Sirius: *led him outdoors n got onto the family carriage, then rode dwn all the way to richer part of town, a bit ways further dwn than Hogsmeade*
Severus loved looking at the outside world, since he only was able to catch glimpses when he lived with his father. "Where is it that wer are going?"
Sirius: Just to an old family haunt of mine, wen I'm with my snobby family n friends. I love the food there, I must admit, just not the company I was with, n I hope I could enjoy it with u n pamper u a little
He smiled. "Do you think that people will look at me because I am dressed in men's clothes?"
Sirius: There's nothing wrong with tht. Tht's one thing abt being a woman. They get all the luck bcoz they can wear both men AND women's clothes, so I dont think they'll think differently. I hope u dont mind tht I dont reveal ur true gender. Word gets out quick in my society n my parents will flip if they find out ur not who they think u r. They might evn threaten to send u bk to ur father, n I dont want tht
"I won't. I don't want to go back to him either." He shook his head. "I have never been out to eat. This is so funny." He smiled, looking back out.
Sirius: U'll get more chances like this in the future *the carriage stopped* Ah, here we r. Shall we? *got out the carriage n held out his hand*
He gluped. "Ok." He tried to smiled and took his hand, shaking.
Sirius: Its alright, I'm right here *kissed his cheek n wrapped his arm ard the younger man's waist n led him into the fancy restaurant*
Maitre'd: Ah, Master Black. So good to see u. U brought ur new bride today
Sirius: Yes, n I'd like to hv the usual seat in the private booth
Maitre'd: Right this way, Master Black *led the way*
Severus felt everyone's eyes on him. He stuck to Sirius as the man took them to a booth on the wall on the other side of the restaurant. Severus slid into the seat closet to him.
Sirius: *sat dwn opposite him* Dont worry. Keep ur eyes on me. Dont mind them. They're just probably chking out the bride of the eldest son of the Blacks. No big deal
Severus nodded, but he still felt like everyone was judging him. He tried to look at his menu but all the hungry and excitement had gone out of him and now he just wanted to turn around and leave and hid in his house for the rest of thie life. "Wwwhat looks good?" he asked.
Sirius: *smiled kindly at him n put a hand on his* How abt trying their in-house set dinner? Its the best way to go when u come to a new plc, to try their specialty. Would u like tht?
Severus nodded and put his menu down. "It is not too much is it?" he asked.
Sirius: *shook his head* Of course not. If any, I was worried it might be too much for u
"Oh." Severus was aware that he was skinny. "I thought you like that I am thin."
Sirius: Not tht thin. Ur practically skin n bones. N a few weeks of marriage with me is not enough to cover it. Its not healthy for u. I'm gonna make it my mission to make u at least in an acceptable weight.
"Oh." He nodded and looked down. "I understand."
Sirius: *caressed his cheek* Dont look so dwn. I meant it in a good way. I care abt ur health. I care abt u. U knw tht
"Yes. I just feel like I am embarrassing you by my weight. I am sorry."
Sirius: No, ur not. Ur not embarassing me at all. I'm just concerned for ur health. Leave it to me, OK? *calls the waiter to make the order*
The man came over. While Sirius ordered, Severus noticed that a blonde man was staring at them. Severus looked away, flushing.
Sirius: *made the order of in-house specialty for both of them, then realized Severus was blushing* Wht is it, my dear?
"There is a man watching us. Well... more you than me."
Sirius: Where is he? *tries to search discreetly with his eyes*
"Across the room from us. Sitting with a a blond woman, a brunette man and woman."
Sirius: *turned to tht direction n paled a little* Oh crap
"Sirius?" Severus looked from Sirius to the blond man. "Who is it?"
Sirius: Umm...well, remember tht fling I had with the only man in my life during school? Tht's him. Lucius Malfoy
"Oh." Severus took another look. "Weren't those women at our wedding?" Lucius was SO muc much good looking than Severus.
Sirius: No, dont look at them too much. Yes, they were. Tht's Narcissa and Bellatrix Black, my cousins. Narcissa is the blonde who is currently engaged to Lucius. Bellatrix is the brunette, a psycho bitch who is married to Lestrange right aftr school. Too bad Andromeda isnt here. I liked her better than those lot
Severus looked away. "Mister Malfoy looks...nice." He was slightly jealous. Lucius looked grougus, and Severus knew he was plain.
Sirius: Too nice for his own good. N dont be fooled by his good looks, Sev. His heart is as black as his forefathers. I'm glad we decided to call it quits
"But don't you miss having someone better looking to look at?" Severus asked. "He dosen't look like he has a crooked nose, and I can't say for his teeth."
Sirius: Wht good is a pretty face if ur heart is ugly? N I've told u already, ur not ugly. Ur attractive as I see n if I like wht I see, u should be happy. Didnt I tell u not to sell urself short? *stroke his hair n face*
"Yes. I am trying." He tried to smile. "My nose was not this hooked with I was littler."
Sirius: Its OK. I like it. I like to trace my finger along it, as well as ur face *demonstrated it to him with a gentle smile, not evn stopping wen their order came in*
Severus blushed deeply. He saw the waiter raising a brow. Severus looked down at their food. The food at this point made him sick. He didn't want to eat it.
Sirius: *blinked* Wht's wrong? Dont u like ur meal?
"No, no, no." He shook his face and started to eat. The food tasted like ash.
Sirius: *noticed tht he wasnt enjoying his food n stopped him* Stop *puts his hand on the one tht was holding the fork* Severus, if u dont like ur food, then say it. Pls. Wht's wrong
"Nothing, Sirius. I am find." He tried to smile. He didn't want this to be a disaster for both of them. At least sirius should enjoy it. "I am having a good time with you." That part was true.
Sirius: N I with u. Bt I cannot enjoy it if ur not either. Come, is there something wrong with the food? Is it not to ur liking? Be honest with me, tht's all I ask
"I...." He bit his lip. How could he explain. "I....I don't feel...good...really. I feel....out of place."
Sirius: Would u like to leave? We'll hv some plc modest. How abt tht? Would u like tht? Its OK. I can just hv this food as take out n let the servants hv it
"Would that really me ok?" He asked, blinking. "You wouldn't be ebarrassed?"
Sirius: No of course not. Its alright. The ppl here would rather we hv do take outs than wastage. Come *called for the waiter to pack up the food as take-out*
Severus smiled slightly. "Thank you, Sirius." Sirius was getting better and better. Severus expected that his dream would end and he would be back at home with his father.
Sirius: *smiled* Anything for u, my wife *leans ovr to kiss him, then once the take-out was brought ovr, he took it n Sev's hand, paid for the food n made a leave for it, bt tht would hv to mean walking past Lucius' table*
Severus gulped. He changed to Sirius' other side, not the one by the table. He didn't want sirius to even speak to him let alone see him.
Sirius: *had made no intention of evn acknowledging Lucius, n allowed Severus to do as he pleased*
"Well look what the cat drug in. Sirius Black." Lucius was looking over Severus. "Having seen you since your wedding." He looked at Sirius. "Been embarrassed to bring her out?"
"Oh Luci, dear." Narcissa smiled. "Hello, Siri."
Sirius: *rolled his eyes n held Severus close* Hey Cissy. Hey, Luc. Sorry to disappoint u bt no, I wasnt embarrassed to bring her out. I'd just like to hv her to myself for a while, like a newly wed should
Narcissa blushed slightly. "Hello, there. I am Narcissa Malfoy, Siri's cousin." She held outher hand.
Severus reached out to shake it when Lucius pushed Cissa's hand back.
"I am sure that is what you say to ever one." Lucius chuckled. "Leave the girl at home and come over sometime." He gave Sirius that look.
Severus looked up at Sirius.
Sirius: *raised a brow* I'm sorry, bt I hv to decline. My wife is my number one priority right now. I would not leave her for the world. Unlike u, I'd prefer to be a filial husband. Now if u excuse me... *takes Severus' hand n was prepared to leave*
Bellatrix: *mutter deliberately so tht Sev could hear* Such a rotten little creature, isnt it? A half-blood too, no wonder. Those filthy Muggle blood must've been the result of his...looks. Siri sure knws how to pick 'em *laughs gingerly*
Her husband across from her, chuckled. "If it was him I would have jumped off a cliff at the mere mention of filthy blood." He said low.
Severus' heart clenched. He turned and walked out, more like ran out of the resturant. He just wanted to get away from them. Once outside he just picked a direction and ran, their words still ringing in his ears, tears running down his face.
Sirius: Se...Severus! *gives them a "This is not over" glare n chased aftr him. Whispering a tracking spell, he followed the trace of where Severus last turned into n gave chase, shouting his name*
Saturday, November 5, 2016
Tuesday, November 1, 2016
Love in Disguise-Chp6
Severus was waiting on the clothes to dry. Unfortantly that ment that he had to wear some of his mum's old dresses. They were big and dark. They had no shape what so ever to them. Severus was embarrassed to have Sirius see them. Ever since they had been married Severus had used Sirius' clothes. The first time ever he wore pants and he kinda liked it. But when there was no clothes he had to wear what he could. Sirius was not due home for another hour so Severus felt safe wearing the black dress.
Sirius: *had finished his day early n came home. He saw tht Sev was not in the house, n assumed he'd be doing the laundry or cooking. He tried the bkyard first n saw Sev hanging the last of the clothes, n he was wearing a long black dress n his breath caught in his throat. He had nvr seen him in a dress, n he couldnt help thinking he looked hot*
Severus finished putting them up and picked up the basket and turned around to see Sirius looking at him. A deep flushed came over him and he dropped the basket and turned around. He had never felt so much shame in his life. He almost wanted to cry. He hated when anyone saw in his stupid dresses, especially the ones that wear thread bare. His father could go out and by knew clothes but he couldn't even by Severus a new outfit. This dress was thread bear around the knees where he got down and washed the floors.
Sirius: Sorry I startled u. I think I should be saying "Honey, I'm home" *chuckles at his lame joke* Why r u wearing a dress there, dear?
"I didn't have any more of your clothes so I went and got one of my..dresses." Severus just wished the ground would open up and swollow him. It was be a lot less embarrassing to have to tell Sirius he use to wear women's clothing. All though that would be a given.
Sirius: *comes close to him* Severus, hv u always been wearing like this bk at ur father's? *asked him kindly in a way tht it would not embarass him*
"Well he told me I was a girl and girls where dresses right?" He had his head down no daring to look into his husbands eyes. He really hoped it was not anohter line that his father had fed him.
Sirius: Well, girls do wear dresses, he's right on tht, bt not on u. Ur not a girl. U shouldnt be wearing dresses bt I must say... *studied him a little* I hope u dont mind me saying bt...u look quite hot in it
Severus eyes shot up. "But I am a guy and shouldn't wear them, should? And it is shapless and thread bare and it looks likes a tent." He went one and one about the dress pointing out ever flaw in it.
Sirius: *puts a finger on his lips to stop him* Enough. Stop it. Ur not some kind of monster. Ur beautiful. Whtevr ur father said abt u in a dress is all wrong. U just dont knw how to spruce urself up yet. U n Lily would've been good friends. She loved to dress ppl up, n if she were alive n knew this, she would make it a mission to make u the prettiest doll evr *chuckles n caress his face* I'm ur husband, n ur my wife. If I like wht I see, then u should be happy too. U dont see me giving disgusted looks now, do u?
Severus shook his head. "No." He answered. "Do you really like my in a dress?" Severus looked into his eyes. There was trust there. Trust that he had never felt for another person in life. If Sirius said he looked good then maybe he did.
Sirius: U look good in men's clothes, dont get me wrong, bt yes, u do, u do look wonderful. U can wear it, bt only for my eyes only. U r going to be my private little princess, n I wont let anyone else see u like this *grins as he reached bk to gently grope Severus*
Severus blushed, this time in a good way. "Really?" He smiled. "I feel like a princess with you. You always make me feel better about myself." He put his hands around the others neck. "Oh why did you come home early?"
Sirius: Well, training ended early, n I was hoping to take u out to dinner tonight so tht u dont hv to cook. Let u enjoy a bit of luxury meal once in a while *wrapped his arms ard his waist* So, wht say u?
"Out?" Severus looked worried. He didn't have anything good to wear and what if people looked at Sirius and then at him and wondered why they were together. "Uh..." he gluped. "Sure. I just need to finish drying the clothes then we can go." He was searching his mind for so a way to looks better. He would need to wash his hair very good, that would get rid the shine for a while but what to so with his nose. If only he was muslim.
Sirius: *can practically read his thoughts thru his face* Ur worried tht u wont look good if I take u out, arent u?
Severus looked down. "Your just so hansome. You should be stepping out with someone equally pretty." Slowly he looked up. "I just don't want people to look down on you. Or that I am a slut. Which I am." He added the last sentance under his breath. They had only had second three times since he changed back to a 'guy'. Each time he could see that Sirius was akward if they where facing each other.
Sirius: No one will dare to look dwn at the son of the Ancient House of Black. Besides, its no news tht ur married to me. Evryone knws in the Ministry, well evryone tht's affiliated to my family, tht is. I think ur pretty n I'm not ashamed of u. N if they hv anything to say abt it then they'll hv to answer to me *puffed his chest up in pride, the only thing he probably inherited frm his family of Blacks. He had to admit tht he was still trying to get used to the fact tht he had married a man, bt the nights they spent together were quite an experience, n he was getting more n more addicted to it. He has yet to tell his parents of Severus' true gender tho for fear of them sending Severus bk to his father*
Severus smiled. "Thank you, that makes me feel it better. So do you want me to wear a dress or your clothes?"
Sirius: Which would u prefer? I'm giving u the choice to choose *kissed his cheek tenderly, nibbling his ear teasingly*
Severus mewed. His ears, neck and, more embarrassing, his opening was his sensitve spots. Any time any of those were touch it turned him on. "I like wearing pants and my dresses are all baggy and thread bare and they are really old."
Sirius: Then I will get new ones for u while we're out. In the meantime, shall we hv a bit of "starters" before we go out for our actual main course dinner? *grins deviously as he leaned in to nibble at Severus' ear again*
The look in Severus eyes was priceless. "Really?" New clothes the would be just his. It was like a dream come true. Severus then moaned, arching his back against Sirius.
Sirius: *carried Severus bridal style bk into the house, leaving the laundry behind, n brought him to the living room* Mmm, yes, of course. New clothes for u. Ditch all those old clothes u hv, burn them if u hv to. I'll get all new ones for u, including ur dresses *puts him gently dwn on the couch n nibbled some more, teasing his nipples*
"Oh, Sirius." He bit his lips, throwing his head back. "But we are not in the bedroom."
Sirius: Who cares? Hving pleasure doesnt need to be in the bedroom. Being at other plcs increases the excitement *pinched n rubbed his nipples some more, running his tongue dwn frm the ear, dwn to the neck n tracing his jawline*
Severus gasped. "Oh, yes, Sirius." He ran his hands threw the other's hair. He also tried to find Sirius groin to rub him.
Sirius: *maneuvered so tht his groin was pressing against Severus' groin, rubbing against him nice n hard as he left hickeys on Severus' neck*
"God, Siri. Your...or god. you feel so good."
Sirius: Mmm, yes, u too...Nice n hard against me... *whispered a lube spell on his hand n lifted the skirt, magicked away his undies n gently pushed in a finger, preparing him, thrusting into him nice n steady*
"Oh, god!" Severus panted. "Sirius dear god, more more!"
Sirius: *magicked the buttons open on the front of the dress n attacked the nipples with his mouth as he entered another finger, brushing teasingly light at teh spot*
"Oh god, SIRIUS!" He screamed arching against him. "Please. you need....ah!"
Sirius: *grins deviously* Say it, my little wifey. Say it n tell me wht u want *pushed in a third finger n was reli nudging the spot*
"No...." he panted. "You need...pleasure." But instead of his hand going down there to stroke him it dug into Sirius' side as his spot was touched.
Sirius: Ah ah, u hv to tell me wht's ur pleasure first. Its ur right. Wht do u want? Tell me, or I'm just gonna do this *nudged the spot some more, harder this time*
"I need you... oh god. Please hit my spot more. I need it more."
Sirius: *smiled as he pulled out his fingers, whispering another dose of lube spell on his cock* Ur wish is my command *enters his ass slowly, filling him up wiht his manmeat*
Severus grabbed the couch and Sirius, his head back and his eyes wide. "Oh...god!" it still amazed him that Sirius fit so well inside him. "Sooooooo good."
Sirius: Oh fuck...!! Fuck, ur so tight...!! Mmmhh...Yes...I'm gonna move now... *starts thrusting in n out at a steady pace, brushing the spot occasionally*
"RIGHT THERE RIGHT THERE!" he gripped the other tight. "Fuck me right there!"
Sirius: *groans in pleasure at the grip* Mmmhh...Yes, so tight...so tight n hot... *increased his pace, finally n literally hitting the spot hard n deep, assaulting it relentlessly*
"Oh god, Siri. Please." He pulled him down for a kiss, wrapping his arms and legs around the other trying to keep him close, his hips moving against the other.
Sirius: *kissed him bk deeply as he kept hitting the spot, groaning in pleasure at the clenches he made evrything it was hit, his thrusts matching Severu's hips grinding*
Severus losing it and quick. He didn't want to stop but he wanted it to last longer than it was. "Sll....OH GOD, slll..."
Sirius: *was abt to lose it as well at all the clenching going on, one thrust two thrusts later he was screaming Severus' name as he came deep inside him, still continuing to thrust tho to bring Severus to the edge*
Severus screamed as he came, staining the other's shirt. He let his legs and arms fall. He was panting, with his eyes closed. "i wanted....you....to....slow down."
Sirius: I'm sorry, u were just so good, I couldnt stop. Ur ass clenching me so hard, its making me uncontrollable *grins as he kissed his cheek apologetically* Forgive me?
"I guess." He smiled up at him. "It just seems over too soon." Then there would be a long pause between sex and Severus would be wanting more but afriad to ask for it. "The clothes should be dry by now."
Sirius: Yes, n we should be getting ready if we want to make it to dinner, then *whispered seductively in the tone Severus loved vry much at his ear* I'll "make it up" to u, OK?
Severus blushed and shivered. "Ok." He button the dress up and pushed it down then went out to get the clothes off the line and brought it in and hung them up. "Do I have time to clean up a bit?"
Sirius: Yes, of course, in fact I need to shower a bit frm my Auror training. Wanna shower together?
Severus blushed. "Oookay." He said, getting them come clothes and setting them out on the before going to the bathroom. Shyly he took off his dress even thought his husband had seen him naked before it was still embarrassing. He turned on the water in the shower.
Sirius: *smiled n extended his hand* C'mere, my lovely wife. Shower with me. Nothing to be shy abt. U've already been in the showers with me a few times
"I know.." He blushed and got in. "Still. It's embarrassing to be sinn like this."
Sirius: I'm the only one looking. No one else. I'm ur hubby, so do behave like my wifey n c'mere *took his hand n held him close, skin to skin*
Severus gasped and looked down. Which was not good because he saw Sirius cock. He thenn blushed again and looked away.
Sirius: What's wrong, my dear? U dont like wht u see? I've told u there's nothing ot be embarrassed abt. We're already married. Tho ur innocence is reli cute. U make my feelings for u more n more deeper *chuckles*
"I do like it. I am still trying to get use to the fact that I will be naked around you for the rest of the life." he said. "And I am still getting use to the fact that I am a boy and not a girl."
Sirius: *chuckles* U will, given time. It's only been a few weeks since we're married. To be honest, I'm trying to get used to the fact tht ur a man, bt so far, its been good. I cant explain it, bt evrytime I see u naked I want u more n more
That made him feel better. His husband actually wanted him. "Really?" He looked up at him shyly. "I am surpised. From what I heard you were quite the ladies man. Now having a man, don't you miss being with women?"
Sirius: Honestly speaking, yes, I do, for the first week, tht is. Bt as the day goes by *caressed his cheeks* tht need faded bit by bit once I started exploring ur body *traced his fingers along Sev's frame* Now I cannot imagine myself without u
Severus blushed again. "Thank you, Sirius. That really mean a lot to me. I am actually wanted by someone and not just as a fucking...partner..." He slowed down as he said it, now wishing he had not.
Sirius: *blinked a while, then sat him dwn on the tub, him on his lap* Do u want to talk abt it? I give u permission to talk abt ur father if u want
"I..." he bit his lip. "Please don't think of my differently..." he gluped and started. "My father, I don't think, has ever thought about me as his son. A few weeks being the wedding he said if I was not worth to him more by marrying you that he would have taken me to me his lover. And I have...learning...how to please my spouse by my mouth from my father." Then he added quicky. "He said that I was to be taught how. That all fathers do that. If is it true?" He looked into Sirius eyes, fearing it was another lie his father had feed him.
Sirius: *his blood boil at upon hearing all this things, bt for Severus' sake, who looked like he was going to cry, he calmed dwn n chose his tone carefully* No. Fathers dont do tht. Not in a literal sense anyway. Yes, fathers r supposed to teach their children abt sex, bt not in tht way. Wht he was doing was perverse possession n others may call it incest. In the wizard world, incest is usually not allowed as equally as it is not allowed in the Muggle world. If it were the Old Laws, both of u would be sentenced to death
Severus mouth opened in a gasp. "But I didn't want it. Please don't tell anyone! Please I beg you. I'll do anything, please Sirius." Tears started to pour out of his eyes.
Sirius: *hugged him close n rocked him* Shh shhhh shhhh... Its OK, its OK, its the Old Law. We dont practice tht anymore. At most they will banish the incest couple, n if they're both wizards, one of them will be condemned to remain in the Muggle world n stripped frm magic. I would nvr let them banish u or let them separate u frm me. U dont hv to do anything for me, just nvr speak of it except to me wen I let u to, OK? Shhh shhhh, there, there... *rocked him to comfort him some more*
Severus cried a bit. "I won't. I never want to think of it again." He said. "I never want to think of what he could have done to me." He hugged sirius tight.
Sirius: Then dont think of it. Just think of me. I'm with u now, OK? *wiped his eyes with his thumb* Now dry ur tears, my dear. U dont wanna be all red n sodden for our dinner night out, do u?
Severus nodded. "Thank you. I love you." He kissed him on the lips, closing his eyes in sweet like look.
Sirius: *kissed him bk tenderly, just the way he liked it. He didnt knw wht to reply him, since its more of a growing fondness, n he didnt want to say he loved him until he was sure of it, bt for now, kissing him bk was enough to show his feelings as he hugged him close*
Severus moaned into the kiss, pulling himself closer into his knight in shinning armor. Although it did make sad slightly that his husband would not say those three little ways.
Sirius: *kissed him for quite sometime before he gently part with him* Lets get properly cleaned up, then we can go hv tht dinner n shop for ur new clothes. How's tht?
He nodded. "Ok." He stood up and started to wash up.
Sirius: *washed up too, occasionally helping Severus with the soap n shampoo n helping him to wash n rinse him, sneaking a few gropes n laughed cheekily*
Severus slapped away his hands twice, playfully. "Later, Siri. Later." He waged a finger.
Sirius: *grins* I knw *licked his neck one last time before releasing him* I'll be good
"Promise?" He smiled then finished up.
Sirius: Scouts honour *held up his hand to swear, then got out of the bath n dried himself* Go look thru the wardrobe n see wht u wanna wear for tonight
"I have already put some things out for us." He dried off and when out to the bedroom. "Is it to your liking?"
Sirius: *chked the clothes* Mm, u've chosen pretty well. It matches quite good *kissed his cheek* Thank u, dear
Severus smiled, liking to be prasied. He started to dress in the one that he had picked out for himself. It had several layers.
Sirius: Tht's kinda a lot of layers, dont u think? Its only spring *got dressed in his own*
"It is ok. I like to hide behind them." He said looking down at his clothes buttoning them. "Do you not like?"
Sirius: Well, it does look quite good on u, bt also says tht ur ashamed of urself. I'll feel sad if ur ashamed of urself, which makes me feel like ur ashamed of me *leans his head gently against his*
"I am not ashamed of you. I just like to cover up. I don't like anyone to see me but you. Is that so wrong?"
Sirius: *chuckles* Nope, its not wrong. I just like u to show more skin to me, is all *grins naughtily* Come, lets go for our dinner *holds out his hand*
Severus took his hand. "Maybe later on in the marriage."
Sirius: *had finished his day early n came home. He saw tht Sev was not in the house, n assumed he'd be doing the laundry or cooking. He tried the bkyard first n saw Sev hanging the last of the clothes, n he was wearing a long black dress n his breath caught in his throat. He had nvr seen him in a dress, n he couldnt help thinking he looked hot*
Severus finished putting them up and picked up the basket and turned around to see Sirius looking at him. A deep flushed came over him and he dropped the basket and turned around. He had never felt so much shame in his life. He almost wanted to cry. He hated when anyone saw in his stupid dresses, especially the ones that wear thread bare. His father could go out and by knew clothes but he couldn't even by Severus a new outfit. This dress was thread bear around the knees where he got down and washed the floors.
Sirius: Sorry I startled u. I think I should be saying "Honey, I'm home" *chuckles at his lame joke* Why r u wearing a dress there, dear?
"I didn't have any more of your clothes so I went and got one of my..dresses." Severus just wished the ground would open up and swollow him. It was be a lot less embarrassing to have to tell Sirius he use to wear women's clothing. All though that would be a given.
Sirius: *comes close to him* Severus, hv u always been wearing like this bk at ur father's? *asked him kindly in a way tht it would not embarass him*
"Well he told me I was a girl and girls where dresses right?" He had his head down no daring to look into his husbands eyes. He really hoped it was not anohter line that his father had fed him.
Sirius: Well, girls do wear dresses, he's right on tht, bt not on u. Ur not a girl. U shouldnt be wearing dresses bt I must say... *studied him a little* I hope u dont mind me saying bt...u look quite hot in it
Severus eyes shot up. "But I am a guy and shouldn't wear them, should? And it is shapless and thread bare and it looks likes a tent." He went one and one about the dress pointing out ever flaw in it.
Sirius: *puts a finger on his lips to stop him* Enough. Stop it. Ur not some kind of monster. Ur beautiful. Whtevr ur father said abt u in a dress is all wrong. U just dont knw how to spruce urself up yet. U n Lily would've been good friends. She loved to dress ppl up, n if she were alive n knew this, she would make it a mission to make u the prettiest doll evr *chuckles n caress his face* I'm ur husband, n ur my wife. If I like wht I see, then u should be happy too. U dont see me giving disgusted looks now, do u?
Severus shook his head. "No." He answered. "Do you really like my in a dress?" Severus looked into his eyes. There was trust there. Trust that he had never felt for another person in life. If Sirius said he looked good then maybe he did.
Sirius: U look good in men's clothes, dont get me wrong, bt yes, u do, u do look wonderful. U can wear it, bt only for my eyes only. U r going to be my private little princess, n I wont let anyone else see u like this *grins as he reached bk to gently grope Severus*
Severus blushed, this time in a good way. "Really?" He smiled. "I feel like a princess with you. You always make me feel better about myself." He put his hands around the others neck. "Oh why did you come home early?"
Sirius: Well, training ended early, n I was hoping to take u out to dinner tonight so tht u dont hv to cook. Let u enjoy a bit of luxury meal once in a while *wrapped his arms ard his waist* So, wht say u?
"Out?" Severus looked worried. He didn't have anything good to wear and what if people looked at Sirius and then at him and wondered why they were together. "Uh..." he gluped. "Sure. I just need to finish drying the clothes then we can go." He was searching his mind for so a way to looks better. He would need to wash his hair very good, that would get rid the shine for a while but what to so with his nose. If only he was muslim.
Sirius: *can practically read his thoughts thru his face* Ur worried tht u wont look good if I take u out, arent u?
Severus looked down. "Your just so hansome. You should be stepping out with someone equally pretty." Slowly he looked up. "I just don't want people to look down on you. Or that I am a slut. Which I am." He added the last sentance under his breath. They had only had second three times since he changed back to a 'guy'. Each time he could see that Sirius was akward if they where facing each other.
Sirius: No one will dare to look dwn at the son of the Ancient House of Black. Besides, its no news tht ur married to me. Evryone knws in the Ministry, well evryone tht's affiliated to my family, tht is. I think ur pretty n I'm not ashamed of u. N if they hv anything to say abt it then they'll hv to answer to me *puffed his chest up in pride, the only thing he probably inherited frm his family of Blacks. He had to admit tht he was still trying to get used to the fact tht he had married a man, bt the nights they spent together were quite an experience, n he was getting more n more addicted to it. He has yet to tell his parents of Severus' true gender tho for fear of them sending Severus bk to his father*
Severus smiled. "Thank you, that makes me feel it better. So do you want me to wear a dress or your clothes?"
Sirius: Which would u prefer? I'm giving u the choice to choose *kissed his cheek tenderly, nibbling his ear teasingly*
Severus mewed. His ears, neck and, more embarrassing, his opening was his sensitve spots. Any time any of those were touch it turned him on. "I like wearing pants and my dresses are all baggy and thread bare and they are really old."
Sirius: Then I will get new ones for u while we're out. In the meantime, shall we hv a bit of "starters" before we go out for our actual main course dinner? *grins deviously as he leaned in to nibble at Severus' ear again*
The look in Severus eyes was priceless. "Really?" New clothes the would be just his. It was like a dream come true. Severus then moaned, arching his back against Sirius.
Sirius: *carried Severus bridal style bk into the house, leaving the laundry behind, n brought him to the living room* Mmm, yes, of course. New clothes for u. Ditch all those old clothes u hv, burn them if u hv to. I'll get all new ones for u, including ur dresses *puts him gently dwn on the couch n nibbled some more, teasing his nipples*
"Oh, Sirius." He bit his lips, throwing his head back. "But we are not in the bedroom."
Sirius: Who cares? Hving pleasure doesnt need to be in the bedroom. Being at other plcs increases the excitement *pinched n rubbed his nipples some more, running his tongue dwn frm the ear, dwn to the neck n tracing his jawline*
Severus gasped. "Oh, yes, Sirius." He ran his hands threw the other's hair. He also tried to find Sirius groin to rub him.
Sirius: *maneuvered so tht his groin was pressing against Severus' groin, rubbing against him nice n hard as he left hickeys on Severus' neck*
"God, Siri. Your...or god. you feel so good."
Sirius: Mmm, yes, u too...Nice n hard against me... *whispered a lube spell on his hand n lifted the skirt, magicked away his undies n gently pushed in a finger, preparing him, thrusting into him nice n steady*
"Oh, god!" Severus panted. "Sirius dear god, more more!"
Sirius: *magicked the buttons open on the front of the dress n attacked the nipples with his mouth as he entered another finger, brushing teasingly light at teh spot*
"Oh god, SIRIUS!" He screamed arching against him. "Please. you need....ah!"
Sirius: *grins deviously* Say it, my little wifey. Say it n tell me wht u want *pushed in a third finger n was reli nudging the spot*
"No...." he panted. "You need...pleasure." But instead of his hand going down there to stroke him it dug into Sirius' side as his spot was touched.
Sirius: Ah ah, u hv to tell me wht's ur pleasure first. Its ur right. Wht do u want? Tell me, or I'm just gonna do this *nudged the spot some more, harder this time*
"I need you... oh god. Please hit my spot more. I need it more."
Sirius: *smiled as he pulled out his fingers, whispering another dose of lube spell on his cock* Ur wish is my command *enters his ass slowly, filling him up wiht his manmeat*
Severus grabbed the couch and Sirius, his head back and his eyes wide. "Oh...god!" it still amazed him that Sirius fit so well inside him. "Sooooooo good."
Sirius: Oh fuck...!! Fuck, ur so tight...!! Mmmhh...Yes...I'm gonna move now... *starts thrusting in n out at a steady pace, brushing the spot occasionally*
"RIGHT THERE RIGHT THERE!" he gripped the other tight. "Fuck me right there!"
Sirius: *groans in pleasure at the grip* Mmmhh...Yes, so tight...so tight n hot... *increased his pace, finally n literally hitting the spot hard n deep, assaulting it relentlessly*
"Oh god, Siri. Please." He pulled him down for a kiss, wrapping his arms and legs around the other trying to keep him close, his hips moving against the other.
Sirius: *kissed him bk deeply as he kept hitting the spot, groaning in pleasure at the clenches he made evrything it was hit, his thrusts matching Severu's hips grinding*
Severus losing it and quick. He didn't want to stop but he wanted it to last longer than it was. "Sll....OH GOD, slll..."
Sirius: *was abt to lose it as well at all the clenching going on, one thrust two thrusts later he was screaming Severus' name as he came deep inside him, still continuing to thrust tho to bring Severus to the edge*
Severus screamed as he came, staining the other's shirt. He let his legs and arms fall. He was panting, with his eyes closed. "i wanted....you....to....slow down."
Sirius: I'm sorry, u were just so good, I couldnt stop. Ur ass clenching me so hard, its making me uncontrollable *grins as he kissed his cheek apologetically* Forgive me?
"I guess." He smiled up at him. "It just seems over too soon." Then there would be a long pause between sex and Severus would be wanting more but afriad to ask for it. "The clothes should be dry by now."
Sirius: Yes, n we should be getting ready if we want to make it to dinner, then *whispered seductively in the tone Severus loved vry much at his ear* I'll "make it up" to u, OK?
Severus blushed and shivered. "Ok." He button the dress up and pushed it down then went out to get the clothes off the line and brought it in and hung them up. "Do I have time to clean up a bit?"
Sirius: Yes, of course, in fact I need to shower a bit frm my Auror training. Wanna shower together?
Severus blushed. "Oookay." He said, getting them come clothes and setting them out on the before going to the bathroom. Shyly he took off his dress even thought his husband had seen him naked before it was still embarrassing. He turned on the water in the shower.
Sirius: *smiled n extended his hand* C'mere, my lovely wife. Shower with me. Nothing to be shy abt. U've already been in the showers with me a few times
"I know.." He blushed and got in. "Still. It's embarrassing to be sinn like this."
Sirius: I'm the only one looking. No one else. I'm ur hubby, so do behave like my wifey n c'mere *took his hand n held him close, skin to skin*
Severus gasped and looked down. Which was not good because he saw Sirius cock. He thenn blushed again and looked away.
Sirius: What's wrong, my dear? U dont like wht u see? I've told u there's nothing ot be embarrassed abt. We're already married. Tho ur innocence is reli cute. U make my feelings for u more n more deeper *chuckles*
"I do like it. I am still trying to get use to the fact that I will be naked around you for the rest of the life." he said. "And I am still getting use to the fact that I am a boy and not a girl."
Sirius: *chuckles* U will, given time. It's only been a few weeks since we're married. To be honest, I'm trying to get used to the fact tht ur a man, bt so far, its been good. I cant explain it, bt evrytime I see u naked I want u more n more
That made him feel better. His husband actually wanted him. "Really?" He looked up at him shyly. "I am surpised. From what I heard you were quite the ladies man. Now having a man, don't you miss being with women?"
Sirius: Honestly speaking, yes, I do, for the first week, tht is. Bt as the day goes by *caressed his cheeks* tht need faded bit by bit once I started exploring ur body *traced his fingers along Sev's frame* Now I cannot imagine myself without u
Severus blushed again. "Thank you, Sirius. That really mean a lot to me. I am actually wanted by someone and not just as a fucking...partner..." He slowed down as he said it, now wishing he had not.
Sirius: *blinked a while, then sat him dwn on the tub, him on his lap* Do u want to talk abt it? I give u permission to talk abt ur father if u want
"I..." he bit his lip. "Please don't think of my differently..." he gluped and started. "My father, I don't think, has ever thought about me as his son. A few weeks being the wedding he said if I was not worth to him more by marrying you that he would have taken me to me his lover. And I have...learning...how to please my spouse by my mouth from my father." Then he added quicky. "He said that I was to be taught how. That all fathers do that. If is it true?" He looked into Sirius eyes, fearing it was another lie his father had feed him.
Sirius: *his blood boil at upon hearing all this things, bt for Severus' sake, who looked like he was going to cry, he calmed dwn n chose his tone carefully* No. Fathers dont do tht. Not in a literal sense anyway. Yes, fathers r supposed to teach their children abt sex, bt not in tht way. Wht he was doing was perverse possession n others may call it incest. In the wizard world, incest is usually not allowed as equally as it is not allowed in the Muggle world. If it were the Old Laws, both of u would be sentenced to death
Severus mouth opened in a gasp. "But I didn't want it. Please don't tell anyone! Please I beg you. I'll do anything, please Sirius." Tears started to pour out of his eyes.
Sirius: *hugged him close n rocked him* Shh shhhh shhhh... Its OK, its OK, its the Old Law. We dont practice tht anymore. At most they will banish the incest couple, n if they're both wizards, one of them will be condemned to remain in the Muggle world n stripped frm magic. I would nvr let them banish u or let them separate u frm me. U dont hv to do anything for me, just nvr speak of it except to me wen I let u to, OK? Shhh shhhh, there, there... *rocked him to comfort him some more*
Severus cried a bit. "I won't. I never want to think of it again." He said. "I never want to think of what he could have done to me." He hugged sirius tight.
Sirius: Then dont think of it. Just think of me. I'm with u now, OK? *wiped his eyes with his thumb* Now dry ur tears, my dear. U dont wanna be all red n sodden for our dinner night out, do u?
Severus nodded. "Thank you. I love you." He kissed him on the lips, closing his eyes in sweet like look.
Sirius: *kissed him bk tenderly, just the way he liked it. He didnt knw wht to reply him, since its more of a growing fondness, n he didnt want to say he loved him until he was sure of it, bt for now, kissing him bk was enough to show his feelings as he hugged him close*
Severus moaned into the kiss, pulling himself closer into his knight in shinning armor. Although it did make sad slightly that his husband would not say those three little ways.
Sirius: *kissed him for quite sometime before he gently part with him* Lets get properly cleaned up, then we can go hv tht dinner n shop for ur new clothes. How's tht?
He nodded. "Ok." He stood up and started to wash up.
Sirius: *washed up too, occasionally helping Severus with the soap n shampoo n helping him to wash n rinse him, sneaking a few gropes n laughed cheekily*
Severus slapped away his hands twice, playfully. "Later, Siri. Later." He waged a finger.
Sirius: *grins* I knw *licked his neck one last time before releasing him* I'll be good
"Promise?" He smiled then finished up.
Sirius: Scouts honour *held up his hand to swear, then got out of the bath n dried himself* Go look thru the wardrobe n see wht u wanna wear for tonight
"I have already put some things out for us." He dried off and when out to the bedroom. "Is it to your liking?"
Sirius: *chked the clothes* Mm, u've chosen pretty well. It matches quite good *kissed his cheek* Thank u, dear
Severus smiled, liking to be prasied. He started to dress in the one that he had picked out for himself. It had several layers.
Sirius: Tht's kinda a lot of layers, dont u think? Its only spring *got dressed in his own*
"It is ok. I like to hide behind them." He said looking down at his clothes buttoning them. "Do you not like?"
Sirius: Well, it does look quite good on u, bt also says tht ur ashamed of urself. I'll feel sad if ur ashamed of urself, which makes me feel like ur ashamed of me *leans his head gently against his*
"I am not ashamed of you. I just like to cover up. I don't like anyone to see me but you. Is that so wrong?"
Sirius: *chuckles* Nope, its not wrong. I just like u to show more skin to me, is all *grins naughtily* Come, lets go for our dinner *holds out his hand*
Severus took his hand. "Maybe later on in the marriage."
Love in Disguise-Chp5
*a few weeks aftr wedding, the Marauders receive terrible news tht Lily had been murdered in cold blood by her sister Petunia wen she came home to visit the family aftr her graduation frm Hogwarts. Petunia had snapped her wand in two wen she was asleep n killed her in bed, driven by jealousy ovr her being the special one in the family. As she was murdered in the Muggle world, Petunia was tried n convicted there, n needless to say, James, who had planned to propose to her was devastated*
Devastated was an understatement. He and Sirius has just started training to be arours when he found out. He took a leave of absent and went into himself. He started at home and did nothing but drink and look at Lily's picture and picture the life that they could have have, the children that would never be born because of her sister.
Sirius: *would've attended the funeral if it werent the strict rule of the House of Black tht newly weds r not allow to attend negative occasions such as funerals for 100 days of their marriage as it may incur bad luck to the newly weds*
Remus: *heard the news wen he was in teacher training course to become a DADA Master, n since Siri couldnt attend, he went on behalf of Sirius n Severus~
conveying their condolences on their behalf. Hearing him taking a leave of absence aftr the funeral, he knew something wasnt going to end well on James part n decided to visit him as he zoomed thru the fireplc* Prongs? Prongs, u home? James?
James could not get rid of the ring that he had made special for her. It had a bright green emerald in the center of it. Each time he looked at it he saw her beautiful eyes. The eyes that he had hoped would be passed on to one of his children. He was in his study the only place that did remind him of Lily. He had just downed the last bottle of whiskey. He called his elf to go get him another bottle
Remus: *saw James' elf walked past him frm the direction of the study n guessed he was there. He knocked the door n poked his head in* James? James, u in there? *winced at the smell of booze permeating the area* Man, how much hv u been drinking?
"Burdun." He said, looking at the bottle but it clearly said whiskey, but he couldn't tell any more.
Remus: OK...U've drank enough *dismissed the elf who came in with another bottle* Come on, James, get ur head together. U've had enough. Lets get u to ur room *tries to prop him ovr his shoulder*
"You can never had enough." he said swaying on his feet. "I'm like a horse." He groaned and his ring feel off his lap. "NO! The ring!"
Remus: *tries to catch it, bt somehow it coincidentally fell thru on his own ring finger, which somehow surprisingly fit* Woah...Umm...Tht's awkward *tries to take it off*
"Lily?" He blinnked and looked ar Remus. He could not really see Remus clearly and then it morphed into Lily. "Lily!" He hugged him. "You cam back to me. Thank Merlin."
Remus: Woah, wait, what?? *blushed hard at the hug. He had always wanted this sort of hug frm him evr since he fell for him at first sight during their first yr, bt he hadnt expected it to be now, n in this circumstances. This wasnt reli right* Umm...U...Ur...Ur drunk, James...I'm not Lily... *tries to pry away frm him*
"I can't believe you came back to me." He pressed his lips to the others, reaching to strok his nipples. He didn't even relize that Lily had B cup breasts and Remus had none.
Remus: *his eyes widened in shock at James' lips on his, the lips tht he had so long wished to kiss. His rationale mind was telling him tht he was practically raping him n tht he should push him away, bt wen James stroke his nipples, his rationale mind was out the window as he moaned into it, his hands clinging onto James' shirt*
James kisses down his jaw to neck, leaving little marks on his skin. "I need you so much, Lily. I need to have you, be inside you." he mumbled in his neck. "I know you don't want me to talke you virginty until we are married. So i will prepare your ass very well, baby." He put his hand down on Remus' ass.
Remus: *shivered at the touch of James' hand on his ass, bit bk a moan* N...No...I'm not...I'm not Lily...pls... *tho his body was telling his mind to shut up n go wiht the flow*
"Don't worry. I will be gentle with you, lil. I won't hurt you." he pushed the overs pants down and moved him to lean over the desk. He pulled out a vial of oil and poured it on Remus' as, then started working a finger in, slowly.
Remus: *didnt evn want to knw how he was able to procure tht vial of oil, gasped as he felt James' finger inside him, whining. This wasnt right, bt then it felt so good, almost like a dream come true, evn tho his secret crush was thinking abt someone else*
"You so tight." He kissed Remus' neck. "I can't wait to stick my cock in your ass. Do you want that?" He pushed a second on in.
Remus: *bit his lip as another one entered. He wanted to say no, bcoz he wasnt who he think he is, bt his heart wanted him so bad, as bad as those lonely days where he would masturbate n imagined James' touches on him. His lips finally parted n whimpered* Y...Yes...Yes, I...I want ur cock in my ass...
James chuckled and thrust third on in. Wanting so bad to be into Lily(Remus). "Hold on, baby. You are almost ready. He reached his other hand to pinch the other's nipples.
Remus: *gasped n whined at the pinch* J...Jamie...Pls... *calling him the nickname Lily always called him, playing along with his fantasies*
"Oh Lily." He kissed his neck again before pouring some oil on his cock and then pushed inside Remus, slowly as not to hurt him(her).
Remus: *gasped at being filled inch by inch with James' cock. All those nights of only his own fingers or toys n imagining James taking him n claiming him as his own was nothing compared to the real deal entering him in blissful pleasure* Ooh...J..Jamie, ur...ur so big...!!
"And your so tight, Baby." he groaned, finally all the way in. "So good." He sat back on his chair. "Ride me, baby."
Remus: *pants n trembles as he was maneuvered to ride him. Yrs of masturbation served him well as he started moving his hips, bobbing up n dwn the cock, feeling evry inch going in n out of him so wonderfully*
"Oh yes. You feel wonderful, baby." He groaned and put his hands on the other's hips, helping him. "Fuck, baby, so good."
Remus: Jamie...Jamie...I love u...I love u so much...I love u so so much... *pants as he continued to bob. He wasnt lying. He had been so in love with him since his first yr, n it was too good to be true tht he had his cock inside him aftr 7 yrs of yearning*
"I love you too, so much!" He pulled him closer, using his hips. "Fuck...will you marry me, baby!"
Remus: *tears suddenly poured. How he wished those words were actually directed to him n not Lily, bt it was still a wonderful feeling to hear it* Yes! Yes, Jamie! Yes, I will marry u! I'll marry u n be the best wife u want...!! Oh god...so good...!!
Unfortantly nither of them knew that the ring was a bonding ring. If Remus said yes then he was legaly engaged and their one could break it off. So by Remus saying yes he was accepting it and now he was engaged to James. "Oh god, baby. I'm going to come. Harder, Lil, harder."
Remus: Yes...yes, I'm gonna come too~! 8whimpered as his spot was assaulted thoroughly* Pls...Pls, come inside me...!! I want all ur COME~!!! *came hard onto James' chest, his ass squeezing him tight*
"OH GOD!!!!" James screamed as he came, he filled up Remus to brim. But it seemed that after he came he konked out.
Remus: *whimpered as he felt him filling him up to the brim, pants n blinked wen he saw James konked out, then smiled n chuckled quietly before he slowly pulled out, magicking the mess n kissed his lips* Thank u, James, for evrything, evn tho u dont mean it *tries to take off the ring* Wht the...? *stuck fast to his finger* Oh crap...James so gonna kill me *tries to pry to no avail*
James was still sleeping in his chair, grinning in his sleep. On his own hand a small ring appeared around the ring finger.
Remus: *saw it, then remembered in horror the term of tht ring* Oh god no...Shit... *pries his own as he mumbled in a whisper* Fuck, ah great, this cant be happening! James, how could u not notice? Shit!
"Lily." James mumbled in his sleep.
Remus: *sighed as he saw him like this. Sat dwn n tried to keep calm. He was happy tht he was being asked to marry, n seeing himself in this accidental predicament, he was actually quite happy, bt unfortunately the same couldnt be said to James who is straight all the way*
James opened his eyes. "Rems. What ya doing here?" He then went out again and started snoring.
Remus: *blinked n rolled his eyes, mumbling* Getting raped by u, tho I wouldnt call it rape since I'm willing *helps James up n propped him ovr his shoulder* Come on, up n at em. U'll catch ur death sleeping here *bringing him upstairs to his room*
"What the...Rems. I was fine there." He grumbled.
Remus: Oh right, ur fine, sure *puts him on bed* U were totally drunk tht u thought I was Lily just now
"Really?" He asked sleepy. "I wouldn't. She had tits."
Remus: Reli now? Is tht why u practically raped me n proposed to me, which in fact has bound us together since u failed to notice u got urself a bonding ring? *showed him the emerald green ring*
James blinked and looked at it. "Take her ring off. I would never fuck a man. That is gross."
Remus: I tried. It can't come off. U've proposed to me n now it's bonding. N u did fuck me, like it or not, its the truth. If u dont believe me u can perform Occlumency on me n try to take the ring off urself
James sat up. "That ring was only ment for one person." He grabbed the others finger and yanked on it, but the ring did not come off. "Fuck! You did this. I know you did. You have always had a crush on me and now you saw your chance and you took it."
Remus: Oh now u decided to notice my crush on u? I didnt! How could u say tht?! Yes, I admit I do hv a crush on u, bt I would NEVER stoop this low! It just happened! N u were bloody drunk u couldnt evn tell whether I got a dick or tits! YOU were the one who took me! I nvr asked for it! If I didnt love u, I'd accuse u of rape right now!
"Oh please. If I did rape you would have left me with a black eye or at least a swift kick in the pants. You wanted this. You wanted me to fuck you. You always have. I;m thankful that I have atleast one straight friend out of the lot of you!"
Remus: *bit his lip, his heart ached at wht he just said* ....U...U just dont get it, do u...? Aftr wht I've admitted... *his hand flew in its accord n slapped James hard* I DONT EVEN KNW WHY I LOVE U FOR!!! *made a run for it, out the room, dwn the stairs thru the fireplc n bk to his old dingy cottage n sobbed, trying to pull the ring free again in vain before he wailed, curled in a ball*
James sat in his bed. He was still morning the loss of his only love and now his stupid jerkness had cost him the friendship of one of his closed friends. A man he considered a brother. But the for the life of him he could not comprehend why he would fuck Remus in the first place the idea of fucking a guy made his penis shrivel up.
Remus: *tried his luck once again to tear off the ring, bt still couldnt, it stuck fast. He was tempted to chop his finger off bt he didnt dare to imagine the consequences of doing so. Evrything was totally screwed up, n now James think he's disgusting n probably would nvr be wiht him evr or evn look at him*
Devastated was an understatement. He and Sirius has just started training to be arours when he found out. He took a leave of absent and went into himself. He started at home and did nothing but drink and look at Lily's picture and picture the life that they could have have, the children that would never be born because of her sister.
Sirius: *would've attended the funeral if it werent the strict rule of the House of Black tht newly weds r not allow to attend negative occasions such as funerals for 100 days of their marriage as it may incur bad luck to the newly weds*
Remus: *heard the news wen he was in teacher training course to become a DADA Master, n since Siri couldnt attend, he went on behalf of Sirius n Severus~
conveying their condolences on their behalf. Hearing him taking a leave of absence aftr the funeral, he knew something wasnt going to end well on James part n decided to visit him as he zoomed thru the fireplc* Prongs? Prongs, u home? James?
James could not get rid of the ring that he had made special for her. It had a bright green emerald in the center of it. Each time he looked at it he saw her beautiful eyes. The eyes that he had hoped would be passed on to one of his children. He was in his study the only place that did remind him of Lily. He had just downed the last bottle of whiskey. He called his elf to go get him another bottle
Remus: *saw James' elf walked past him frm the direction of the study n guessed he was there. He knocked the door n poked his head in* James? James, u in there? *winced at the smell of booze permeating the area* Man, how much hv u been drinking?
"Burdun." He said, looking at the bottle but it clearly said whiskey, but he couldn't tell any more.
Remus: OK...U've drank enough *dismissed the elf who came in with another bottle* Come on, James, get ur head together. U've had enough. Lets get u to ur room *tries to prop him ovr his shoulder*
"You can never had enough." he said swaying on his feet. "I'm like a horse." He groaned and his ring feel off his lap. "NO! The ring!"
Remus: *tries to catch it, bt somehow it coincidentally fell thru on his own ring finger, which somehow surprisingly fit* Woah...Umm...Tht's awkward *tries to take it off*
"Lily?" He blinnked and looked ar Remus. He could not really see Remus clearly and then it morphed into Lily. "Lily!" He hugged him. "You cam back to me. Thank Merlin."
Remus: Woah, wait, what?? *blushed hard at the hug. He had always wanted this sort of hug frm him evr since he fell for him at first sight during their first yr, bt he hadnt expected it to be now, n in this circumstances. This wasnt reli right* Umm...U...Ur...Ur drunk, James...I'm not Lily... *tries to pry away frm him*
"I can't believe you came back to me." He pressed his lips to the others, reaching to strok his nipples. He didn't even relize that Lily had B cup breasts and Remus had none.
Remus: *his eyes widened in shock at James' lips on his, the lips tht he had so long wished to kiss. His rationale mind was telling him tht he was practically raping him n tht he should push him away, bt wen James stroke his nipples, his rationale mind was out the window as he moaned into it, his hands clinging onto James' shirt*
James kisses down his jaw to neck, leaving little marks on his skin. "I need you so much, Lily. I need to have you, be inside you." he mumbled in his neck. "I know you don't want me to talke you virginty until we are married. So i will prepare your ass very well, baby." He put his hand down on Remus' ass.
Remus: *shivered at the touch of James' hand on his ass, bit bk a moan* N...No...I'm not...I'm not Lily...pls... *tho his body was telling his mind to shut up n go wiht the flow*
"Don't worry. I will be gentle with you, lil. I won't hurt you." he pushed the overs pants down and moved him to lean over the desk. He pulled out a vial of oil and poured it on Remus' as, then started working a finger in, slowly.
Remus: *didnt evn want to knw how he was able to procure tht vial of oil, gasped as he felt James' finger inside him, whining. This wasnt right, bt then it felt so good, almost like a dream come true, evn tho his secret crush was thinking abt someone else*
"You so tight." He kissed Remus' neck. "I can't wait to stick my cock in your ass. Do you want that?" He pushed a second on in.
Remus: *bit his lip as another one entered. He wanted to say no, bcoz he wasnt who he think he is, bt his heart wanted him so bad, as bad as those lonely days where he would masturbate n imagined James' touches on him. His lips finally parted n whimpered* Y...Yes...Yes, I...I want ur cock in my ass...
James chuckled and thrust third on in. Wanting so bad to be into Lily(Remus). "Hold on, baby. You are almost ready. He reached his other hand to pinch the other's nipples.
Remus: *gasped n whined at the pinch* J...Jamie...Pls... *calling him the nickname Lily always called him, playing along with his fantasies*
"Oh Lily." He kissed his neck again before pouring some oil on his cock and then pushed inside Remus, slowly as not to hurt him(her).
Remus: *gasped at being filled inch by inch with James' cock. All those nights of only his own fingers or toys n imagining James taking him n claiming him as his own was nothing compared to the real deal entering him in blissful pleasure* Ooh...J..Jamie, ur...ur so big...!!
"And your so tight, Baby." he groaned, finally all the way in. "So good." He sat back on his chair. "Ride me, baby."
Remus: *pants n trembles as he was maneuvered to ride him. Yrs of masturbation served him well as he started moving his hips, bobbing up n dwn the cock, feeling evry inch going in n out of him so wonderfully*
"Oh yes. You feel wonderful, baby." He groaned and put his hands on the other's hips, helping him. "Fuck, baby, so good."
Remus: Jamie...Jamie...I love u...I love u so much...I love u so so much... *pants as he continued to bob. He wasnt lying. He had been so in love with him since his first yr, n it was too good to be true tht he had his cock inside him aftr 7 yrs of yearning*
"I love you too, so much!" He pulled him closer, using his hips. "Fuck...will you marry me, baby!"
Remus: *tears suddenly poured. How he wished those words were actually directed to him n not Lily, bt it was still a wonderful feeling to hear it* Yes! Yes, Jamie! Yes, I will marry u! I'll marry u n be the best wife u want...!! Oh god...so good...!!
Unfortantly nither of them knew that the ring was a bonding ring. If Remus said yes then he was legaly engaged and their one could break it off. So by Remus saying yes he was accepting it and now he was engaged to James. "Oh god, baby. I'm going to come. Harder, Lil, harder."
Remus: Yes...yes, I'm gonna come too~! 8whimpered as his spot was assaulted thoroughly* Pls...Pls, come inside me...!! I want all ur COME~!!! *came hard onto James' chest, his ass squeezing him tight*
"OH GOD!!!!" James screamed as he came, he filled up Remus to brim. But it seemed that after he came he konked out.
Remus: *whimpered as he felt him filling him up to the brim, pants n blinked wen he saw James konked out, then smiled n chuckled quietly before he slowly pulled out, magicking the mess n kissed his lips* Thank u, James, for evrything, evn tho u dont mean it *tries to take off the ring* Wht the...? *stuck fast to his finger* Oh crap...James so gonna kill me *tries to pry to no avail*
James was still sleeping in his chair, grinning in his sleep. On his own hand a small ring appeared around the ring finger.
Remus: *saw it, then remembered in horror the term of tht ring* Oh god no...Shit... *pries his own as he mumbled in a whisper* Fuck, ah great, this cant be happening! James, how could u not notice? Shit!
"Lily." James mumbled in his sleep.
Remus: *sighed as he saw him like this. Sat dwn n tried to keep calm. He was happy tht he was being asked to marry, n seeing himself in this accidental predicament, he was actually quite happy, bt unfortunately the same couldnt be said to James who is straight all the way*
James opened his eyes. "Rems. What ya doing here?" He then went out again and started snoring.
Remus: *blinked n rolled his eyes, mumbling* Getting raped by u, tho I wouldnt call it rape since I'm willing *helps James up n propped him ovr his shoulder* Come on, up n at em. U'll catch ur death sleeping here *bringing him upstairs to his room*
"What the...Rems. I was fine there." He grumbled.
Remus: Oh right, ur fine, sure *puts him on bed* U were totally drunk tht u thought I was Lily just now
"Really?" He asked sleepy. "I wouldn't. She had tits."
Remus: Reli now? Is tht why u practically raped me n proposed to me, which in fact has bound us together since u failed to notice u got urself a bonding ring? *showed him the emerald green ring*
James blinked and looked at it. "Take her ring off. I would never fuck a man. That is gross."
Remus: I tried. It can't come off. U've proposed to me n now it's bonding. N u did fuck me, like it or not, its the truth. If u dont believe me u can perform Occlumency on me n try to take the ring off urself
James sat up. "That ring was only ment for one person." He grabbed the others finger and yanked on it, but the ring did not come off. "Fuck! You did this. I know you did. You have always had a crush on me and now you saw your chance and you took it."
Remus: Oh now u decided to notice my crush on u? I didnt! How could u say tht?! Yes, I admit I do hv a crush on u, bt I would NEVER stoop this low! It just happened! N u were bloody drunk u couldnt evn tell whether I got a dick or tits! YOU were the one who took me! I nvr asked for it! If I didnt love u, I'd accuse u of rape right now!
"Oh please. If I did rape you would have left me with a black eye or at least a swift kick in the pants. You wanted this. You wanted me to fuck you. You always have. I;m thankful that I have atleast one straight friend out of the lot of you!"
Remus: *bit his lip, his heart ached at wht he just said* ....U...U just dont get it, do u...? Aftr wht I've admitted... *his hand flew in its accord n slapped James hard* I DONT EVEN KNW WHY I LOVE U FOR!!! *made a run for it, out the room, dwn the stairs thru the fireplc n bk to his old dingy cottage n sobbed, trying to pull the ring free again in vain before he wailed, curled in a ball*
James sat in his bed. He was still morning the loss of his only love and now his stupid jerkness had cost him the friendship of one of his closed friends. A man he considered a brother. But the for the life of him he could not comprehend why he would fuck Remus in the first place the idea of fucking a guy made his penis shrivel up.
Remus: *tried his luck once again to tear off the ring, bt still couldnt, it stuck fast. He was tempted to chop his finger off bt he didnt dare to imagine the consequences of doing so. Evrything was totally screwed up, n now James think he's disgusting n probably would nvr be wiht him evr or evn look at him*
Love in Disguise-Chp4
Soon the receotion was underway. Severus kept to himself and ate very little, like he did at home. he had removed the veil or someone had, he didn't remember. He tried to stay away from his father, which was not easy since his father seemed to want to 'talk' with him.
But all too soon it was all over and there was a carriage to talk them to a small home that his parents had given them to live in until their first child then they would be moving into the Black Manor.
Sirius: *had noticed tht his father seemed to be exceptionally attached to Severus, bt he thought it was just one of those leaving the nest syndrome. Once they were in the home, which was abt half the size of the manor, he gently took Severus' hand n led him to the bedroom*
Panic filled his chest and his constrected. He tried pulling back. It reminded him of so many times that his father had tried to molest. "Please can we wait." he begged. He actually expected for his husband to slap him just like his father did.
Sirius: *felt the hesitation n gave him a gentle smile* I knw u dont want to be in this situation as much as I do, bt it is our duty to consummate the marriage. Bt if u reli dont want it, I wont force u
"Please not tonight." He said again. "But I can make you feel good." He added quickly for his husband was not made at him.
Sirius: *nods* If tht's wht u wish. Bt first, I want to see u. The REAL u. I knew the moment I saw ur face during the ceremony. Ur not reli a woman, r u?
"I am." He said point blank. That is what he had always been told.
Sirius: *shook his head* There's no use lying to me. Lemme see it, if ur so sure
"Why would you need to see me?" He asked, not getting it. "We look the same."
Sirius: *blinked at the gullibility of this bride before him n somehow found it both amusing n sad. Wht has he been taught bk home? Does his parents not educate him to tell the difference btwn a man n a woman?* Here, let me show u *whipped out his wand n magicked both their clothes away n pointed at his own self* This is a man's body. As is the same with urs
"Yes. Men and women look the same." He blinked, and started to undress to show him but up on pulling down his underwear he saw this thing that was not his cock and balls. "What is this!" He shreked.
Sirius: *blinked n came towards him to chk* Well, isnt this a predicament? Ur father reli went thru all tht just to trick me, didnt he? Tht, my dear, is wht a woman's privates looks like, not like mine
"But...but..I am a woman." Severus was very confused at the moment he moved backwards and got his feet tangled in his dress and fell backwards.
Sirius: *quickly caught him before he were to fall n puts him on the bed* Severus...Wht hv ur father been teaching u? *his face was serious, needing to knw the truth of the situation*
"He told me I was girl. That boys and girls looked the same." He said, trying to remember everything. "I thought he was hated be becuase I was not a boy but he turns out he hated be becuase I was not a girl." Tears started to come.
Sirius: *his eyes stared at evry word he said. Wht kind of father was tht to say this things? Wht kind of life has this young man led? Then wht James had told him made sense, the hurt look on his face, the way he said sorry during the ceremony, it all soon made perfect sense as he reached ovr to hug him close, comforting him, rubbing his bk soothingly as he did for Regulus wen he was upset*
"I am so sorry." He started to sob. "I am sorry of what me father did to you and your family. I wish I could take back the wedding and not put you through marrying a man."
Sirius: Its OK, wht's done is done. Besides u should knw by now tht a wizard's wedding is tht once ur married, u will not be able to bk out of it. Its binding. It can only be unbound if one of us is dead, n I surely dont want to die so quickly, n neither do u
Severus sniffled. "Then I suppose i can make up for what he did. You can take me."
Sirius: R u sure? I dont want to take u against ur will. Tht has always been the golden rule wen I date. Ppl may call me a jerk bt this is the only thing I would nvr be a jerk abt
"But I am your wife, or husband I guess. You have ever right to. Father said that."
Sirius: No, ur not with ur father now. Ur with me. N marriage is all abt give n take. I refuse to take u against ur will, I want both of us to be happy n willing n I dont want to enjoy it alone. I want u to enjoy it too
"Enjoy it?" He asked, arching a brow. "I am not suppose to enjoy it, right? Only the man, or in this case you."
Sirius: Yes u r. Both parties should enjoy it, not one. Tht would consider inconsiderate, or rape. Do u want me to rape u?
"Well father tri..." He dropped off. "You are my husband you can do whatever you want with me." He looked away in shame.
Sirius: *caught tht n wanted to pry some more, bt seeing the look on his face, he decided against it* Vry well then, bt I'd rather if I make u enjoy it. U'll knw wht I mean. Pls, spread ur legs for me. Its OK, I wont hurt u, I promise
Severus gulped and did what he was asked over. He was shivering, a bit in fear but really there was something deep inside him that was almost pleasureable.
Sirius: *licked his lips as he watched the young man spread his legs for him. Despite knwing tht he was a man, the way he displayed himself like this somehow turned him on a little. Climbing up to the bed, he crawled towards him n ran his hands up n dwn his thighs in a soothing manner, then leaned dwn n gently flicked his tongue at the clit*
Severus arched up off the bed. He never knew their could be such pleasure. He wondered if it would feel good if he had his cock or would it only feel good with women part. "Oh my...husband..." He moaned.
Sirius: Close ur eyes, concentrate on tht pleasure. N call me Sirius, or Siri, if u want *continues to flick his tongue at the clit, sucking at it a little, running his tongue along the folds n licked at it fully*
"Oh good, Siri, Sirius. Oh please don't stop. Oh GOD!" He was gripping the bed and the arching. He wanted to close his legs because of the pleasure but he didn't want to because of the some pleasure. "Please!"
Sirius: *smirked as he continued to lick at the clit, then slowly pushed his tongue into the pussy itself n started tongue-fucking him deep*
"Oh God. Siri, please. I need...more..." He put his hand over his mouth. He was being so greedy he should be pleasure his husband not the other way around. He felt something in side him like a spring being coiled tight to the point that it wanted to break.
Sirius: *muffled a "Go ahead" as he knew he was going to come, pushed in deeper as he flicked against the G-spot*
"Oh god, stop stop stop!" He tried to push the other off but his orgasam over took him and his eyes rolled back into his head and screamed out.
Sirius: *drank in evrything. Somehow it tastes bittersweet, much better than all the girls he gave blowjobs to. Maybe it was just him, or maybe it was something unique abt this man, bt he couldnt help drink him all in, licking more to make him come some more*
Soon Severus felt like a limp dish rag. His body was tired and his dropping. How was he suppose to suck Sirius in this state. "God...."
Sirius: *smiled n licked his lips* Did u enjoy tht? Was it good for u, my wife?
Severus blushed and nodded. "Yes. It was very nice. Thank you." He then sat up, shaking a bit from his post bliss. "I can suck you know."
Sirius: R u sure? Maybe u should relax for a while. I'm fine. Just take me wen ur ready *lay dwn nxt to him, propping his head with one hand n traced his finger along Severus' jawline* U knw, ur actually quite attractive in a way. Something dark n mysterious abt u, do u realize tht?
Severus looked down. "I am not. I am ugly. I was told that every day. Father said..." hebit his lip wanting to cry again.
Sirius: No, stop, dont say anything abt ur father. Ur with me now, dont believe a single thing ur father said. He's wrong abt u in many levels, n I will hv a talk with him someday. U r attractive, n dont let anyone tell u less *stroke his hair*
"Your the one that is hansome. I thought since you were good looking that you would be nice. I am glad I was right."
Sirius: *chuckles* I think tht's probably the only thing I excel at. I barely managed to pass my exams, so u'll hv to be disappointed if I'm not too bright
"I never got to go to school. I really wish I could have. I know father had the money. If i really would have know I was a man. I could have gone."
Sirius: He nvr evn let u go to school? Man, I am so going to give him a long talk once I see him. Dont worry, I can teach u whtevr I can. I can evn get u a private tutor. Would u like tht?
"Well women can't learn magic." He said matter of fact. "I would love to learn some magic." He smiled and face lit up. "I will pay you back I promise."
Sirius: U dont hv to pay me bk. Ur my wife, ur entitled to those things. N whoevr said women cant learn magic is bullshit. Remember tht redhead who is with my best man? She's a woman n she goes to school, just like us. Now tht's how a woman looks like, with tits n this *gently flicked Severus' clit*
"But father said so." he frowned. What everything his father said was wrong. He then wimpered slightly. "Would you like it if I have tits?" He asked, closing his legs over the other' hand.
Sirius: No, I'd rather if u stay true to urself. If u r a man, then u r a man. Dont let anyone tell u differently, not evn me
Severus blushed. "Thank you, Sirius. You are really kind to me."
Sirius: *smiled* I'm ur husband. Husbands should be kind to their wives, not behaving like they own them like properties. So, u think ur ready to take me? Or u wanna rest n save it for another night?
"I can do it. I have to give you as much pleasure. But will you not fuck my throat? It hurts." He said, getting up and going in front of him. He pushed his hair back and started to lick thim then took him in his mouth would expert knowing. As if this was second nature.
Sirius: *his heart ached wen he asked not to fuck his throat, wondering wht kind of sick things his father had asked him to do, n was tempted to stop him, bt once his mouth was ard his cock, he hissed in pleasure, his hand unconsciously reach ovr to thread his fingers thru the hair*
His father had always pulled on his hair and thrust his cock into his mouth. He called it 'teaching' but not Severus suspected it was not. He flinched slightly when the other's hands thtrough his hair but it didn't hurt, it felt nice. He as much as he dared and then started to bob up and down.
Sirius: Mmmhh, yes, it feels so good *thread his fingers thru his hair some more, resisting the urge to thrust* Put ur hands to my balls n massage it. I like it tht way
Severus did it, rolling them in his hands. He moved his head faster. He was use to doing it quick to get his father to come off. Sirius didn't taste different. He tasted better. Maybe it was the wine.
Sirius: *hissed as he moved faster* Slowly, slowly, ur gonna make me come soon. I wanna enjoy this longer. Do u want me to come in ur mouth, or do u want me to claim ur virginity n come inside u? U choose
Severus pulled up. "I'm scared, Sirius. Will it hurt?" He was stroking the other, not to let him lose any pleasure.
Sirius: For a moment, since ur still a virgin, bt I will try n make u feel good tht u'll forget the pain. Dont be scared. I'm ur husband. I'll take care of u *caressed his cheek reassuringly*
Severus nodded. "I want you to come inside me." He said. "I want to be you wife. All the way." He smiled a bit.
Sirius: *smiled bk gently n lay him dwn on bed, rubbing his still erected cock against the pussy to lube it up with the juice* Brace urself, I need to get it in at one stroke to break the hymen. U ready?
Severus gulped and nodded. "I trust you, Sirius."
Sirius: *nods n positioned his cock to his pussy* Just try to relax, OK? *takes a deep breath n pushed in with one stroke*
Severus did but the breath came back out in jiffy as the cock peirced him. The knife like pain shot through out his whole body. He knew it would hurt. He just didn't know how much it would hurt. He shut his eyes tight and also gripped the bed.
Sirius: *noticed the pained look on his face* Shh...shh, shh, shh, just relax. Dont tense up. It'll only hurt more. Just relax. Pls, look at me, Severus. Open ur eyes n look at me
Severus opened his black eyes and looked straight up at Sirius. He really was hansome. How could he even stand to be with some one so repugnat. "We should have done this from the back." He said in a pained voice but he was relaxing.
Sirius: No, I want to see u. I want to see ur face, to knw tht ur liking it or not. I dont want to rape u, Severus. Ur my wife *caressed his cheek as he kissed him gently* I'll start moving now, OK? Just relax *wiped a stray tear tht fell out of the younger man's eye n kissed him some more to distract him, starting to thrust in a slow n steady pace*
The thrust felt nothing like the first. It did twingle a bit but it was not painful like the last and each time Sirius moved it filled Severus with a deep warm pleasure. Slowly he put his arms around Sirius' neck, while kissing.
Sirius: *kept kissing him as he thrust more n more, slowly increasing his pace, until he was nudging against the G-spot within Severus*
Severus arched against him. "Oh god, yes. Please more, more." he wrapped his legs around the other's hips. It seemed when there was pleasure Severus was greedy, maybe it was because he thought he would never get it again.
Sirius: Mmh, yes, ur feeling good, arent u? Yes, feel it, take it all in *started increasing his pace again, thrusting deeper n a bit harder into him, assaulting the G-spot again n again, his mouth busy licking n sucking Severus' nipples at the same time*
"OH GOD! YES! Right there, right there. Harder, please, Siri."
Sirius: *smiled n whispered hotly at his ears* Ur wish is my command, my lovely wife *pushed in deeper still, hitting as hard as his body could go, sending those shocking electric jolts of pleasure thru the younger man's body, his fingers pinching n rubbing his nipples*
Severus was screaming in pleasure. It was too much and yet not enough. his body was flying on auto pilot. Funny it knew what to do. His hips angled up for Sirius could get at the spot better. "I'm I'M GOING TO COME! OH GOD!" He screamed orgasamed for the third time that night.
Sirius: *groaned as he held bk a bit more to thrust into tht spot to make him come some more, to feel tht pleasurable clench ard his cock before he finally emptied himself deep into his womb*
Severus curled his body around sirius excepting the seed inside him. He was panting and still shaking and twitching from the fourth orgasam.
Sirius: *filled him up to the brim before sighing in pleasure n gently pulled out. There was a tint of pink, bt it was to be expected for his virgin to be broken* Sorry if it hurts, I hope I didnt hurt u too bad
"Not after the first thrust." he smiled up at him. A rareity. "After that it was wonderful. I have never felt so much pleasure."
Sirius: Oh u will feel more in the future in ur life with me. I promise tht I'll be the husband u always picture me to be. I cannot promise tht I will fall in love with u right away, bt I do feel something for u, n I promise to be loyal to u *which was odd tht those words came out so easily to him, before tht he was determined to cheat on his young 'bride', now he was thinking anything bt tht*
"You don't have to be faithful. I understand if you find someone better looking than me to have sex with." In a way he was giving Sirius permition to sleep around. He didn't want the other for come to regret him. "I hurt my father talking to your mother about not adding the faithfulness clause to vows. She said, 'so they can find other like to their taste.'" he didn't add that his father said that someone like Severus would never find someone to love him. That was right before his father came in and kissed him and told him that after Severus was no longer a virgin and even better if he was preggers to come to him and in his words, 'Have a piece of that ass that I am owed.'
Sirius: *could tell frm Severus' look tht there was something more behind his words, most likely involving his father, bt he refuse to hear it anymore. He was going to give a long talk to Severus' father once n for all n clear this all up, bt for now, his little wife needed the right comfort as he hugged him* I'll hv u knw I'm not like my parents or ur father either. Wen I say something, I would not bk out on my word. Ur my wife, n I will be loyal to u. I will not find another, n I don't care wht extra clause my Mum has made with the officials. I wont cheat, n I wont hurt my wife's heart, not aftr wht u've been thru. Trust me on tht
Severus nodded, his eyes down. He wanted to believe that. Really he did, but in his life promises were only kept by him.
Sirius: *knew he was trying to believe, bt it will be given time. He tilted his head gently n gave him a kind smile before kissing him gently*
Severus kissed bck, shyly. he was getting use to this kissing. "Will sex feek differently if I change back to a man?" He asked. Then he thought. "Have you ever been with a man?"
Sirius: Actually yes, just tht once with my cousin's husband bk in school. It was a one thing deal, until we both agreed tht we prefer women n went our separate ways, bt dont tell my friends tht. They didnt knw, n shouldnt, bcoz he was in a rival house *heaven forbid if the Marauders knw tht he had a one time secret fling with Lucius Malfoy*
Severus nodded. "I am truly sorry what me father did. I will try to be the wife you should have gotten. I know I do not have the equipment for it. If you don't want to have sex again I will understand."
Sirius: No, no, its OK. I'll get ard tht. I hv experience with a man aftr all. Bt for now *gently tackles him dwn* U up for another round? I'd like to savour our conssumation as much as possible n let u enjoy this more
Severus grinned. "I don't know how much more I can come, but I would like to see." He opened his legs like a wanton slut, but he didn't care.
Sirius: *chuckles as he slid himself in again, finding the spot quickly n started assaulting it*
"OH dear god, yes. Right there!!" He grabbed the other hand dug his nails into his skin trying to keep him close. "Yes, yes, yes. OH GOD! SIRI!"
Sirius: *groaned as he felt those nails digging into him, turning him evn more as he kept hitting the spot, going faster n harder*
"Oh god yes, yes. Sirius please harder. I need to come." he arched his back and put his legs around the other's hips. "More, dear...MORE!"
Sirius: *raised Severus' hips n spread his thighs a bit more to fuck him evn deeper n hit the spot more accurately as he pummeled into him, his cock being clenched pleasurably hard evrytime he hit the spot*
Severus screamed as his pussy clenched down tight and he came, squirting juice on to the other cock.
Sirius: *groans n came deep into him some more, filling him up, his seed mixing with his pussy juices, bt continues to thrust until he went soft, inciting another orgasm frm Severus*
Six(i think) orgasms. Dear god he had never felt do much pleasure in his life. His arms fell from Sirius' shoulders on to the bed as he panted and tried to his his body to function again. "Co...could I...say...'I love you'?" He asked.
Sirius: Yes, its OK, go ahead *smiled as he kissed him*
Severus kissed him back. "I love you, Sirius. I really do. Your my knight in shinning armor." He yawned and smiled up at him.
Sirius: I'm glad tht I make u feel tht way *kissed him again deeper* I...I'm sorry...Bt...u reli turn me on so much right now...I dont think I can stop just like this *blushed hard* Sorry if I sound like a horny git
"I don't mind." He said. "I am wife. you can do what ever you want to me and I really sex. I feels so good." he blushed. "I won't think you are a horny git if you don't think I am a slut." He blushed even deeper.
Sirius: I would nvr think ur a slut. U've got a mysterious attractiveness to u, n ur entitled to enjoy as much as sex as u like. N I'm not quite done with u *reenters him again*
*the couple ended up consummating the marriage to the wee hours of the morning, orgasm countless times all ovr the sheets n on themselves*
By the end of the sex Severus was sore but it was a good sore. He has come so many times that he had lsot count. But as he laid next to his husband he felt so happy. He had fallen in love him him, which he never thought he would. But he was glad. Severus rolled over, facing Sirius and snuggled up again him, feeling warm and safe for the first time in 17 years.
But all too soon it was all over and there was a carriage to talk them to a small home that his parents had given them to live in until their first child then they would be moving into the Black Manor.
Sirius: *had noticed tht his father seemed to be exceptionally attached to Severus, bt he thought it was just one of those leaving the nest syndrome. Once they were in the home, which was abt half the size of the manor, he gently took Severus' hand n led him to the bedroom*
Panic filled his chest and his constrected. He tried pulling back. It reminded him of so many times that his father had tried to molest. "Please can we wait." he begged. He actually expected for his husband to slap him just like his father did.
Sirius: *felt the hesitation n gave him a gentle smile* I knw u dont want to be in this situation as much as I do, bt it is our duty to consummate the marriage. Bt if u reli dont want it, I wont force u
"Please not tonight." He said again. "But I can make you feel good." He added quickly for his husband was not made at him.
Sirius: *nods* If tht's wht u wish. Bt first, I want to see u. The REAL u. I knew the moment I saw ur face during the ceremony. Ur not reli a woman, r u?
"I am." He said point blank. That is what he had always been told.
Sirius: *shook his head* There's no use lying to me. Lemme see it, if ur so sure
"Why would you need to see me?" He asked, not getting it. "We look the same."
Sirius: *blinked at the gullibility of this bride before him n somehow found it both amusing n sad. Wht has he been taught bk home? Does his parents not educate him to tell the difference btwn a man n a woman?* Here, let me show u *whipped out his wand n magicked both their clothes away n pointed at his own self* This is a man's body. As is the same with urs
"Yes. Men and women look the same." He blinked, and started to undress to show him but up on pulling down his underwear he saw this thing that was not his cock and balls. "What is this!" He shreked.
Sirius: *blinked n came towards him to chk* Well, isnt this a predicament? Ur father reli went thru all tht just to trick me, didnt he? Tht, my dear, is wht a woman's privates looks like, not like mine
"But...but..I am a woman." Severus was very confused at the moment he moved backwards and got his feet tangled in his dress and fell backwards.
Sirius: *quickly caught him before he were to fall n puts him on the bed* Severus...Wht hv ur father been teaching u? *his face was serious, needing to knw the truth of the situation*
"He told me I was girl. That boys and girls looked the same." He said, trying to remember everything. "I thought he was hated be becuase I was not a boy but he turns out he hated be becuase I was not a girl." Tears started to come.
Sirius: *his eyes stared at evry word he said. Wht kind of father was tht to say this things? Wht kind of life has this young man led? Then wht James had told him made sense, the hurt look on his face, the way he said sorry during the ceremony, it all soon made perfect sense as he reached ovr to hug him close, comforting him, rubbing his bk soothingly as he did for Regulus wen he was upset*
"I am so sorry." He started to sob. "I am sorry of what me father did to you and your family. I wish I could take back the wedding and not put you through marrying a man."
Sirius: Its OK, wht's done is done. Besides u should knw by now tht a wizard's wedding is tht once ur married, u will not be able to bk out of it. Its binding. It can only be unbound if one of us is dead, n I surely dont want to die so quickly, n neither do u
Severus sniffled. "Then I suppose i can make up for what he did. You can take me."
Sirius: R u sure? I dont want to take u against ur will. Tht has always been the golden rule wen I date. Ppl may call me a jerk bt this is the only thing I would nvr be a jerk abt
"But I am your wife, or husband I guess. You have ever right to. Father said that."
Sirius: No, ur not with ur father now. Ur with me. N marriage is all abt give n take. I refuse to take u against ur will, I want both of us to be happy n willing n I dont want to enjoy it alone. I want u to enjoy it too
"Enjoy it?" He asked, arching a brow. "I am not suppose to enjoy it, right? Only the man, or in this case you."
Sirius: Yes u r. Both parties should enjoy it, not one. Tht would consider inconsiderate, or rape. Do u want me to rape u?
"Well father tri..." He dropped off. "You are my husband you can do whatever you want with me." He looked away in shame.
Sirius: *caught tht n wanted to pry some more, bt seeing the look on his face, he decided against it* Vry well then, bt I'd rather if I make u enjoy it. U'll knw wht I mean. Pls, spread ur legs for me. Its OK, I wont hurt u, I promise
Severus gulped and did what he was asked over. He was shivering, a bit in fear but really there was something deep inside him that was almost pleasureable.
Sirius: *licked his lips as he watched the young man spread his legs for him. Despite knwing tht he was a man, the way he displayed himself like this somehow turned him on a little. Climbing up to the bed, he crawled towards him n ran his hands up n dwn his thighs in a soothing manner, then leaned dwn n gently flicked his tongue at the clit*
Severus arched up off the bed. He never knew their could be such pleasure. He wondered if it would feel good if he had his cock or would it only feel good with women part. "Oh my...husband..." He moaned.
Sirius: Close ur eyes, concentrate on tht pleasure. N call me Sirius, or Siri, if u want *continues to flick his tongue at the clit, sucking at it a little, running his tongue along the folds n licked at it fully*
"Oh good, Siri, Sirius. Oh please don't stop. Oh GOD!" He was gripping the bed and the arching. He wanted to close his legs because of the pleasure but he didn't want to because of the some pleasure. "Please!"
Sirius: *smirked as he continued to lick at the clit, then slowly pushed his tongue into the pussy itself n started tongue-fucking him deep*
"Oh God. Siri, please. I need...more..." He put his hand over his mouth. He was being so greedy he should be pleasure his husband not the other way around. He felt something in side him like a spring being coiled tight to the point that it wanted to break.
Sirius: *muffled a "Go ahead" as he knew he was going to come, pushed in deeper as he flicked against the G-spot*
"Oh god, stop stop stop!" He tried to push the other off but his orgasam over took him and his eyes rolled back into his head and screamed out.
Sirius: *drank in evrything. Somehow it tastes bittersweet, much better than all the girls he gave blowjobs to. Maybe it was just him, or maybe it was something unique abt this man, bt he couldnt help drink him all in, licking more to make him come some more*
Soon Severus felt like a limp dish rag. His body was tired and his dropping. How was he suppose to suck Sirius in this state. "God...."
Sirius: *smiled n licked his lips* Did u enjoy tht? Was it good for u, my wife?
Severus blushed and nodded. "Yes. It was very nice. Thank you." He then sat up, shaking a bit from his post bliss. "I can suck you know."
Sirius: R u sure? Maybe u should relax for a while. I'm fine. Just take me wen ur ready *lay dwn nxt to him, propping his head with one hand n traced his finger along Severus' jawline* U knw, ur actually quite attractive in a way. Something dark n mysterious abt u, do u realize tht?
Severus looked down. "I am not. I am ugly. I was told that every day. Father said..." hebit his lip wanting to cry again.
Sirius: No, stop, dont say anything abt ur father. Ur with me now, dont believe a single thing ur father said. He's wrong abt u in many levels, n I will hv a talk with him someday. U r attractive, n dont let anyone tell u less *stroke his hair*
"Your the one that is hansome. I thought since you were good looking that you would be nice. I am glad I was right."
Sirius: *chuckles* I think tht's probably the only thing I excel at. I barely managed to pass my exams, so u'll hv to be disappointed if I'm not too bright
"I never got to go to school. I really wish I could have. I know father had the money. If i really would have know I was a man. I could have gone."
Sirius: He nvr evn let u go to school? Man, I am so going to give him a long talk once I see him. Dont worry, I can teach u whtevr I can. I can evn get u a private tutor. Would u like tht?
"Well women can't learn magic." He said matter of fact. "I would love to learn some magic." He smiled and face lit up. "I will pay you back I promise."
Sirius: U dont hv to pay me bk. Ur my wife, ur entitled to those things. N whoevr said women cant learn magic is bullshit. Remember tht redhead who is with my best man? She's a woman n she goes to school, just like us. Now tht's how a woman looks like, with tits n this *gently flicked Severus' clit*
"But father said so." he frowned. What everything his father said was wrong. He then wimpered slightly. "Would you like it if I have tits?" He asked, closing his legs over the other' hand.
Sirius: No, I'd rather if u stay true to urself. If u r a man, then u r a man. Dont let anyone tell u differently, not evn me
Severus blushed. "Thank you, Sirius. You are really kind to me."
Sirius: *smiled* I'm ur husband. Husbands should be kind to their wives, not behaving like they own them like properties. So, u think ur ready to take me? Or u wanna rest n save it for another night?
"I can do it. I have to give you as much pleasure. But will you not fuck my throat? It hurts." He said, getting up and going in front of him. He pushed his hair back and started to lick thim then took him in his mouth would expert knowing. As if this was second nature.
Sirius: *his heart ached wen he asked not to fuck his throat, wondering wht kind of sick things his father had asked him to do, n was tempted to stop him, bt once his mouth was ard his cock, he hissed in pleasure, his hand unconsciously reach ovr to thread his fingers thru the hair*
His father had always pulled on his hair and thrust his cock into his mouth. He called it 'teaching' but not Severus suspected it was not. He flinched slightly when the other's hands thtrough his hair but it didn't hurt, it felt nice. He as much as he dared and then started to bob up and down.
Sirius: Mmmhh, yes, it feels so good *thread his fingers thru his hair some more, resisting the urge to thrust* Put ur hands to my balls n massage it. I like it tht way
Severus did it, rolling them in his hands. He moved his head faster. He was use to doing it quick to get his father to come off. Sirius didn't taste different. He tasted better. Maybe it was the wine.
Sirius: *hissed as he moved faster* Slowly, slowly, ur gonna make me come soon. I wanna enjoy this longer. Do u want me to come in ur mouth, or do u want me to claim ur virginity n come inside u? U choose
Severus pulled up. "I'm scared, Sirius. Will it hurt?" He was stroking the other, not to let him lose any pleasure.
Sirius: For a moment, since ur still a virgin, bt I will try n make u feel good tht u'll forget the pain. Dont be scared. I'm ur husband. I'll take care of u *caressed his cheek reassuringly*
Severus nodded. "I want you to come inside me." He said. "I want to be you wife. All the way." He smiled a bit.
Sirius: *smiled bk gently n lay him dwn on bed, rubbing his still erected cock against the pussy to lube it up with the juice* Brace urself, I need to get it in at one stroke to break the hymen. U ready?
Severus gulped and nodded. "I trust you, Sirius."
Sirius: *nods n positioned his cock to his pussy* Just try to relax, OK? *takes a deep breath n pushed in with one stroke*
Severus did but the breath came back out in jiffy as the cock peirced him. The knife like pain shot through out his whole body. He knew it would hurt. He just didn't know how much it would hurt. He shut his eyes tight and also gripped the bed.
Sirius: *noticed the pained look on his face* Shh...shh, shh, shh, just relax. Dont tense up. It'll only hurt more. Just relax. Pls, look at me, Severus. Open ur eyes n look at me
Severus opened his black eyes and looked straight up at Sirius. He really was hansome. How could he even stand to be with some one so repugnat. "We should have done this from the back." He said in a pained voice but he was relaxing.
Sirius: No, I want to see u. I want to see ur face, to knw tht ur liking it or not. I dont want to rape u, Severus. Ur my wife *caressed his cheek as he kissed him gently* I'll start moving now, OK? Just relax *wiped a stray tear tht fell out of the younger man's eye n kissed him some more to distract him, starting to thrust in a slow n steady pace*
The thrust felt nothing like the first. It did twingle a bit but it was not painful like the last and each time Sirius moved it filled Severus with a deep warm pleasure. Slowly he put his arms around Sirius' neck, while kissing.
Sirius: *kept kissing him as he thrust more n more, slowly increasing his pace, until he was nudging against the G-spot within Severus*
Severus arched against him. "Oh god, yes. Please more, more." he wrapped his legs around the other's hips. It seemed when there was pleasure Severus was greedy, maybe it was because he thought he would never get it again.
Sirius: Mmh, yes, ur feeling good, arent u? Yes, feel it, take it all in *started increasing his pace again, thrusting deeper n a bit harder into him, assaulting the G-spot again n again, his mouth busy licking n sucking Severus' nipples at the same time*
"OH GOD! YES! Right there, right there. Harder, please, Siri."
Sirius: *smiled n whispered hotly at his ears* Ur wish is my command, my lovely wife *pushed in deeper still, hitting as hard as his body could go, sending those shocking electric jolts of pleasure thru the younger man's body, his fingers pinching n rubbing his nipples*
Severus was screaming in pleasure. It was too much and yet not enough. his body was flying on auto pilot. Funny it knew what to do. His hips angled up for Sirius could get at the spot better. "I'm I'M GOING TO COME! OH GOD!" He screamed orgasamed for the third time that night.
Sirius: *groaned as he held bk a bit more to thrust into tht spot to make him come some more, to feel tht pleasurable clench ard his cock before he finally emptied himself deep into his womb*
Severus curled his body around sirius excepting the seed inside him. He was panting and still shaking and twitching from the fourth orgasam.
Sirius: *filled him up to the brim before sighing in pleasure n gently pulled out. There was a tint of pink, bt it was to be expected for his virgin to be broken* Sorry if it hurts, I hope I didnt hurt u too bad
"Not after the first thrust." he smiled up at him. A rareity. "After that it was wonderful. I have never felt so much pleasure."
Sirius: Oh u will feel more in the future in ur life with me. I promise tht I'll be the husband u always picture me to be. I cannot promise tht I will fall in love with u right away, bt I do feel something for u, n I promise to be loyal to u *which was odd tht those words came out so easily to him, before tht he was determined to cheat on his young 'bride', now he was thinking anything bt tht*
"You don't have to be faithful. I understand if you find someone better looking than me to have sex with." In a way he was giving Sirius permition to sleep around. He didn't want the other for come to regret him. "I hurt my father talking to your mother about not adding the faithfulness clause to vows. She said, 'so they can find other like to their taste.'" he didn't add that his father said that someone like Severus would never find someone to love him. That was right before his father came in and kissed him and told him that after Severus was no longer a virgin and even better if he was preggers to come to him and in his words, 'Have a piece of that ass that I am owed.'
Sirius: *could tell frm Severus' look tht there was something more behind his words, most likely involving his father, bt he refuse to hear it anymore. He was going to give a long talk to Severus' father once n for all n clear this all up, bt for now, his little wife needed the right comfort as he hugged him* I'll hv u knw I'm not like my parents or ur father either. Wen I say something, I would not bk out on my word. Ur my wife, n I will be loyal to u. I will not find another, n I don't care wht extra clause my Mum has made with the officials. I wont cheat, n I wont hurt my wife's heart, not aftr wht u've been thru. Trust me on tht
Severus nodded, his eyes down. He wanted to believe that. Really he did, but in his life promises were only kept by him.
Sirius: *knew he was trying to believe, bt it will be given time. He tilted his head gently n gave him a kind smile before kissing him gently*
Severus kissed bck, shyly. he was getting use to this kissing. "Will sex feek differently if I change back to a man?" He asked. Then he thought. "Have you ever been with a man?"
Sirius: Actually yes, just tht once with my cousin's husband bk in school. It was a one thing deal, until we both agreed tht we prefer women n went our separate ways, bt dont tell my friends tht. They didnt knw, n shouldnt, bcoz he was in a rival house *heaven forbid if the Marauders knw tht he had a one time secret fling with Lucius Malfoy*
Severus nodded. "I am truly sorry what me father did. I will try to be the wife you should have gotten. I know I do not have the equipment for it. If you don't want to have sex again I will understand."
Sirius: No, no, its OK. I'll get ard tht. I hv experience with a man aftr all. Bt for now *gently tackles him dwn* U up for another round? I'd like to savour our conssumation as much as possible n let u enjoy this more
Severus grinned. "I don't know how much more I can come, but I would like to see." He opened his legs like a wanton slut, but he didn't care.
Sirius: *chuckles as he slid himself in again, finding the spot quickly n started assaulting it*
"OH dear god, yes. Right there!!" He grabbed the other hand dug his nails into his skin trying to keep him close. "Yes, yes, yes. OH GOD! SIRI!"
Sirius: *groaned as he felt those nails digging into him, turning him evn more as he kept hitting the spot, going faster n harder*
"Oh god yes, yes. Sirius please harder. I need to come." he arched his back and put his legs around the other's hips. "More, dear...MORE!"
Sirius: *raised Severus' hips n spread his thighs a bit more to fuck him evn deeper n hit the spot more accurately as he pummeled into him, his cock being clenched pleasurably hard evrytime he hit the spot*
Severus screamed as his pussy clenched down tight and he came, squirting juice on to the other cock.
Sirius: *groans n came deep into him some more, filling him up, his seed mixing with his pussy juices, bt continues to thrust until he went soft, inciting another orgasm frm Severus*
Six(i think) orgasms. Dear god he had never felt do much pleasure in his life. His arms fell from Sirius' shoulders on to the bed as he panted and tried to his his body to function again. "Co...could I...say...'I love you'?" He asked.
Sirius: Yes, its OK, go ahead *smiled as he kissed him*
Severus kissed him back. "I love you, Sirius. I really do. Your my knight in shinning armor." He yawned and smiled up at him.
Sirius: I'm glad tht I make u feel tht way *kissed him again deeper* I...I'm sorry...Bt...u reli turn me on so much right now...I dont think I can stop just like this *blushed hard* Sorry if I sound like a horny git
"I don't mind." He said. "I am wife. you can do what ever you want to me and I really sex. I feels so good." he blushed. "I won't think you are a horny git if you don't think I am a slut." He blushed even deeper.
Sirius: I would nvr think ur a slut. U've got a mysterious attractiveness to u, n ur entitled to enjoy as much as sex as u like. N I'm not quite done with u *reenters him again*
*the couple ended up consummating the marriage to the wee hours of the morning, orgasm countless times all ovr the sheets n on themselves*
By the end of the sex Severus was sore but it was a good sore. He has come so many times that he had lsot count. But as he laid next to his husband he felt so happy. He had fallen in love him him, which he never thought he would. But he was glad. Severus rolled over, facing Sirius and snuggled up again him, feeling warm and safe for the first time in 17 years.
Love in Disguise-Chp3
Severus was shaking with fear as the dress make finished the last bit on his dress. "You look beautiful." She said before putting the veil down. Severus could see her roll her eyes heavenway as if to say. 'Merlin bless the man that had to marry this creature.'
Sirius: *on the other hand was being dressed in the Ancient House of Black traditional wedding attire, which looked like he had just came out frm the Shakesperean era* Man, I look so gay in this
Remus couldn't help but let out a small chuckled. It was true. "Just think you only have to wear this once then you can burn it."
Sirius: Yeah, I wouldnt want to be caught dead in this gimmick
James: I wouldnt want ur KIDS to be caught dead in this gimmick. Well, if ur considering hving kids, tht is
Sirius: Ugh, dont evn remind me
"You might enjoy being together. Your parents...well...they don't fight that much do they?" Remus asked.
Sirius: Well, they dont reli fight tht much. In fact, they prefer to keep themselves to themselves, n they're perfectly fine with hving their own closet lovers here n there as long as they keep up the image of the Black family. Why?
"Ok, bad example." Remus screatched his head. "Are you going to do that? I know you have had too many girlfriends to even count. Are you going to be faithful or like your parents?"
Sirius: I dunno, reli...I'd prefer to be faithful, bt if she's not making it any easier, I...probably be tempted to
James: Well, its ur life. We wont tell u how to lead it, bt we'd hope u knw wht ur doing wen the time comes. I'm gonna go take a leak n chk if the ceremony is abt to start *made his way past the bridal room, then grinned as his msicheif tick came in n decided to peek to see how~
Sirius' bride-to-be look like, if he was lucky to catch a glimpse as he peeked thru the tiny gap of the door*
He couldn't see Severus' face but he could see the man that was gripping the 'woman' tight and kissing her, passionatly. He couldn't see that Severus was stick stright, not fighting becuase his father had threatened to hit him that would have left a bruse on his face.
James: ~Holy smokes! Could tht be the bride's secret lover? Shit, I better let Siri knw abt this~ *made a dash to the groom's room* U wouldnt believe wht I just saw, guys!
Remus was helping Sirius try to get into his jaket without ruining his shirt. Not that it was not already a disaster.
Sirius: *turns to him* Wht is it, Prongs?
James: I dunno if ur gonna see this as good news or bad news, bt I just saw ur bride-to-be snogging another man!
Remus blinked and looked at Sirius. "Maybe...uh...it was a friend?"
James: I dont think kissing passionately with tongue action is considered a friendly kiss
Sirius: *glared* Typical. Tht settles it then. I will go thru this marriage, bt dont expect me to be filial. Mother did say she could arrange to allow me hv extra marital affairs *huffed grudgingly as he did the last adjustments n made his way out to the altar*
"Sirius don't be rash." Remus said going after him with James. "Maybe it is really nothing. Maybe she was saying good bye to him."
James: I knw wht I saw, Moony. Tongue action does not mean a goodbye kiss or whtevr. Tht guy is reli into her
Sirius: We'll see how it goes. I think its abt to start
Once Sirius and the others were waiting for Severus to come down. Severus was just out of site with his father. He couldn't get the taste of wine out of his mouth from the 'good bye 'kiss his father had given him.
James: *watched as the bride was led out by the so-called lover, bt he noticed something odd abt the bride. Despite the girly dress and whtnot, her small built was a little bit too masculine to be a real girl, he nudged Remus* Psst! U notice something odd abt the bride?
"The fact that her hips move like yours." Remus said, then blushed slightly. "I mean she walks like a man."
James: Could she be...? Nah, she couldnt...could she?
Sirius: *hushed them, bt in reality he heard evry word, n noticed tht James was right. This bride does move like a man, not dainty n small like a woman should*
Severus' breathed catched. His intended was more handsome than he could have ever thought but at the same time it made him feel out of place. He being so ugly, how could any man want him. Or at yest that was what his father had said on numerious occations.
Tobias: *leans close n whispered to Severus* Dont be fooled by his good looks, boy. He's only doing this for the sake of his family, as u r doing it for me. Dont screw it up n keep him happy, if u knw wht's good for u *flashed a professional smile n handed Severus to Sirius*
Sirius: *took Severus' hand, which was surprisingly quite smooth, if only slightly callous frm housework*
That took what little wind out of Severus sails. It was true. They were only doing this because the had to. Someone like his intended proably had a woman or two on the side. His hand was warm and it felt nice not like his father's rough hands.
*the wedding officiator came out, gives the standard speech n blessings before finally saying the dreaded words to both of them*
WO: Do u, Sirius Black, take Severus Snape as ur lawful wedded wife?
Sirius: *thought* ~Severus? A rather masculine name for a girl~ *fought the urge to shrug n roll his eyes n sigh* I do. With this ring, I thee wed *puts the ring on Severus' finger*
WO: Do u, Severus Snape, take Sirius Black as ur lawful wedded husband?
Severus neriously said, "I do. With this ring, I thee wed." He said in a voice not to deep, but still not a female voice.
Sirius: *noticed the voice bt tried not to think tht James might be right*
WO: So has been said, so it shall be. I now pronounce u man n wife. U may kiss the bride
Sirius: ~This is it~ *turned ard to raise the veil, only to be shocked at wht he saw. He has dated enough girls to knw tht this was not a woman's face. He couldnt believe tht James was right. He looked like he was prepared to leave the altar right there n then. He was being cheated n this was an outrage*
Severus eyes were down cast and he just wished that his intented would kiss him so he could hide his face. But he couldn't fault Sirius for not doing that right away. "I'm sorry." he said in a small voice. a voice of someone that had been abused.
Sirius: *noticed the odd tone in tht voice, seemingly recognizing tht tone somehow. Then he caught sight of his parents giving him an authoritative look n also Tobias' eager bt nervous look before he just went for n kissed Severus as tenderly as he could, prolonging it a little for the sake of show*
Severus' eyes snaped up. The kiss was nothing like he had felt before. It was so gentle and warm and left him feeling warm in his bed. Once the kiss was done he looked back down, hearing the cheering and clapping behind him.
Sirius: *didnt knw why, bt he somehow felt sorry for this young man. Maybe Lily was right, tht she...he was in the same shoes as he was as well. As a courtesy, he reveiled him bk as the wedding officiator announced them as husband n wife*
Severus was moved by that. The man cared for him...then the thought struck, maybe he just didn't want to look at his face and tear sliped out of his eye. He just wanted this to be over with so he could cry in the safety of a closed room, but he wouldn't know where to do that.
Remus leaned over. "Do you see the man that the girl was kissing?" He asked James in a whipser.
James: Yeah, tht's the one *points at Tobias, then it hit him* Holy crap! Dont tell me they're...an incest couple?? *whispered so no one would hear*
"Oh my god." Remus' blinked and his mouth opened. "That is sick. We have to tell Sirius. He needs to know what is going on. But I feel in my heart that that relationship is not what they both want."
James: How do u knw? Bt I think we shouldnt be the bearer of bad news anymore. Siri doesnt need anymore pouring cold water frm us as it is. Let them sort it out. We can only do so much without any damage
Sirius: *let his new bride take his arm n led him dwn the aisle as ppl magicked confetti ovr them*
"You may have all the male emotions but I got some female ones. I can just feel it."
Severus went with him down the isle. He felt like he was on show like some sort of trophy wife. He could feel his father and Sirius' parents walking behind them.
James: Ur not gonna suddenly tell me ur a hermaphrodite, right? *chuckles in jest*
Sirius: *could hear his parents discussing discreetly abt the terms of payment n wen the payment will be, bt he couldnt care less. Right now, like it or not, he was going to fulfill his duty as a newly wed groom n consummate the marriage aftr the reception*
Sirius: *on the other hand was being dressed in the Ancient House of Black traditional wedding attire, which looked like he had just came out frm the Shakesperean era* Man, I look so gay in this
Remus couldn't help but let out a small chuckled. It was true. "Just think you only have to wear this once then you can burn it."
Sirius: Yeah, I wouldnt want to be caught dead in this gimmick
James: I wouldnt want ur KIDS to be caught dead in this gimmick. Well, if ur considering hving kids, tht is
Sirius: Ugh, dont evn remind me
"You might enjoy being together. Your parents...well...they don't fight that much do they?" Remus asked.
Sirius: Well, they dont reli fight tht much. In fact, they prefer to keep themselves to themselves, n they're perfectly fine with hving their own closet lovers here n there as long as they keep up the image of the Black family. Why?
"Ok, bad example." Remus screatched his head. "Are you going to do that? I know you have had too many girlfriends to even count. Are you going to be faithful or like your parents?"
Sirius: I dunno, reli...I'd prefer to be faithful, bt if she's not making it any easier, I...probably be tempted to
James: Well, its ur life. We wont tell u how to lead it, bt we'd hope u knw wht ur doing wen the time comes. I'm gonna go take a leak n chk if the ceremony is abt to start *made his way past the bridal room, then grinned as his msicheif tick came in n decided to peek to see how~
Sirius' bride-to-be look like, if he was lucky to catch a glimpse as he peeked thru the tiny gap of the door*
He couldn't see Severus' face but he could see the man that was gripping the 'woman' tight and kissing her, passionatly. He couldn't see that Severus was stick stright, not fighting becuase his father had threatened to hit him that would have left a bruse on his face.
James: ~Holy smokes! Could tht be the bride's secret lover? Shit, I better let Siri knw abt this~ *made a dash to the groom's room* U wouldnt believe wht I just saw, guys!
Remus was helping Sirius try to get into his jaket without ruining his shirt. Not that it was not already a disaster.
Sirius: *turns to him* Wht is it, Prongs?
James: I dunno if ur gonna see this as good news or bad news, bt I just saw ur bride-to-be snogging another man!
Remus blinked and looked at Sirius. "Maybe...uh...it was a friend?"
James: I dont think kissing passionately with tongue action is considered a friendly kiss
Sirius: *glared* Typical. Tht settles it then. I will go thru this marriage, bt dont expect me to be filial. Mother did say she could arrange to allow me hv extra marital affairs *huffed grudgingly as he did the last adjustments n made his way out to the altar*
"Sirius don't be rash." Remus said going after him with James. "Maybe it is really nothing. Maybe she was saying good bye to him."
James: I knw wht I saw, Moony. Tongue action does not mean a goodbye kiss or whtevr. Tht guy is reli into her
Sirius: We'll see how it goes. I think its abt to start
Once Sirius and the others were waiting for Severus to come down. Severus was just out of site with his father. He couldn't get the taste of wine out of his mouth from the 'good bye 'kiss his father had given him.
James: *watched as the bride was led out by the so-called lover, bt he noticed something odd abt the bride. Despite the girly dress and whtnot, her small built was a little bit too masculine to be a real girl, he nudged Remus* Psst! U notice something odd abt the bride?
"The fact that her hips move like yours." Remus said, then blushed slightly. "I mean she walks like a man."
James: Could she be...? Nah, she couldnt...could she?
Sirius: *hushed them, bt in reality he heard evry word, n noticed tht James was right. This bride does move like a man, not dainty n small like a woman should*
Severus' breathed catched. His intended was more handsome than he could have ever thought but at the same time it made him feel out of place. He being so ugly, how could any man want him. Or at yest that was what his father had said on numerious occations.
Tobias: *leans close n whispered to Severus* Dont be fooled by his good looks, boy. He's only doing this for the sake of his family, as u r doing it for me. Dont screw it up n keep him happy, if u knw wht's good for u *flashed a professional smile n handed Severus to Sirius*
Sirius: *took Severus' hand, which was surprisingly quite smooth, if only slightly callous frm housework*
That took what little wind out of Severus sails. It was true. They were only doing this because the had to. Someone like his intended proably had a woman or two on the side. His hand was warm and it felt nice not like his father's rough hands.
*the wedding officiator came out, gives the standard speech n blessings before finally saying the dreaded words to both of them*
WO: Do u, Sirius Black, take Severus Snape as ur lawful wedded wife?
Sirius: *thought* ~Severus? A rather masculine name for a girl~ *fought the urge to shrug n roll his eyes n sigh* I do. With this ring, I thee wed *puts the ring on Severus' finger*
WO: Do u, Severus Snape, take Sirius Black as ur lawful wedded husband?
Severus neriously said, "I do. With this ring, I thee wed." He said in a voice not to deep, but still not a female voice.
Sirius: *noticed the voice bt tried not to think tht James might be right*
WO: So has been said, so it shall be. I now pronounce u man n wife. U may kiss the bride
Sirius: ~This is it~ *turned ard to raise the veil, only to be shocked at wht he saw. He has dated enough girls to knw tht this was not a woman's face. He couldnt believe tht James was right. He looked like he was prepared to leave the altar right there n then. He was being cheated n this was an outrage*
Severus eyes were down cast and he just wished that his intented would kiss him so he could hide his face. But he couldn't fault Sirius for not doing that right away. "I'm sorry." he said in a small voice. a voice of someone that had been abused.
Sirius: *noticed the odd tone in tht voice, seemingly recognizing tht tone somehow. Then he caught sight of his parents giving him an authoritative look n also Tobias' eager bt nervous look before he just went for n kissed Severus as tenderly as he could, prolonging it a little for the sake of show*
Severus' eyes snaped up. The kiss was nothing like he had felt before. It was so gentle and warm and left him feeling warm in his bed. Once the kiss was done he looked back down, hearing the cheering and clapping behind him.
Sirius: *didnt knw why, bt he somehow felt sorry for this young man. Maybe Lily was right, tht she...he was in the same shoes as he was as well. As a courtesy, he reveiled him bk as the wedding officiator announced them as husband n wife*
Severus was moved by that. The man cared for him...then the thought struck, maybe he just didn't want to look at his face and tear sliped out of his eye. He just wanted this to be over with so he could cry in the safety of a closed room, but he wouldn't know where to do that.
Remus leaned over. "Do you see the man that the girl was kissing?" He asked James in a whipser.
James: Yeah, tht's the one *points at Tobias, then it hit him* Holy crap! Dont tell me they're...an incest couple?? *whispered so no one would hear*
"Oh my god." Remus' blinked and his mouth opened. "That is sick. We have to tell Sirius. He needs to know what is going on. But I feel in my heart that that relationship is not what they both want."
James: How do u knw? Bt I think we shouldnt be the bearer of bad news anymore. Siri doesnt need anymore pouring cold water frm us as it is. Let them sort it out. We can only do so much without any damage
Sirius: *let his new bride take his arm n led him dwn the aisle as ppl magicked confetti ovr them*
"You may have all the male emotions but I got some female ones. I can just feel it."
Severus went with him down the isle. He felt like he was on show like some sort of trophy wife. He could feel his father and Sirius' parents walking behind them.
James: Ur not gonna suddenly tell me ur a hermaphrodite, right? *chuckles in jest*
Sirius: *could hear his parents discussing discreetly abt the terms of payment n wen the payment will be, bt he couldnt care less. Right now, like it or not, he was going to fulfill his duty as a newly wed groom n consummate the marriage aftr the reception*
Love in Disguise-Chp2
Sirius: *was at Three Broomsticks spending his last days of bachelorhood alone, downing fire whiskey aftr another, contemplating abt how crappy his future life is going to be once he was being tied dwn by such frivolous thing as marriage*
Remus had been shopping with Lily and was supose to meet James for lunch. They came in and saw Sirius. "Siri." Remus came over.
"Hello Sirius. What woes are you drowning." Lily asked.
Sirius: Ugh...U guys r a sight for sore eyes, bt dont remind me...I had the worst few days ever
James: *shows up aftr trying to find the duo ard* Wht's this I hear? Pads hving a bad day?
"What happened? Something from you mother and father?" Remus asked, sitting down.
Sirius: *rolled his eyes* Wht else? Remember we had tht graduation party? I came home to find out tht my parents decided tht the best future I could hv was to marry some broad
James: Whut?? Ur getting married?? How the heck did tht happen??
"They can't do that. You are of age." Lily looked sad for him. "Did you tell them no?"
"Aparently they didn't listen." Remus said, waving over a waitress.
Sirius: Yeah, wht Moons said *groaned* Right now I'm just praying tht the broad is at least good-looking, or I'm gonna fucking leave the altar, Black family be damned
James: I doubt u'd do tht. U love Reggie too much to do tht
"Still his parents need to think about Sirius. If he has to get married, at least marry someone he likes."
"I couldn't do it. To marry someone you don't know, female or not. I couldn't." Remus shook his head. "When is it? do you have time to find someone else?"
Sirius: The wedding is on 1st of August, tht will be wen the broad is officially of age
James: Wht?? Tht's 2 days away! I doubt u'd find anyone u'd actually like in tht short period of time
"I still think you should tell them no." But no one was really listening to her.
"Prongs is right." he sighed. "Why have you not been looking since you found out?"
Sirius: U think I havent? Seriously, I've been trying to get any of those girls I used to date with bk in Hogwarts, bt they either call me a jerk or avoid my firecalls. I wonder why...N for the record, Lily, I did tell them no, bt its not like they listen to me now, do they, since they've already announced to evry single acquaintance n friends n family members they meet tht I was getting married
James: Ur seriously dense, arent u? U date girls n switching dates like changing clothes. Of course they'll bloody think ur a git for asking to even pretend to be ur intended
"You were a bit of an ass, Siri." Remus nodded, agreeing with James.
Lily also agreeed. "Well then I think you should try to make it work. Think of the girl. She might not like this either."
Sirius: Man, am I reli...? *sighed* I guess ur right. Maybe this is karma. Maybe its Merlin getting bk at me for being such a casanova, bt I cant help it if I dont wanna be tied dwn to one girl n be so good-looking
James; *laughs* Still the git, I see. Well, I'll hv to agree with Lil on this. The broad may be feeling just as bad as u r, so try to make life easier for both of u two
Lily rolled her eyes. "That is the reason right there. If you were humble then this would not be happening."
"Not sure karma has anyhting to do with it but still I agree. He nice to her. And we will be there for you."
Sirius: Well, would u consider celebrating an early bachelor party with me to show ur support? *laughs* Heaven knws tht the family will hv a bachelor party for me bk home the night before n I wont hv a chance to celebrate with real friends
James: Alright then! Today, ur ours all day! Bachelor party it is! *laughs out loud*
"And that is my que to leave." Lily got up. "I will see you boys later." She kissed James' cheek. "Don't stay out to long and Remus keep an eye out on Jamie. If he even talking to a woman you let me know." She chuckled and walked out of the place.
Sirius: Dont worry, Lil, we'll both watch out for u
James: Dont be such a killjoy. C'mon, Pads. Let us give u the best bachelor party tht'll rival ur family's *laughs as he ordered a round of fire whiskey for all three of them*
Remus had been shopping with Lily and was supose to meet James for lunch. They came in and saw Sirius. "Siri." Remus came over.
"Hello Sirius. What woes are you drowning." Lily asked.
Sirius: Ugh...U guys r a sight for sore eyes, bt dont remind me...I had the worst few days ever
James: *shows up aftr trying to find the duo ard* Wht's this I hear? Pads hving a bad day?
"What happened? Something from you mother and father?" Remus asked, sitting down.
Sirius: *rolled his eyes* Wht else? Remember we had tht graduation party? I came home to find out tht my parents decided tht the best future I could hv was to marry some broad
James: Whut?? Ur getting married?? How the heck did tht happen??
"They can't do that. You are of age." Lily looked sad for him. "Did you tell them no?"
"Aparently they didn't listen." Remus said, waving over a waitress.
Sirius: Yeah, wht Moons said *groaned* Right now I'm just praying tht the broad is at least good-looking, or I'm gonna fucking leave the altar, Black family be damned
James: I doubt u'd do tht. U love Reggie too much to do tht
"Still his parents need to think about Sirius. If he has to get married, at least marry someone he likes."
"I couldn't do it. To marry someone you don't know, female or not. I couldn't." Remus shook his head. "When is it? do you have time to find someone else?"
Sirius: The wedding is on 1st of August, tht will be wen the broad is officially of age
James: Wht?? Tht's 2 days away! I doubt u'd find anyone u'd actually like in tht short period of time
"I still think you should tell them no." But no one was really listening to her.
"Prongs is right." he sighed. "Why have you not been looking since you found out?"
Sirius: U think I havent? Seriously, I've been trying to get any of those girls I used to date with bk in Hogwarts, bt they either call me a jerk or avoid my firecalls. I wonder why...N for the record, Lily, I did tell them no, bt its not like they listen to me now, do they, since they've already announced to evry single acquaintance n friends n family members they meet tht I was getting married
James: Ur seriously dense, arent u? U date girls n switching dates like changing clothes. Of course they'll bloody think ur a git for asking to even pretend to be ur intended
"You were a bit of an ass, Siri." Remus nodded, agreeing with James.
Lily also agreeed. "Well then I think you should try to make it work. Think of the girl. She might not like this either."
Sirius: Man, am I reli...? *sighed* I guess ur right. Maybe this is karma. Maybe its Merlin getting bk at me for being such a casanova, bt I cant help it if I dont wanna be tied dwn to one girl n be so good-looking
James; *laughs* Still the git, I see. Well, I'll hv to agree with Lil on this. The broad may be feeling just as bad as u r, so try to make life easier for both of u two
Lily rolled her eyes. "That is the reason right there. If you were humble then this would not be happening."
"Not sure karma has anyhting to do with it but still I agree. He nice to her. And we will be there for you."
Sirius: Well, would u consider celebrating an early bachelor party with me to show ur support? *laughs* Heaven knws tht the family will hv a bachelor party for me bk home the night before n I wont hv a chance to celebrate with real friends
James: Alright then! Today, ur ours all day! Bachelor party it is! *laughs out loud*
"And that is my que to leave." Lily got up. "I will see you boys later." She kissed James' cheek. "Don't stay out to long and Remus keep an eye out on Jamie. If he even talking to a woman you let me know." She chuckled and walked out of the place.
Sirius: Dont worry, Lil, we'll both watch out for u
James: Dont be such a killjoy. C'mon, Pads. Let us give u the best bachelor party tht'll rival ur family's *laughs as he ordered a round of fire whiskey for all three of them*
Love in Disguise-Chp1
Sirius: *came home aftr a long night of fun n enjoyment with the Marauders members Remus, James, Lily n Peter to celebrate their graduation frm Hogwarts, coming home a bit drunk bt reli hving a good time*
It was a good thing becuase his mother and father were waiting up. Regulus was already in bed up stairs. "Finally home I see, Sirius. Out with the loser friends of yours?" his mother asked.
Sirius: *hiccuped a bit n frowned* They r not losers. They all passed with flying colours, including me. Well, I cant say for Wormtail bt anywho...
"Sit, your father and I need to talk to you." She gestured to the chair oppotie her.
Sirius: Fine, fine *went forth to sit at the chair* So wht is the family meeting abt this time?
Orion: U r already 17, r u not?
Sirius: Gee u remember my age. Tht's a surprise
"Do not talk about to your father. Of course he is, dear. He turned back in April. Sirius we need to talk about your future. What are you planning to do with the rest of your life?"
Sirius: Since wen r u interested in my welfare all of a sudden? Fine, if u must knw, I plan to be an Auror, as I hv already said it time n time again since the day I went to Hogwarts. *mumbled* Not tht u pay attention anyway
"Hush." His mother said. "You are are the eldest of the sons to this great and noble house. As such your father and I have chossen your intended."
Sirius: *he was still a bit boozed up, bt at upon hearing tht it was as if someone poured cold water on him to sober him up* WHAT?! Since when??
Orion: Hush, son. Do u want to wake the whole house? Its already set. U r to wed this intended of urs the moment she turns 17 as well
Sirius: Wht the hell?? Why am I to marry some girl tht I dunno?! U hv no right!!
"We have every right. It is a tridition in our family. I was chossen for your father by his parents. Don't worry she will be a lovely girl. She knows how to cook and clean and take care of a house. True she is half blood but the dowary will be very nice. 25,000 galleons." She smiled.
Sirius: It all goes dwn to money, isnt it? Well if its all set on stone, then why bother telling me since I cant say no anyway? U might as well feed me to the lions
Orion: Dont take ur tone like tht to ur mother. U will do as u were told, as a Black should. U hv embarrassed us enough to be in tht wretched Gryffindor, I will not hv u do as u pls
"I am surpised that your farther has not given the go ahead to disinharet you, but we are giving you another chance to a be a up standing son. Now the wedding will take place in one month. She is turning 18 on the 27th of July and then the wedding will be on the 1st of August. Until then you will meet with he father but will not be able to see her until after the wedding."
Sirius: I'm not gonna fucking meet up with anybody. U guys r the ones who called the shots, so why should I bother? *stormed off n slammed the door*
Orion: *shook his head* He'll get ovr it. I cant wait to see wht a industrious woman our future daughter-in-law is
"I have seen her. She is non to good looking but he can either learn to live with it or have a mistress. I will speak to the offiant about leaving out the part about not being able to have extra marital affairs. But still the money is what matters."
Orion: Yes, true. Aftr all, its not always tht u can get this much money in one sitting
Sirius: *was literally seething as he tossed n turned in bed, thinking abt his predicament, mumbling to himself* I swear to Merlin if she looks like a wreck, I'm leaving the altar there n then, House of Black be damned
There was a light rap at his door. "Siri?" his younger bother asked. Their bedrooms where right next door to each other and he could hear everything.
Sirius: *groaned bt let him in anyway* Dont just stand out there, Reggie. If ur gonna come in, come in
Regulus opened the door and came in. He was just 10 months younger than Sirius but he looked like he was still 14 with his baby face. "I heard you am mum. Then the crashing in your room. Not a good talk?"
Sirius: *groaned n sat up* No shit. Mum n Dad had arranged me to be married to some broad once she's 17, of age
"Wow." His eye brows raised up. "Really?"
Sirius: Yeah, apparently its the House of Black's way *did the sarcastic finger wriggled quote* Bt in the end its just for the sake of the stupid dowry
"Well money is the root of all evil I suppose." He shrugged. "So have you seen the girl yet?"
Sirius: Nope. Mum n Dad decided to tell me at the last minute, n just aftr I went to celebrate my graduation. Way ta go to ruin the mood, Mum n Dad
"There is really nothing I can say that will help, other than they will do that same thing to me in a years time. Then we will both be miserable."
Sirius: Birds of a flock eh? *grinned bitterly*
"Well if we are not Blacks then what are we? We are defined by our last name. You can't denie that."
Sirius: Sad as it is, yes, tht's the truth. I hope ur day was much better than I am
"It was for the most part. I spent time with my friends. Adien is going to America in two weeks and Mum said I could go with him if I am back by the 30th of July. I asked why but she didn't tell me."
Sirius: Tht's because the fucking wedding is on 1st August. She must mean for u to attend it
"Ah I see." He shifted on his feet. "Maybe she will be hot?"
Sirius: I'm hoping she would be. If she isn't I am so gonna fucking walk out of the altar, I dont give a damn abt Mum n Dad. I will reli walk out
"Then you will be disowned. You can't be disowned. What will happen to you?" He asked.
Sirius: I couldnt care less. Been wanting to leave the family for ages, bt of course I couldnt leave u alone. Ur the only family member in the Blacks tht is the most decent among us *patted his head*
Reg smiled. "And you are the only normal one in this family. I wish had guts like you."
Sirius: I'm sure wen the time comes u'll hv all the guts u need *grins*
*meanwhile Tobias was at his study muttering as he counted the money needed to pay the dowry*
Severus gently knocked on the door and opened it slowly, his head down. He was dressed in his mother's old clothes since he could remember. Even thought his father had money he refused to spend it on Severus. "Father do you need anything before i retire?"
Tobias: *looks up at him with a glare* Wht took u so long to ask? Where is the wine n bread tht I asked u to prepare for me before tht?
"Oh. I am sorry father. I must not have heard you. Which wine do you want?"
Tobias: U nvr listen to me properly, just like ur mother *stomps towards him n grabbed his hair, shoving him against the wall* Wen will u learn to pay attention to wht I hv to say to u??
Severus bit his lip not to wimper, his eyes still down cast. "I'm sorry, Father. Please forgive me." his cringed at the pain of his head.
Tobias: *smirked evilly* Aside frm the nose u inherited frm me unfortunately, u look exactly like ur mother. If u werent to be married off to a rich family so I can live off the money frm ur future husband, I would enjoy hving u as my secret lover *gave him a chaste kiss, not of love, bt more of possessiveness n domination*
Severus always hated when his father treated him like this. He tried to push his father off. He didn't want to be married off to a man just like his father. He would rather throw himself of the four floor of a building.
Tobias: *felt him resisting n slapped him hard* Wht did I say abt resisting? *pushed him harder against the wall n kissed him some more*
Severus felt paniced, but what could he do. He was nothing, or that was how he felt. He didn't kiss back, just shuting his eyes and going stiff, hoping his father would get bored soon and send him off to fetch the wine.
Tobias: *couldnt care less whether he responded or not. Severus was his property, always has been evr since he forced Eileen to sign the will to hand all her riches to him before stripping her off her magic, which was the cause of her death aftr childbirth. Aftr hving his fill, he pushed him off the floor* Get outta here. I dont need the wine anymore. I've already had something tastier than tht
Severus got up and walked quickly out of the room and up to his tiny bedroom. He closed the locked the room, although his father had his a key but for a little while it made him feel safe. He wipped his mouth on his hand and then his dress and dropped to his knees and started to sob. If he could get out of this house with his virginity intacted it would be mirical.
Tobias: *finished calculating all the money needed to pay for the dowry. It was quite a bit, bt it was worth in the long run as he will be leeching off his future son-in-law*
