks*

Neville blushed even more, putting his hands on Kingsley's arms. "My, you are very strong. You have big arms."

Kingsley: Thanks, its mostly genetics, bt I do work out sometimes. I can evn carry u with just one arm *wrapped one arm ard Neville's waist n carried him up gently with ease*

Neville gasped, but he didn't feel any fear, in fact he felt giddy and a bit turned on. "I guess every part of you is big." Then he colored again. "Sorry. i don't know why I am going on like that."

Kingsley: Dont be, I take it as a compliment. Would u like to actually see how big it is?

Neville gulped. "I saw a bit of it eariler." he smiled shyly. "But I would like to see it...in all it's glory."

Kingsley: *smiled* OK *puts Neville dwn so tht he was sitting on the bed, then undid his pants n took himself out of the briefs he was wearing, revealing his semi-hard cock*

Neville started, jumpping slightly back. "Wow. It is huge!" he sudenly wondered if it was go to fit down theres. Dear god.

Kingsley: I'm sorry. Did I scare u? We dont hv to do this if u dont want to *prepares to put himself bk in*

"No." he stopped him. "I really want to try." He slid his hand down to the other's cock. Slowly he touched it.

Kingsley: *hissed quietly at his touch* Mmh, u got a nice touch there, vry soft skin, feels good. Dont worry, take ur time

"This is the first..uh...thing I have touched, other than mind." he moved his hand down the length. "How big are you?"

Kingsley: Abt 10 inches, give or take, slightly longer than average cocks I knw

"Very much." Neville nodded. "Do you think my mouth can take it?" blushing.

Kingsley: I doubt u can take it all in, bt u could try. Just dont force urself if u cant *stroke his hair*

Neville licked his lips. "So..I just suck on it? I mean I have heard of a blow job, but do you actually blow on it?" he asked, really showing how much of a virgin he was.

Kingsley: *chuckles at how cute Neville's naivety was* Well, I'm not sure why they call it blow jobs, bt no, u dont blow on it, u suck on it. Here, lemme guide u. Start by licking n sucking the tip of it, get used to the taste

Neville nodded and licked his lips. Slowly he moved his head down to the other's cock. He reached his tongue out to taste him. it was an odd taste, but not bad. he then opened his mouth and took the tip into his mouth, running his tongue over the tip, not knowing that it was just what he should do.

Kingsley: Mm, yes, tht's right. Good. Roll tht tongue ard the tip. Ur a natural *stroke his hair, fighting the urge to thrust into tht hot mouth of his*

He licked more, deciding to take more into his mouth. he had to stop and relax his jaw before. it felt odd and his own cock was hardening in his pants. Who knew blowing someone could be a turn on.

Kingsley: *saw the small tent in his pants* It looks like ur starting to get turned on there. U wanna take ur pants off for some relief

Nevilled blushed and pulled off. "Wwwould you tttake them off?" he asked.

Kingsley: I'll be glad to oblige, just carry on *reaches dwn to help take off his pants gently*

Neville went back to sucking him. He moaned lightly when the other took his pants off.

Kingsley: Get on ur knees on the bed, u'll hv more leverage tht way. I'll also show u how to feel good. Take more of me in ur mouth, bt dont force urself. Just take as much as u can n move ur head in n out. Try sucking n licking at the same time

Neville moved onto place and took more. He now had three inches in mouth. He was trying his best to suck and lick him.

Kingsley: Take it easy, nice n slow, go at ur own pace, mmmhh, feels good *his hands reach ovr to cup Neville's ass, gently massaging it, feeling the lovely skin n flesh in his hands, it was just his type, unlike his previous lovers who were barely evn up to standards in size*

Neville moaned louder. He liked the way Kingsley was touching him. His opening was twitching, wanting something to fill it up.

Kingsley: Do u want me to prepare u? I can do it with my fingers. U hv to relax tho, my fingers can be quite big

He pulled off. "Please. I want...I need something." he was panting. He looked up at him. "I want you fingers inside me."

Kingsley: Ur wish is my command *whispered a generous amt of lube on his fingers, then rubbed the lube ard the hole before he pushed one finger into him*

Neville's eyes went wide as the finger went in. IT didn't hurt it just felt a bit uncomfortable, but he kept sucking the other.

Kingsley: *slowly thrust in n out, going deeper one pace at a time so tht he would get used to it*

Neville moaned, not really sucking anymore, just trying to enjoy the large finger inside him.

Kingsley: *once he sees he was used to one finger, he prodded the opening with a second finger* I'm going to put in the 2nd finger now *gently pushes the second finger in*

Neville squezzed his eyes tight and his body reacted to push the other out. It was still not too painful, it just felt like he was being streched too much.

Kingsley: *felt tht squeeze n stopped* I'm sorry, Neville. Is it too much? Do u want me to stop n take it out?

Neville took his mouth of the other. "No. i'm sorry, my body is trying to push you out. I do what it." He gripped the bed.

Kingsley: Its OK, I did say tht my fingers r quite big. Just try to relax, u can continue blowing me again to distract urself. Just relax *gently pushed the rest of his 2nd finger in n slowly thrusts in n out*

"I don't AH! I don't think I can! " Neville bit his lip moaning. His opening was noow twitching and trying to suck the other in.

Kingsley: Just try to relax a little, bit by bit. I'll make u feel good just abt...here *his finger pressed deeper inside until he had brushed against the sweet spot a little just to tease him*

Neville jumped slighty. "Oh my. What was that? Do it again."

Kingsley: Tht's ur prostate, a male version of a G-spot *brushed it again teasingly* Feel tht?

"Yes, oh Kings...please more. It feels so good!"

Kingsley: *smirked n pushed in some more to touch the spot more n started wriggling his fingers, flicking at the spot*

"YES, YES KINGS!" He screamed. his body clamped down on the fingers as he came, staining the beautiful red sheets with white come.

Kingsley: *sees his orgasm all ovr the sheets n chuckles* My, my, wht a load u hv there. Does it feel good now?

Neville nodded, still shaking. "Yyyes. It does."

Kingsley: Would u like me inside u? Do u think u can take me in? Or is it too early for it?

"I told you I wanted to try." he said, leaning up, still shaking. "how do you want me?"

Kingsley: Maybe in missionary position, so I can see ur face n knw wen to stop if ur hurting. Lie on ur bk, n look up at me, n try to relax *takes out his fingers n whispered another generous amt of lube on himself n into Neville's opening*

Neville got on his back, panting and looked at Kingsley's cock. I was not longer and thicker than it had been. He gluped and closed his eyes trying to breath.

Kingsley: Just relax, n look at me. I will take care of u *lather his cock with more of the lube, then used his lube covered fingers to enter Neville with 3 fingers this time* Relax, lemme prepare u more *finger-fucks him gently, occasionally brushing the spot*

Neville groaned and gripped the sheets. "Kings..." He bit his lip. Now what he feeling this now? He knew there was not way that Kingsley was even in love with him and yet he was still willing to give his virginity to him. Then what? What would happen afterwards? Would he just be another notch in the other man's belt?

Kingsley: *on the other hand wasnt sure if the young one was willing to do this, or was he here just to entertain an old man n add it into his list of lovers. He was young, surely he would prefer ppl his age rather than an older man. Was he evn willingly here, or came out of compliance? He tries to push those thoughts aside as he takes out his fingers n stroke himself to be prepared* I'm going to enter now. Just relax n lock on my eyes, OK?

Neville nodded. He was breathing deep and slow as he opened his eyes to look straight into Kingsley's deep dark eyes. "I'm ready."

Kingsley: *locked onto Neville's dark brown orbs n pressed his cock against the opening. With a deep breath, he started pushing into him slowly*

Neville bit his lip to stop the scream that would come out. It hurt so much he didn't think he could do it. He tried not to squeeze up against the other but he could not stop it.

Kingsley: *sees Neville's facial expression n immediately stopped* I...I'm sorry, I'm sorry, am I hurting u? Should we stop?

"No, don't stop, just keep going." he gripped his eyes tight. "It doesn't hurt...too much."

Kingsley: OK, if u say so. Bt tell me if I'm hurting u, OK? *gently pushed in some more*

It was, very much. Neville felt like he was being torn in two, but he didn't want to be lumped with the other men that could not take Kingely into themselves. Right now he was wishing he had not been a virgin. "I...am...fine." he said through gritted teeth.

Kingsley: *knew he was forcing it n slowed dwn* No, lets stop. I knw ur in pain, Neville. I cant bear to see u hurting

"I don't want to be like the others. I want to know what it feels like to have you inside me." tears started coming from his eyes. "Please, continue."

Kingsley: *sees his tears n finds it hard to refuse him, leans dwn to kiss n lick his tears away before entering more, the tip of his cock finally touching tht spot inside due to his length*

Neville gaslped, that was good. "Do that again."

Kingsley: *smiled n nudged the spot again with his cock, a bit harder this time*

"Yes." He moaned, that was helping. "That's nice."

Kingsley: I'm going to move now, Neville. Just try to relax n feel the pleasure, OK? *starts a slow n steady pace, occasionally nudging against the spot as he went*

He was relaxing, even thought it was still hurting, the pleasure from Kingsley nudging his his spot was helping. He put his hands around the other's neck. "Will you...kiss me?" He asked.

Kingsley: Tht I can definitely do *kissed him tenderly n deeply as he continued his pace, moving slow n steady, nudging the spot ovr n ovr again, helping him feel good*

Neville put his legs around the other, the pain was now being replaced with pleasure. He kissed the other back, his hips moving on their own only to find that it is hitening his own pleasure.

Kingsley: Mmh, feels good now, doesnt it? I'm gonna go a bit faster now *starts picking up the pace, hitting a little harder n deeper into him, kissing him bk some more n leaving lovebites here n there*

"Yes, yes. Kings. It feels so good. You cock feels so good!"

Kingsley: *pants as he continued his pace* Mmmhh, ur ass is so tight ard me. Yes...U feel so good too...I love it...!! *keeps aiming for the spot as he went*

"GOD YES! Right there. Harder, Kings. Please harder. I need it more." Neville was panting and his nails were bitting into Kingsley's skin.

Kingsley: *hissed at the nails biting into him* Ur wish is my command *increase his pace, fucking him hard n deep, literally assaulting the spot ovr n ovr again, groaning in pleasure at evry clench of the ass Neville made whenevr tht spot was hit*

"Yes, yes, yes, yes." neville kept chanting over and over. He was going to come soon. It all felt so good he didnt' want it to end. "Please...I need....come....please.."

Kingsley: I'm gonna come too...Ur making me come soon... *pants hard as he continued to thrust, then quickened his pace as he was abt to come, one two thrust n he came deep inside Neville, groaning out his pleasure*

Neville came too, splashing come on his and Kinsgley's stomach. He screamed out Kingsley's name, and dug his nails in deeper.

Kingsley: *hissed at the sting, then smirked n leaned foreheads with Neville* Well, how does it feel to hv ur virginity taken?

Neville blushed. "It feel good, i guess." Now that it was said and done he wondered what was next. Kingsley was nice but would he want him afterwards, after he is no long er a virgin.

Kingsley: It feels wonderful for me to take u too *kissed him deeply* I knw I kinda got the procedure bkwards n all bt I'm gonna ask u anyway *kissed his forehead* Neville Longbottom, do I hv the courtesy to date n court u?

Neville blinked, then started to cry. He really wanted. "Yes. yes." he says' between sobs of happiness.

Kingsley: *smiled n kissed him deeply* I'm not being too forward, am I? Its just...I've heard abt u n ur parents' service to the Order, bt I nvr met u in person. I knw ur folks quite well n read a great deal abt them before they were committed to St Mungo's n I've always wondered how their child were. U were better than I hv imagined to be. I truly feel a connection with u, n tht u r my soulmate n if I dont take this chance, I will nvr hv it again. I do hope u feel the same way for me too

"I do feel something for you. I don't know what it is, but I want to be with you. I want the chance to date and be normal like all the other kids my age. I thought you would be turned off that I was no longer a virgin."

Kingsley: I would nvr be turned off of u not being a virgin anymore. In fact, I plan to make u the sexiest lover evr, bt for my eyes only. I love u, Neville *kissed him again, unable to get enough of his delicious lips*

Neville teared up again and kiss him back. But now that the sex was over his opening was starting to hurt from being streached over the other's cock. "Can you pull out? Slowly?"

Kingsley: OK, just try to relax, alright? *pulled out as gently n slowly as he could. Evn wen he was flaccid, his size was still pretty impressive*

Neville winced. He couldn't help it. He mush have been torn or something. Once Kingsley did pull out his come came out with a twinge of pink.

Kingsley: *shocked at sight of pink* I think I tore u a little. I'm reli sorry. I should've stopped wen I saw the signs

"No. I told you to contiue. Don't worry." he said. "I am fine." he sat up, whincing again. "You were very good, though. You made me forget about any pain that I might have felt."

Kingsley: I'm glad *kissed his forehead* Would u like to spend the night here or would u like to return bk to Hogwarts? *though he wished he'd choose the former*

"I don't know....I don't think anyone will miss me...so I guess I was stay."

Kingsley: *smiled then cleaned both of them up with a cleaning spell, then pulled the covers ovr them, holding Neville close, nuzzling him before going to sleep* Good night, my little prince. I love u

Neville blushed. "Night." He kissed Kingsley's cheek.