Refuged Love-Chapter 12

*aftr tht day where he gave Severus his virginity, Harry was in high spirits. No longer did he stay cooped up in his room all the time. In fact, he was up n abt, making himself busy with the housework n meals, if Severus needed any*

Severus on the other hand was not so happy. He had taken to drinking more and more.
He still felt awful about what he did to harry. He should have been better than to take a boy's virginity

Harry: *brought him his midnight snack n saw him drinking* Severus, u knw better than to drink more than u should *puts the food dwn n tries to take the drink away frm him*

Severus wouldn't let him. "I don't need your primision, Potter." He drained the glass. "I am going to bed."

Harry: Dont u want ur midnight snack? U asked me to make it for u...

"No." He got up little woobly. "I don't want anything from you." HE staggered to the door way.

Harry: *against his better judgement, he went forth to help him up to aide him to his bedroom*

Severus dropped to the bed when he got there. He grabbed Harry's arm. "Does it not bother you that a man, old enough to be your father fucked you?"

Harry: *shook his head* Age nvr bothered me, Pro...I mean, Severus. I've always loved u as u r, as u truly r, n I nvr reli cared evn if u were old enough to be my grandfather

"Don't. I just got an image of you and Ablus." He shook head. "Not good."

Harry: *chuckles* Sorry, bt u get my drift *sat beside him* I dont care abt ur age. All I care abt is tht I love u *leans dwn to kiss him*

Severus grabbed the other and rolled him onto his back. He grabbed Harry's arms over his head. "What if I took you against your will." Like Severus could even do that.

Harry: *hesitated a bit, then smiled softly* I am urs to be done. Do as u will with me *deep dwn, he knew Severus would nvr force him to do things he didnt want to*

Severus rolled off. "Just go, Potter. I would like to be alone in my self pity and wollowing."

Harry: S...Severus...U dont mean tht. I thought we were ovr this. If u wish comfort, u only hv to ask *sat up n wrapped his arms ard him frm behind*

Severus pushed Harry back on the bed and kissed him. "If you wish to comfort me then get on your knees and suck me."

Harry: *nods n slowly crawled up to him, gently taking him out n took him in his mouth, sucking n licking him the best he could*

“I said suck, not lick." Severus said in a gruff voice, pulling Harry closer by his hair.

Harry: *almost choked a little bt took him anyway, trying his best to suck him like he did the night he gave his virginity to him*

"Relax your mouth and you can take more.”

Harry: *hummed a reply before doing as he was told, relaxing his throat as he took in more, as much as his throat could handle*

"Mmm, good. Faster." He said, running his hand thorugh the other's hair.

Harry: *went faster, bobbing his head in n out, his hand stroke the rest tht couldnt fit in his mouth, while his other hand massaged the balls*

Severus moaned, pushing him head down but not to far.

Harry: *almost gagged, his mouth watered as he tried his best to pls Severus*

"Up and strip. Then I want you over the bed, holding your ass open let me see your hole."

Harry: *cant help a blush across his fair cheeks as he nodded, on the bed, his ass held up high as his hands spread them open, his face on the pillows looking bk up at him shyly*

Severus come over spat on his hand and rubbed it on his cock to get move lube then thrust into Harry. He didn't even bother to undress just taking himself out of his pants.

Harry: *gasped as he felt the cock enter him. It burned a little, bt it went away quickly, he could take it, as long as it was Severus' cock in him*

Severus started fucking him. "You like to be fucked, don't you? Just like a whore, with his legs wide open."

Harry: N...No...Th...Tht's not true... *blushed hard, not sure whether he was just dirty talking or meaning it*

"Yes, you are." He pulled his head back to bit his neck, making a mark. "You would do it for anyone."

Harry: N...No! I...I would...I would only....d-d-do it for u...!! Aah...!! *winced at the bite, somehow turning him on*

“Sure, you whore." Severus picked him up went over to his full length mirror in his bathroom. "Look a how your hole is gobbling my cock up. You want more don't you?"

Harry: I...Y...Yes...I...I want more...of ur cock... *covering his face in embarrassment at the sight of Severus' cock inside his ass*

“Look at yourself or I am tying those arms. I would love to see rope about your pale skin." He licked the shell of his ear.

Harry: N...No, u...u cant mean tht *peeked thru his fingers, his face red as hell. Why the kinkiness all of a sudden? Was tht his true sexual self, or was he drunk frm the booze? Bt somehow it turned him on evn more as his ass somehow unconsciously tighten at his words*

"Mmm, yes." Severus pushed Harry against the mirror, fucking Harry hard and fast. "You love it pet, love being my whore."

Harry: N...Not true...Aahh...!! Mmmhh...!! *his hand clawed at the mirror, his ass clench everytime he hit tht spot*

“Yes it is." he whispered a spell stop Harry from coming. "Say it."

Harry: *gasped; he recognized tht spell, the Weasley twins showed him before in their adult magazines* N...No f-f-fair...!! I...I...

"Live is not fair, Potter." Severus pulled out then slammed back into Harry, doing that over and over.

Harry: Mmhh...!! I...I...I love...aah...I love b-b-being ur wh-wh-whore....aahh!! Pls...aah...!!

"CAll me Master. Scream it." Severus grunted, ready to come but held off.

Harry: W...Wha...I cant do tha... *bit his lip at the strong thrusts* Y-Yes...Master...Master! Master! I love ur cock, Master! I love ur cock up in my ass! I'm ur whore, Master!

"Good boy." He pulled him close and came inside him.

Harry: *gasped at the come filling inside him, crying tears of lust n pleasure* Pls...Pls...Master...L-L-Let me come...Pls...

Severus pulled out. "Maybe." He grinned. Looking at Harry. "Hold you ass open and don't let go until I tell you."

Harry: *whined bt did as he was told, holding his ass open with trembling hands, his cock aching for release*

Severus smiled and looked at his come coming out of the other. He then thrust his cock back in, fucking Harry with his softening cock. "Your twiching. Your hole what more doesn't it? You more of you Master come deep inside your dirty hole."

Harry: N...No...D...Dont say tht...Its...Its embarassing... *covered his flushed face; he couldnt understand why somehow those commanding dirty words sounded so kinky n turned him on so much*

"Yes it does." he reached around to stroke other. "Say it and I will let you come."

Harry: *winced n whined as he panted* Y-Y-Yes...!! Yes, I want more of Master's come deep inside me...Pls...!!

Severus grined and undid the spell to let Harry come, he then thrust hard, hitting Harry's spot.

Harry: *screamed Severus' name as he was finally let loose, his come pouring in torrents all ovr his thighs n onto the mirror*

Severus let him go, letting his cock slide out of Harry. He was panting.

Harry: *exhausted his last drop before he slumped into Severus' arms, his face still flushed yet blissfully satiated* Mmmhh...M...My Master... *reached up groggily to caress Severus' face*

Severus pulled him close kissing him, deeply. "I'm sorry." He said, panting and not looking at Harry. "You should leave."

Harry: W...Wht? Wht r u talking abt? D...Didnt I satisfy u enough? Hv I done something wrong?

"No. I have. I raped you again."

Harry: Raped me? *got the idea* No, u didnt. I consented to this. Its not rape. It is if I hv resisted u n u taking me against my will. I've done none of the sort

"It is raped, you are under the age of 17, still a child and I have fucked you twice. One time harder than the other."

Harry: *shook his head* I dont care wht its called. I consented to it, therefore u done nothing wrong. Hv u not understood tht I love u?

"You are a child, this is just a passing fansy. You will find some of your own age and settle down and have a family."

Harry: No! I told u this is not a passing fancy! I love u! I will not hv any other! I did not spend my entire 5 yrs yearning for u if I wasnt in love with u! I hv not kept myself a virgin if I were not to give it to u! I am urs, forever! Wht do I hv to do to get it thru ur thick skull?!

"I live in the real world, Potter. I see the big picture, not the one you see yourself in. This can not continue."

Harry: *bit his lip* I just...I just want u to love me...I dont care anything else...Big picture be damned... *slammed his fists on Severus' chest* How can u be so selfish? So selfish...!! Selfish...!! *sobs hard*

"I am not selfish. If I was I would lock you up in my lab and never let you go. But I won't, because I can't."

Harry: Then do it. If tht's wht it takes for me to belong to u, do it. I'm willing. I've called u Master already, so pls

"You don't know what you ask, Potter. I don't share and I let them go. You will never be able to go."

Harry: I hv already thought it vry carefully ovr the years, Severus. I knw ur a vry possessive man, tht u missed out so many things in life tht wen u finally found something good for urself u would nvr let it go. If this is wht it takes to be with u, pls, make me ur own. Own me, whtevr makes u happy

Severus not sure himself, but he did like the idea of haivng control over him. "But you must call me Master."

Harry: *a slight pause before nodding* Yes, Master. I'm ur slave

"But you must have a safe word." he said. "Something you would not normaly say in the throws of passion."

Harry: I...dont reli get wht u mean... *wasnt reli experienced in this thing, being a virgin most of his lift n all*

"A safe word is something you say if you are not comfortable with something I do. Although it will not get you out of being punished. Which is something else we need to talk about."

Harry: *looked dwn for a while, then turned to him* "Freak". Thts wht Uncle Vernon called me. Tht'll be my safe word

"No, Harry. Something that doesn't bring back bad memories." He cupped the other's cheek. "Pick another word."

Harry: *bit his lip* Then...Then I'll pick the word "Toy", how's tht?

"Much better." He nodded. "Now about your duties and punishments." he grinned. "Since you can not go outside you will be incharge of keeping the house tidy, except my lab."

Harry: W...Why not ur lab? U got a secret experiment or something tht I cant see...?

"No. I know how to clean it and what is what. All I need is for you to mess up something or spill something."

Harry: *pouts* Alright, I get it. I've always sucked at potions anyway. D...Does tht mean...I cant go to school anymore...? Because of Voldemort n everything...?

"Albus knows your are here. I can tutor you, if you want."

Harry: C...Can I hv visitors at least? Mione n Ron might be worried abt me...

"No. They cannot know. The dark lord could easily read their minds. You nor I can risk it."

Harry: How abt Uncle Remy? At least let him knw. He's like my other godfather aftr Siri passed on n such... *looks dwn sadly*

"...maybe I will think on that."

Harry: *smiled a little. He knew he was going to face the consequences of his choices, bt he was ready to accept them, for Severus*

"You have to know where I am coming from, Potter. They might be watching him and we can't afford to lose you. You are the last hope for the world, both wizarding and muggle."

Harry: *frowned at tht* Pressure me more, why don't you?

"Potter, I am a double agent. You can't get more pressure than that."

Harry: I'm just sick n tired of ppl telling me tht I'm the saviour of the world n such. Why does it hv to be me? Cant it not be someone else? For all I knw it could be Neville instead of me

"He is not the dark lords equally. A little know fact that the Dark Lord is half blood and so are you. Neville is pure."

Harry: *sighed* I just...I nvr asked for this...Why do ppl just want to impose their will on me n thinks tht its my own...?

"I don't know. We are what we are."

Harry: I'm...I'm so tired of this...I wish...I wish none of this happened. U will not let me go, right? U will keep me here with u forever, right? So I dont hv to go out there n...n...

"I will keep you here. Don't worry." He said, rubbing the other's back.

Harry: *fell in his arms, cuddled him close*