Friday, December 2, 2016
Wedding on the Fly-Chp13
Severus knocked on the Potter's front door. He had not seen Lily in ages and after four months of nothing he need to see someone pregnant.
Lily: *answered the door* Sevvy! Its been forevr, how r u?? *hugs him n ushered him indoors. She was sporting a baby bump at 4, coming 5 mths pregnant, n she was practically glowing*
"You look fantastic, Lil." He hugs her. "How are you feeling, now you are out of the worst part of pregnancy?" He asked, coming into the house. "Ah looks like Gryffindors live here."
Lily: Haha, it's James' tastes alright. N I'm perfectly fine. In fact my morning sickness wasnt vry long actually, n finally got bk my appetite. I'm making cookies, wanna join me?
"Sure." He walked with her into the kitchen. "How is the baby doing, all vitals good?" He asked, pulling her chair out for her.
Lily: It's doing well considering me still working at the Daily Prophet. The mediwizard had told me to cut dwn on walking n running ard too much to get my scoops, bt so far no problems here, tho I would keep hving the munchies in the middle of my scoop *chuckles as she got out the cookie cutter*
"Well just keep food handy I suppose. But they are correct you need cut down on running at least, walking I am not so sure on. They say swimming it very good excerzise."
Lily: Tht's wat most Muggle pregnancy books say. James is absolutely ecstatic n on his toes all the time worrying abt me wen I'm perfectly fine *cut out the cookies* So...how're u doing? Getting along with Sirius?
"Generally speaking. We have not really talked all the much in a couple weeks. He has work and so do I." He sighed. "The potion is not working and I have no clue what else to do."
Lily: Maybe ur just trying too hard. Or maybe coz u've been taking too much of tht potion n ur body is unresponsive to it. Why not just throw everything away n go natural? *puts the cookies into the oven*
"I want a child now. Does it look like I care about being a the dudiful wife? Yes I like the sex, but that just because my body does, not my mind. I want to have the sex over with. I don't like the outcome."
Lily: U can be so stubborn sometimes. Wanting something too much won't give u anything. Its better if u let nature take its course. N since u liked the sex, why not just let loose n enjoy it n dont think so much abt it? I dont think Sirius wants u to be a dutiful wife, he just wants u to be urself n accept him as he is
"How can I accept every thing. Things are fine as they are now with out us being too close to each other. That is how a marriage should be. You don't need to get too evolved with it." He said, but lately he had just been saying those words but not really feeling them. He was afraid that he was coming to like, not love his husband. He sighed and looked down at the table he was sitting at.
Lily: *could tell tht he wasn't reli believing in wat he preached n put a hand on his* Sevvy, I knw wat happened to ur parents was terrible, n tht may hv made u think things like this, bt it's reli not tht simple. History doesn't always hv to repeat itself if u don't let them, bt it won't either if u try a different approach to things. Give Sirius a chance, give URSELF a chance *the oven dinged n the cookie tray slid out wen it opened, like a toaster* Oh, cookies r done. How's abt being a dear n make us some tea? We can enjoy these cookies together
Severus nodded and got up from his chair. It took him a few moment but he found the stuff to make the tea, as he sat the tea pot on the burner he thought about what Lily said. Maybe she was right, heck she was right 99.99% of the time. He needed to give Sirius a chance, but how could he handle it? The idea of giving himself over to Sirius 100% scared him. He knew he was already heading that, his heart but betraying him but could he really give up his body to some one that could so easily hurt him? The pot whistles and poured the water of the tea and sat the cups on the table. "How...how do you seduce?" It was a reasonable question, but still awkward.
Lily: *blinked at the question for a moment, wasnt prepared for dat question comnig out of him, then grins slyly* Hmm~? Wat's this? Uptight little Sevvy-poo asking love advice frm me~?
"Call me that again and I will take back ever gift I have ever given you." He glared at her, but he was blushing. "And yes. I am asking love advice, since you have had success in your relationship."
Lily: I wouldnt call it success, bt yes, we're all good. Well, for starters, I seduced James to do it to me by doing something unexpected, like give him a nice dinner, give him a sponge bath or massage, or maybe just dress sexy, as long as it's surprising
"Dressing sexy?" He asked, "I can't do that. Unlike you, and your perfect body, I am not very easy on the eyes. I could do the dinner though, he does like my cooking."
Lily: Oh, u'd be surprised at how seductive u can be if u want to *grins* I think I hv just the thing for u, wait here *rushes in, then comes out with a sort of lacy garment* This is perfect. U n I r more or less the same size, I'm sure u'll fit into this one
"But..." he took the lacy garment. It was a deep, deep red, with black. "This is a women's garment. I am a man."
Lily: Tht's the whole point of surprise. Some men r turned on wen their male spouse wear women's clothing, it's a form of kinky sex. I bet if u wear this for him, he'd absolutely fall heads ovr heels for u again
Severus gulped and nodded. "If you say this will work." He could just imagin Sirius laughing at him and the fear that Sirius would think that he was some freak.
Lily: Hv faith, I'm sure Sirius won't think of u any less, he might actually like this new side of u, n who knws, u might get extra lucky *winked to give him confidence*
Severus blushed again. "Alright, I will try it. Do I need to say anything or just give him dinner then undress?" Really Severus was not making this easy on Lily.
Lily: Good god of Merlin, u almost sound like a virgin asking for sexual advice or something *laughs* Do wat comes natural. Give him his dinner n bath, then maybe wait for him on the bed dressed in tht, tht should do the trick
Severus gulped and went even reder. "I suppose that is the logical thing to do." He said. "But if this back fires. I am never speaking to you again." Which was not true because she was his only friend.
Lily: Oh yes, I love u too, Sevvy *nuzzled him* Now lets not put these cookies to waste *saved a portion for James, then served the rest for both of them with the tea*
Thursday, December 1, 2016
Wedding on the Fly-Chp12
The carriage ride was not long. They didn't talk much on the trip to the doctors and that was fine by Severus. When they arrived Severus went in and told the receptionist that he was there too see the doctor. She told him it would be a bit and gave some paper work to fill out. Severus took the paperwork and started to fill it out.
Sirius: *sat beside Severus n watched him fill out the form, helping him out a bit here n there along the way, then aftr they were done, they waited for another 20 mins before they were called in*
Nurse: Mr Sirius Black n Mr Severus Snape-Black? The doctor will see u now, at Room 3
Sirius: Right. Let's go, Sev *waited for Sev to get up and followed beside him to the designated room*
Severus walked into exam room 3 and was told to change into a an examination gown. Severus took the gown from the nurse, who then left to give them some privacy. He then turned to Sirius. "Ok, turn around. There is nothing you need to see here." Not like Sirius hadn't seen everything before and he would after Severus put on the flimsy gown.
Sirius: Oh, c'mon, reli? We're married n ur still shy abt me seeing u? *raised a brow wen he saw Sev's serious look n sighed* Oh, alright, fine *turns ard n let Sev change, bt did steal a peek once in a while wen he thinks Sev was not looking*
Severus changed into the gown and got up one the examination table."Alright you may turn around." At that point the doctor and his nurse came in.
"Hello Mister Snape-Black and Mister Black." The doctor said, smilling brightly. "I see you are here to see if you have a bundle of joy on the way." He chuckled.
"Yes I am." Severus said matter a factly. "We have been married for over a month and I have been taking a fertility potion for the last month. I expect to be pregnant."
"Well, we can never know. Things come what they come." The doctor said.
Sirius: Well, we'd agreed before tht we would take things slowly and naturally on its course, bt unfortunately my wife is a bit of an impatient sort *grins, ignoring any glares given by Sev* Bt we will take the news anyway it comes
Nurse: *brought in the necessary equipment n motioned Sev to lie dwn on the examination table before handing it ovr to the doc to do his job*
And Severus did glare at him, wishing he had told Sirius to not come with him or in at least to tell him not to talk at all. Severus laid down, trying to get at comfortable as he could.
The doctor started a physical exam before he moved on to the magical exam.
Sirius: *waited patiently n watching the doctor do his work*
The doctor ended the test and whispered something to his nurse before turning to Severus and Sirius. "I am sorry to announce this, but baby will not make three. Mister Snape-Black. You are not pregnant."
Severus took it in calmly on the outside, nodding as if he understood, but on the inside he was panicking. Everything should have worked out how he had planned it. He should be pregnant and be done with sex for the next 9 to 12 months, but no he was not pregnant and there was this little piece inside of him was happy that the sex would continue. "Are you sure?" he found himself asked.
"Very." The doctor answered back.
Sirius: Oh dear, tht is disappointing *wasn't so much as disappointed abt the bad news as he was worried abt how Sev would react to the news; he knew that Sev had always been eager n vry vocal abt quickly getting pregnant so tht they would not hv sex anymore. He was a little glad tht he could continue the sex, bt he was more concerned abt how Sev would take it*
The doctor smiled and put his things away. "We will leave you to redress." The doctor left with his nurse behind him.
Severus nodded. He waited until the doctor left before he let out the breath had been holding. "The potion was perfect. Every step was just how it was suppose to be right down to the last ingredient and stage. Even my master said it was the best batch he had ever seen. It has to me. I have to be the problem."
Sirius: Now, now, Severus. It's alright. Ur not entirely the blame. Maybe I am the problem. Maybe we weren't doing it at the right time. These things take time and luck, n luck is not at our side at the moment. We can try again. Just take it easy
Severus pushed him away. "You just saying that so you can fuck me some more." He turned his head away from Sirius. "Hand me my clothes." He asked, so his clothes where in a table on the other side of Sirius.
Sirius: *flinched a little wen he was pushed, bt did not complain abt it as he handed him his clothes* No, I'm not just saying tht. I reli mean it. I'll admit I enjoy hving sex with u, bt I've nvr done it against ur will *followed behind him as they left the ward n made their way to the carriage*
Severus redressed, not caring about Sirius seeing him or not. They went out to get into the carriage. Severus got in and sat down heavy on one of the seats. "I have to return to work tomorrow, since I am not pregnant. I can not slack on my duties. We will start trying again this weekend when you get some time off."
Sirius: *grins a little as he sat dwn beside him* U make it sound like a business transaction, bt sure, u got a deal *dared himself to inch a little closer n put an arm ard Sev's shoulder, just for the sake of comforting him*
"This is a business transaction. It has never been anything but that." He pushed the arm off. "No touching me now, Black." He pushed himself up again the other side of the carriage as they robe home.
Sirius: *sat beside Severus n watched him fill out the form, helping him out a bit here n there along the way, then aftr they were done, they waited for another 20 mins before they were called in*
Nurse: Mr Sirius Black n Mr Severus Snape-Black? The doctor will see u now, at Room 3
Sirius: Right. Let's go, Sev *waited for Sev to get up and followed beside him to the designated room*
Severus walked into exam room 3 and was told to change into a an examination gown. Severus took the gown from the nurse, who then left to give them some privacy. He then turned to Sirius. "Ok, turn around. There is nothing you need to see here." Not like Sirius hadn't seen everything before and he would after Severus put on the flimsy gown.
Sirius: Oh, c'mon, reli? We're married n ur still shy abt me seeing u? *raised a brow wen he saw Sev's serious look n sighed* Oh, alright, fine *turns ard n let Sev change, bt did steal a peek once in a while wen he thinks Sev was not looking*
Severus changed into the gown and got up one the examination table."Alright you may turn around." At that point the doctor and his nurse came in.
"Hello Mister Snape-Black and Mister Black." The doctor said, smilling brightly. "I see you are here to see if you have a bundle of joy on the way." He chuckled.
"Yes I am." Severus said matter a factly. "We have been married for over a month and I have been taking a fertility potion for the last month. I expect to be pregnant."
"Well, we can never know. Things come what they come." The doctor said.
Sirius: Well, we'd agreed before tht we would take things slowly and naturally on its course, bt unfortunately my wife is a bit of an impatient sort *grins, ignoring any glares given by Sev* Bt we will take the news anyway it comes
Nurse: *brought in the necessary equipment n motioned Sev to lie dwn on the examination table before handing it ovr to the doc to do his job*
And Severus did glare at him, wishing he had told Sirius to not come with him or in at least to tell him not to talk at all. Severus laid down, trying to get at comfortable as he could.
The doctor started a physical exam before he moved on to the magical exam.
Sirius: *waited patiently n watching the doctor do his work*
The doctor ended the test and whispered something to his nurse before turning to Severus and Sirius. "I am sorry to announce this, but baby will not make three. Mister Snape-Black. You are not pregnant."
Severus took it in calmly on the outside, nodding as if he understood, but on the inside he was panicking. Everything should have worked out how he had planned it. He should be pregnant and be done with sex for the next 9 to 12 months, but no he was not pregnant and there was this little piece inside of him was happy that the sex would continue. "Are you sure?" he found himself asked.
"Very." The doctor answered back.
Sirius: Oh dear, tht is disappointing *wasn't so much as disappointed abt the bad news as he was worried abt how Sev would react to the news; he knew that Sev had always been eager n vry vocal abt quickly getting pregnant so tht they would not hv sex anymore. He was a little glad tht he could continue the sex, bt he was more concerned abt how Sev would take it*
The doctor smiled and put his things away. "We will leave you to redress." The doctor left with his nurse behind him.
Severus nodded. He waited until the doctor left before he let out the breath had been holding. "The potion was perfect. Every step was just how it was suppose to be right down to the last ingredient and stage. Even my master said it was the best batch he had ever seen. It has to me. I have to be the problem."
Sirius: Now, now, Severus. It's alright. Ur not entirely the blame. Maybe I am the problem. Maybe we weren't doing it at the right time. These things take time and luck, n luck is not at our side at the moment. We can try again. Just take it easy
Severus pushed him away. "You just saying that so you can fuck me some more." He turned his head away from Sirius. "Hand me my clothes." He asked, so his clothes where in a table on the other side of Sirius.
Sirius: *flinched a little wen he was pushed, bt did not complain abt it as he handed him his clothes* No, I'm not just saying tht. I reli mean it. I'll admit I enjoy hving sex with u, bt I've nvr done it against ur will *followed behind him as they left the ward n made their way to the carriage*
Severus redressed, not caring about Sirius seeing him or not. They went out to get into the carriage. Severus got in and sat down heavy on one of the seats. "I have to return to work tomorrow, since I am not pregnant. I can not slack on my duties. We will start trying again this weekend when you get some time off."
Sirius: *grins a little as he sat dwn beside him* U make it sound like a business transaction, bt sure, u got a deal *dared himself to inch a little closer n put an arm ard Sev's shoulder, just for the sake of comforting him*
"This is a business transaction. It has never been anything but that." He pushed the arm off. "No touching me now, Black." He pushed himself up again the other side of the carriage as they robe home.
Wedding on the Fly-Chp11
Sirius: Nice breakfast u hv there. Arent u eating? I dont see ur share
"I already ate." He lied and poured Sirius some coffee.
Sirius: Reli? U sure ur not just saying tht? *sat dwn anyway n started helping himself to the breakfast*
"I am fine, Black. I don't need to eat too much, not yet at least." He said, sitting down with some tea.
Sirius: So was tht ur best friend Lily? Calling to say hi?
"Yes and that she is expecting her first child. She always has to one up her sister, even though Petunia is two years older and a plain Jane."
Sirius: Wow, she's pregnant? Congrats to her. Bt why? Is she competing with her sister or something?
"Yes. Petunia married this fat ugly muggle named Dursley. Almost two years ago. One day one Petunia had to rub it in Lily's face that she had married someone 'normal'. That he had a good stable well paying job and that Lily would never marry anyone like him. I told Lily to tell Petunia. Thank god on that."
Sirius: Hah, wait till tht Muggle husband of hers knws wat REAL money looks like. I bet he's nvr been paid in real gold n silver before. I nvr get why Muggles would settle for paper money. I guess I should go hook up with James n give him the ol' congratulatory noogie later *grins*
"You know it does take two to tango. He didn't do all the work." He sipped his tea. "Are you going to come with me to my appointment or are you going to work?"
Sirius: My class doesn't start till aftrnoon. I can go with u *finished his food n sipped his coffee*
"Alright then. I will go get dressed then and you can come when you are done with your coffee." He got up and headed back upstairs to the bedroom.
Sirius: Alright *sipped his coffee while reading the just delivered newspaper by owl*
Severus washed up and put on his clothes, then laid out Sirius' clothes on the bed and went to brush his teeth. As he did his gums bleed. Hmm, interesting. He had always had healthy gums, teeth was another thing.
Sirius: *finished his drink n continued reading his paper, waiting for Sev to come dwn*
Severus came back down after getting dressed, bottoming his last button. "I have laid out your clothes if you wish to change into him." Severus said. "We need to leave in less than 20 minutes. I will not be late to my appointment."
Sirius: *grins* Punctual n uptight as always, aren't we? Alright, I won't be long *went up to get changed, impressed by how well-laid n proper the clothes were, then went dwn aftr changing* OK, I'm all ready anyways n I've got the carriage ready. Let's go, shall we? *held out his hand for Sev to take as they made their way out
Wednesday, November 30, 2016
Wedding on the Fly-Chp10
Severus got up and dressed and made sure breakfast was on the table, but he was not hungry. After what he said ysterday would Sirius want to have sex with himwhen he was pregnant. He sighed and pushed his food away.
*a crackling was heard at the fireplc, indicating a firecall was coming in*
Severus turned to look at the fireplace and he got up and walked over.
Lily: Hello? Hello~ Anybody home? Sevvy~?
"Hello, Lily." Severus answered kneeling down infront of the fire she she could see him.
Lily: Oh! Hey, Sevvy! How's life treating ya?
"Fine, Lily. How are you doing?"
Lily: Pretty good. Oh, hv I got some news for u
"You got the position you where vying for?" He asked?
Lily: Evn better. I'm pregnant. Ur gonna be an uncle soon, my best buddy~
Severus blinked. "I thought you said you wanted a year or two before a child."
Lily: Yeah, well, tht's wat I thought too, bt I just kinda found out frm Petunia tht she was also pregnant n she was totally rubbing it in on me tht she actually owled it to me evn tho she hated magic. She reli got into me so...well...I guess I...didnt wanna lose...? *looks a little awkward n bashful, feeling a little stupid now tht she said it*
"You know you are so much better than Petunia. She married a muggle and will have a muggle child. The child will never know magic, but yours will." Severus had to laugh. "But I am happy for you. Although I though I would be pregnant first."
Lily: Yeah, true, bt at least I'm gonna hv a magic kid n I can totally rub it in bk at her or something. Ugh, OK, tht sounds evn more stupid. I guess I let my competitive streak get the best of me. Wen I got the news, James n I totally fucked like rabbits. He was ecstatic wen I told him the news, n I guess it makes me happy to see him happy too
"Ok, I didn't need to know what you do with your husband. That is too much imformation." He shook his head as if to get the image out of his mind.
Lily: Heh, sorry. Bt why would u think u'd be pregnant before me?
"I have been taking a potion to aid me in conception. You know I wanted a child fast so I would not have to put up with sex with him." Even though he was starting to like it, he did not to admit it, even to Lily.
Lily: Geez, Sevvy, sex is not something to put up with. Its something u enjoy. Bt knwing u, I bet u actually do enjoy it. Ur just too stubborn to admit it *grins deviously*
"I do not enjoy it, Lily. I tolirate it. Like you schould. The boy lies, the mind never does." He said, but he was blushing slightly. "I have an apointment today and I hope I am pregnant."
Lily: Watevr u say, Sevvy, n good luck *gave him a double thumbs-up*
Sirius: *passed by n saw Severus entertaining a firecall, just waved at Lily before leaving them to it*
Lily: *waved bk at him* Looks like ur hubby is awake
"Thank you Lily. Now you get some rest and anything you need, just floo." He smiled and ened the call. He got up and went into the kitchen.
*a crackling was heard at the fireplc, indicating a firecall was coming in*
Severus turned to look at the fireplace and he got up and walked over.
Lily: Hello? Hello~ Anybody home? Sevvy~?
"Hello, Lily." Severus answered kneeling down infront of the fire she she could see him.
Lily: Oh! Hey, Sevvy! How's life treating ya?
"Fine, Lily. How are you doing?"
Lily: Pretty good. Oh, hv I got some news for u
"You got the position you where vying for?" He asked?
Lily: Evn better. I'm pregnant. Ur gonna be an uncle soon, my best buddy~
Severus blinked. "I thought you said you wanted a year or two before a child."
Lily: Yeah, well, tht's wat I thought too, bt I just kinda found out frm Petunia tht she was also pregnant n she was totally rubbing it in on me tht she actually owled it to me evn tho she hated magic. She reli got into me so...well...I guess I...didnt wanna lose...? *looks a little awkward n bashful, feeling a little stupid now tht she said it*
"You know you are so much better than Petunia. She married a muggle and will have a muggle child. The child will never know magic, but yours will." Severus had to laugh. "But I am happy for you. Although I though I would be pregnant first."
Lily: Yeah, true, bt at least I'm gonna hv a magic kid n I can totally rub it in bk at her or something. Ugh, OK, tht sounds evn more stupid. I guess I let my competitive streak get the best of me. Wen I got the news, James n I totally fucked like rabbits. He was ecstatic wen I told him the news, n I guess it makes me happy to see him happy too
"Ok, I didn't need to know what you do with your husband. That is too much imformation." He shook his head as if to get the image out of his mind.
Lily: Heh, sorry. Bt why would u think u'd be pregnant before me?
"I have been taking a potion to aid me in conception. You know I wanted a child fast so I would not have to put up with sex with him." Even though he was starting to like it, he did not to admit it, even to Lily.
Lily: Geez, Sevvy, sex is not something to put up with. Its something u enjoy. Bt knwing u, I bet u actually do enjoy it. Ur just too stubborn to admit it *grins deviously*
"I do not enjoy it, Lily. I tolirate it. Like you schould. The boy lies, the mind never does." He said, but he was blushing slightly. "I have an apointment today and I hope I am pregnant."
Lily: Watevr u say, Sevvy, n good luck *gave him a double thumbs-up*
Sirius: *passed by n saw Severus entertaining a firecall, just waved at Lily before leaving them to it*
Lily: *waved bk at him* Looks like ur hubby is awake
"Thank you Lily. Now you get some rest and anything you need, just floo." He smiled and ened the call. He got up and went into the kitchen.
Wedding on the Fly-Chp9
Sirius: Scouts' honour *carried him out of the office n upstairs to their room n into the bathroom. He then sets him dwn n ran the bath* So, other than meeting with ur friend, wat did u do today?
"I worked, unlike you. I brewed alot of potions. That is why my hair is so gressy."
Sirius: I dont think its THAT greasy *finished running the bath n guide Sev to join him in the tub* I think ur hair looks fine, just a little smudged
"Would you stop treating my like I am piece of glass." He pulled his hand away and settled in the tub, away from Sirius.
Sirius: I want to. Ur my wife, u deserve to be taken care of by ur husband once in a while. Besides, I suppose I deserve it for making u upset somehow abt Remus
"I told you I was not upset about who you associate with." He said looking over his shoulder at Sirius, then back and stated to wash.
Sirius: *smiled n moved close to him while he helped him wash his bk* Do u wanna knw who he is? Since sooner or later we might run into him, I thought it would be fair for u to knw him a little
"He is a friend. What more should I know about him?" He already hated him, he didn't want to come to like him, that would ruin everything.
Sirius: I think u might find him intriguing, n since ur my wife, I think its OK to share this secret with u: He's a werewolf
Severus wiped his head. "A real werewolf? Not just werewolf tendances?"
Sirius: *shook his head* A real werewolf. He was turned wen he was attacked by werewolves during a camping trip with his parents wen he was 9, n he'd been turning evry full moon evr since. Only James n I knw his secret, n we would accompany him during his transformation in our Animagus form during tht time
"You are and unregistured animagus?" He didn't rember seeing that he could turn into anything on his file that Severus had went and researched.
Sirius: Well... *grins hesitantly* Lets just say Jamie n I decided to advance ourselves ahead of our higher learning. I knw we're only supposed to learn Animagus in college bt we did it for Remy. Or else he'd be so lonely n his instincts would drive him to shred us to pieces if he sees any humans
"Can you please not call them by such pet name." He quickly then added. "We are all adults now."
Sirius: *chuckles* I knw we're all adults, bt it doesnt hurt to be kids at heart. Aftr all, we've been best friends forevr...or r u jealous? *crooned against the bk of Severus' shoulder*
Severus splashed water in his face. "Why should I be jealous. They are only your friends and I am only you wife." He put infafence on both onlys.
Sirius: *was undeterred* Ah, yes, bt ur not ONLY my wife. Ur my companion, my significant other n my friend too. I cannot see u as just tht *kissed the nape of his neck, bt doesnt proceed more, keeping his promise of no sex*
Severus bit back a moan. "I don't know why you just can't conform to the stanard rules, Black."
Sirius: Coz I'm not a stickler for rules. Not reli anyways. Rules r meant to be bent, if not broken *continued to help him wash his bk*
"Ah now I can see why you where sent to the head master all those times. You never followed rules."
Sirius: U only live once, tht's wat we always say, n "I swear I am up to no good", tht's our motto *chuckles as he finished washing Sev's bk n started washing himself*
Severus finished as well. "And are you going to teach out children to behave like you?" he asked.
Sirius: Maybe, maybe not. I prefer tht we would raise our children together, balance out our strengths n weaknesses for them. Isnt tht wat being parents is all abt?
"I suppose." he shrugged. As a child he knew when to get away from his parents when his father started to yell, lest he get hit, but as he grew up he started getting in the middle of those arguments.
Sirius: I take family vry seriously. My brother n I were raised by nannies all our lives, n our parents sometimes barely knew we exist unless we did something to jeopardize the family name. I knw how parents' influence r vry important to children
"Maybe it was better to be raised by nannies. You never got to see your paretns quarl so you never have to worry about putting a stop to it."
Sirius: Is tht wat happened to ur parents? *finished his soaping n started rinsing*
"I suppose you have the right to know. Yes. My parents faught all the time. My father was hurt in a factory acedent when I was just a baby and got his penchin, which he used on alcohol. He then would beat my mum."
Sirius: Bt ur mother still loves him, evn tho they quarrel n he treated her like nothing? Why is tht?
"She was a pureblood and he was a muggle. He wooed her before he knew what she was. She wound up pregnant with me. She was disowned by his family. What else could she do? She married my father then told him about our magic. I think he might have been jealous of my mothers ablility to do magic. But I could only take it for so long."
Sirius: If u dont mind me asking...wat happened? How did ur father die? How did ur mom ended up in St Mungo?
"He broke her. After everything he did, ever beating, every affair it was his death that broke her. He went out to get something to drink and got run over by a drunk driver. Irony, I know. At his funeral, my mother shattered. I had to put her in the hospital. She just stares out the window. When she got the first room she would not stop fighting until she sat a little bit of sun. I did eveything I could, saves every last penny to get her a room with a good veiw and sun shine."
Sirius: Sounds like wat Muggles would call "Stockholm Syndrome" to me. Ur dad broke her so bad tht she think she couldnt live without him n blames herself for his death, I suppose. She reli does love him, doesnt she?
"I don't see why, but yes I suppose she still loves him. The doctors don't think she will ever come out of it. I haven't heard a word from her in two years."
Sirius: Do u suppose...I could visit her someday? Get to knw her n let her get to knw me? Aftr all, she deserves to knw tht ur married to me
"I don't know. I don't what you think of her and less. She is very fragile. She only has me and Lily to visit her."
Sirius: I wouldnt think of her any less. Trust me. I've been deprived parents all my life. Hving a mother in law is better than hving no mother at all
Severus nodded and finished up. "Can I get out now?"
Sirius: *smiled* Well, I'm not stopping u. I'm gonna soak in here for a while longer
Severus got out and dried and then put the towel around him. "I will call for dinner." He said before walking out and closing the door so he could get some privacy. He had explosed his darkest secret and yet he didn't feel exposed. He felt relived.
Sirius: *laid bk n enjoyed the bath, glad to hv finally know more abt his wife than usual, n tht this time they were slightly closer than before*
"I worked, unlike you. I brewed alot of potions. That is why my hair is so gressy."
Sirius: I dont think its THAT greasy *finished running the bath n guide Sev to join him in the tub* I think ur hair looks fine, just a little smudged
"Would you stop treating my like I am piece of glass." He pulled his hand away and settled in the tub, away from Sirius.
Sirius: I want to. Ur my wife, u deserve to be taken care of by ur husband once in a while. Besides, I suppose I deserve it for making u upset somehow abt Remus
"I told you I was not upset about who you associate with." He said looking over his shoulder at Sirius, then back and stated to wash.
Sirius: *smiled n moved close to him while he helped him wash his bk* Do u wanna knw who he is? Since sooner or later we might run into him, I thought it would be fair for u to knw him a little
"He is a friend. What more should I know about him?" He already hated him, he didn't want to come to like him, that would ruin everything.
Sirius: I think u might find him intriguing, n since ur my wife, I think its OK to share this secret with u: He's a werewolf
Severus wiped his head. "A real werewolf? Not just werewolf tendances?"
Sirius: *shook his head* A real werewolf. He was turned wen he was attacked by werewolves during a camping trip with his parents wen he was 9, n he'd been turning evry full moon evr since. Only James n I knw his secret, n we would accompany him during his transformation in our Animagus form during tht time
"You are and unregistured animagus?" He didn't rember seeing that he could turn into anything on his file that Severus had went and researched.
Sirius: Well... *grins hesitantly* Lets just say Jamie n I decided to advance ourselves ahead of our higher learning. I knw we're only supposed to learn Animagus in college bt we did it for Remy. Or else he'd be so lonely n his instincts would drive him to shred us to pieces if he sees any humans
"Can you please not call them by such pet name." He quickly then added. "We are all adults now."
Sirius: *chuckles* I knw we're all adults, bt it doesnt hurt to be kids at heart. Aftr all, we've been best friends forevr...or r u jealous? *crooned against the bk of Severus' shoulder*
Severus splashed water in his face. "Why should I be jealous. They are only your friends and I am only you wife." He put infafence on both onlys.
Sirius: *was undeterred* Ah, yes, bt ur not ONLY my wife. Ur my companion, my significant other n my friend too. I cannot see u as just tht *kissed the nape of his neck, bt doesnt proceed more, keeping his promise of no sex*
Severus bit back a moan. "I don't know why you just can't conform to the stanard rules, Black."
Sirius: Coz I'm not a stickler for rules. Not reli anyways. Rules r meant to be bent, if not broken *continued to help him wash his bk*
"Ah now I can see why you where sent to the head master all those times. You never followed rules."
Sirius: U only live once, tht's wat we always say, n "I swear I am up to no good", tht's our motto *chuckles as he finished washing Sev's bk n started washing himself*
Severus finished as well. "And are you going to teach out children to behave like you?" he asked.
Sirius: Maybe, maybe not. I prefer tht we would raise our children together, balance out our strengths n weaknesses for them. Isnt tht wat being parents is all abt?
"I suppose." he shrugged. As a child he knew when to get away from his parents when his father started to yell, lest he get hit, but as he grew up he started getting in the middle of those arguments.
Sirius: I take family vry seriously. My brother n I were raised by nannies all our lives, n our parents sometimes barely knew we exist unless we did something to jeopardize the family name. I knw how parents' influence r vry important to children
"Maybe it was better to be raised by nannies. You never got to see your paretns quarl so you never have to worry about putting a stop to it."
Sirius: Is tht wat happened to ur parents? *finished his soaping n started rinsing*
"I suppose you have the right to know. Yes. My parents faught all the time. My father was hurt in a factory acedent when I was just a baby and got his penchin, which he used on alcohol. He then would beat my mum."
Sirius: Bt ur mother still loves him, evn tho they quarrel n he treated her like nothing? Why is tht?
"She was a pureblood and he was a muggle. He wooed her before he knew what she was. She wound up pregnant with me. She was disowned by his family. What else could she do? She married my father then told him about our magic. I think he might have been jealous of my mothers ablility to do magic. But I could only take it for so long."
Sirius: If u dont mind me asking...wat happened? How did ur father die? How did ur mom ended up in St Mungo?
"He broke her. After everything he did, ever beating, every affair it was his death that broke her. He went out to get something to drink and got run over by a drunk driver. Irony, I know. At his funeral, my mother shattered. I had to put her in the hospital. She just stares out the window. When she got the first room she would not stop fighting until she sat a little bit of sun. I did eveything I could, saves every last penny to get her a room with a good veiw and sun shine."
Sirius: Sounds like wat Muggles would call "Stockholm Syndrome" to me. Ur dad broke her so bad tht she think she couldnt live without him n blames herself for his death, I suppose. She reli does love him, doesnt she?
"I don't see why, but yes I suppose she still loves him. The doctors don't think she will ever come out of it. I haven't heard a word from her in two years."
Sirius: Do u suppose...I could visit her someday? Get to knw her n let her get to knw me? Aftr all, she deserves to knw tht ur married to me
"I don't know. I don't what you think of her and less. She is very fragile. She only has me and Lily to visit her."
Sirius: I wouldnt think of her any less. Trust me. I've been deprived parents all my life. Hving a mother in law is better than hving no mother at all
Severus nodded and finished up. "Can I get out now?"
Sirius: *smiled* Well, I'm not stopping u. I'm gonna soak in here for a while longer
Severus got out and dried and then put the towel around him. "I will call for dinner." He said before walking out and closing the door so he could get some privacy. He had explosed his darkest secret and yet he didn't feel exposed. He felt relived.
Sirius: *laid bk n enjoyed the bath, glad to hv finally know more abt his wife than usual, n tht this time they were slightly closer than before*
Wedding on the Fly-Chp8
Sirius: *came home with some of the books he bought with his Marauder buddy Remus, thinking tht Severus would like these kind of books n wanted to give him something he might appreciate* I'm home
Severus walked in the door and hug up his cloak. He still could not get the image of the other man out of his mind. Who was he, how did he know sirius? Being in a book store had to have some kind of an intamise behind it. He walked into what was his small little office and looked at the books that he had collected over the years. He was either alone, with his mother, or Lily when he had collected the books. Could this man be a friend? or a lover? He heard Sirius from the front hall and moved to the door way. "In my study."
Sirius: *hears him n comes to the study* Hey, Severus. U busy? I got something for u, I dunno if u like them, I just thought it would be ur kind of books *gave him the paper bag containing the books*
Severus took it and then looked in to see the books. "Ah...thank you." He nodded and went to his desk to pull the books out of the bag. "Gardening. Yes. I do like them. I have been thinking about putting a garden out back. With your promission, of course."
Sirius: *smiled* U dont reli hv to ask permission for evrything. My home is ur home too, remember? Besides ur right, the house needs a little greenery ard here
"It really is your home, Sirius. I just live here." He turned to face him. "So your went to the book store today. Any special reason you did?"
Sirius: Huh? No particular reason, I just got off frm my training n thought I'd get u something wen I passed by the bookstore. Why?
"You haven't before. Just wondering why you got them for me." Was Sirius, in a way, trying to tell him he was sorry for having an affiar? Not that Severus would care. His heart was locked up deep inside it's little 'prison' as Lily called it. "I didn't take you for the type that would even go into a bookstore, let along buy from there."
Sirius: Well, I still go frm time to time. Aftr all, I wanted to get a gift for my wife. I cant always be the taker all the time now, can I? *smiled gently at him*
"I didn't say you where the taker." Severus said. Was he really not going to admit that he was with anohter man today? "But thank you for the books." He nodded at the three books.
Sirius: *felt some slight hostility n came closer* Is there something u'd like to say? The way ur saying it, it seems like u knw I went to the bookstore today
"I was having lunch with Lily today." He took the books and started to put them in in his bookshelf. "You can out with another man from the store."
Sirius: Ah, so u met Remus. He's my old classmate along with James bk in school. We ran into each other wen I was in the bookstore looking for books for u
Severus was still sceptical. "I don't mind if you have someone on the side. I don't care. But I would hope that you would tell me about it. I don't want to find out about it after the fact." He came back to his desk and started to go through his mail.
Sirius: *blinked for a moment then smiled n put a gentle hand on his shoulder* U do care. I can tell frm ur tone tht ur at least concerned
Severus looked up, and frowned. He held up one of the letters. "I have a doctors apointment in two days. Hopefully I am pregnant so I won't have to tollerate you and your sexually perfomence anymore."
Sirius: Is it reli tht bad for u? Do u reli hate sex tht much? *looked a little sad tht Severus still wouldnt see their love-making as such* I've told u before tht I would nvr cheat n would nvr put u thru wat ur father did to ur mother. Remus is just a friend. Nothing more
"Yes, I hate sex. I hate how it makes me feel before, during, and afterwards. I hate everything about it. I just want the child so I can go back to the old ways of not having you touch me." He said the last just to hurt Sirius. He did like how he felt before sex and during, but it was the after that most frightened him that vonerablilty when anything do happen to him. "As for your friend, fine he is a friend, I don't care."
Sirius: *it stung to hear it, evn tho he knew it was a facade, bt then he couldnt reli tell frm Severus' poker face. Without warning, he pinned Severus against the wall, staring dwn at him before he leaned in to kiss him deeply, his hands holding onto Sev's hips firmly*
Severus flintched slightly as he was pushed against the wall. He looked up at Sirius, waiting to see what came next, had he pushed too far, was Sirius going to break his cool and hit him? No instead he was pressed frim lips against him. Severus tried to struggle, that was a rule, no kissing and he didn't want to break it, but it was too hard to fight back agaisnt Sirius, who was clearly strong.
Sirius: *kissed him some more, then slowly moved frm aggressive to passionate, gently slowing it dwn as he tried to calm Sev dwn with his touches. He wanted to prove tht he was not the person Sev thinks of him to be, bt he didnt want to scare him either*
Severus still tried to fight what he was losing the battle with his body. His body didn't want to push Sirius away, it wanted to pulled him in closer. Finaly, he stoped trying to push him away and started to respond to the kisses.
Sirius: *gently led him to the couch of the study, kissing his cheeks n his neck this time as his hands caressed Sev's body* I would nvr cheat on u, n I would nvr find another. Pls trust me *spoke btwn kisses* Ur my wife, n I promised to be true to u, no matter wat
"I never wanted to be a wife." He said but not to be mean, it was true. "I didn't want what happened to my mum happen to me. Just one silly emotion and you are doomed forever." He turned his head away from Sirius.
Sirius: I knw, bt we're here now *caressed his cheek n stroke his hair* n I dont want us to be such strangers. I would nvr let wat happened to ur mom happen to u, u knw tht. Pls just trust me. Wat can I do to gain ur trust?
"I...I really don't know...I only trust Lily and I still don't know who that came about." He shrugged. "I don't let people in that can hurt me."
Sirius: Then try to trust me as u would trust Lily. I swear I would nvr hurt u, n I mean it *kissed his cheek* I knw I'm not supposed to kiss u bt...I cant help it, n... *blushed a little* I think I'm hving a bit of a boner right now frm kissing u
Severus blushed too. "Um, yeah, it is kinda digging into my side." He said, then he licked his lips. "What do you want me to do about it? "
Sirius: Well...I dunno if ur OK with sucking it...bt its OK if u dont want to, u can just stroke it
"I...don't know how." He said, moving his slightly shaking hands to the front of Sirius pants. Slowly he undid them to let Sirius hang out.
Sirius: I can show u *gently takes his hand n put it on his cock* Gently massage it up n dwn, squeeze it just a bit bt not too hard, n if ur up to it, u can start by licking the tip
Severus nodded, stroking the others cock slightly. It was a weird, feeling, almost like velvet, but it was not a bad feeling. He squeezed a bit, but he still didn't want to put his month on it. "Is it ok, if I just stroke it?" He asked.
Sirius: *nods* Sure, take ur time *his hands reached dwn to tweak Sev's nipples in turn, massaging n caressing his chest*
Severus bit his lip against the moan. "You seem to have an afinity for my nipples." He squeezed a bit harder, but not too hard to hurt.
Sirius: *hissed a little at the squeeze, bt it was a good hiss as he smirked* Well, its bcoz nipples r always the most sensitive part of a person, n dont tell me u dont like it *tweaked it a bit more, pinching it sensually*
"Ah!" Severus shivered. "Only beacuse you like to abuse them. Ah, stop! I am losing my concentration." He said, as his hand was stalling then starting again, then stalling again.
Sirius: *chuckles* Its OK, u dont hv to do it perfectly. I wanna pleasure u too *pushed Sev dwn gently again n started attacking his nipples wiht his mouth, sucking n licking them*
"Ah." Severus was trying to let out all the noises that he had been holding in all the other time. "Sssirius..." he moaned.
Sirius: Lemme show u first how its done *takes Sev's pants off n started licking the tip of his cock while massaging the rest with his hand*
"Oh god, Sirius!" Never had he felt something so good. Severus grabbed Sirius' shirt.
Sirius: *smirked n took the tip in his mouth, sucking it as he made long, gentle strokes on Sev's cock, licking it occasionally*
"Sirius...uh.." He gripped him even harder and bit his other hand trying not to come too fast.
Sirius: *sucked a bit n grinned* R u gonna come soon? *flicked his tongue at the tip*
"Yes...but I don't want to..." he moaned, shifting a bit on the couch.
Sirius: *nods n kissed the tip of the cock* Then I'll distract u *whispered lube on his hands n started preparing Sev, putting in two fingers, one at a time, n finger-fucked him gently*
"Oh! How is that suppose to...Ah! so close, so close! Sirius!" Severus bit his hand even harder, Sirtius was not playing fair.
Sirius: *smirks as he took Severus' cock in his mouth again as he continued finger-fucking him, seeming like he DOES want to make him come*
"OH god, OH GOD!!!" He screamed as he started to come.
Sirius: *drank him all in as he continued to thrust his fingers, occasionally brushing the spot to maximize his pleasure*
"oh....siri....us..." he panted, laying there, twitching more as Sirius pleaseured him.
Sirius: *licked his lips n pulled out his fingers, positioning his cock against Sev's ass* Ready for another round?
Severus nodded. He was ready, in a way. His body wanted it, but his mind was screaming for him to say no, to leave.
Sirius: R u sure? We can stop if u want. I dont mind, reli *to be honest he reli wanted to go on, bt he didnt want to scare Sev with his horniness*
"Just do it, Sirius. I don't really mind.." He said. Forget his head and it's logic he wanted to be fucked.
Sirius: *smiled gently n whispered extra lube on himself before gently pushing himself into Sev's ass, stopping to let him adjust*
Severus panted, gripping the other's shoulders. "I said FUCK ME!" He screamed at the other. He had waited too long just to have slowly, gentle sex. He wanted rought hard sex.
Sirius: Well, arent we raunchy? *grins as he started moving, increasing his pace evrytime, getting closer n closer to Sev's sweet spot, his hand reached to pinch n tug at Sev's nipples*
"Oh god! So close, so close! Hard, damn it!" Severus gripped him harder.
Sirius: U asked for it, my little wife *pushed Sev's legs up n spread it wider to get a more accurate hit, increasing his pace again n rammed it without mercy*
Severus couldn't even get a coherent word out. All he could do was scream to the heavens and just feel and feel he did. Even with their intimacy before this was nothing compared to anything he had felt. With the pleasure he felt he couldn't even hear that little voice in the back of his mind that said 'this is going to end badly.'
Sirius: *was also lost in this, tho secretly he felt glad evrytime Sev would voice out his pleasure during their sex. At least he knew he was enjoying it, evn tho later he would say he didnt, bt right now he was savouring the moment as he hit the spot mercilessly, almost folding Sev in half as he pummeled into him, loving the tight grip of muscles ard his cock*
Severus didn't know how much longer he was going to last. Even though he was the last to come and Sirius had not yet come. "Fffufffu..." he was still trying to talk by it seemed that a cock bushing against his spot was making that very hard.
Sirius: *groans* Ur...gonna come...? I'm...close...too...Together... *increased his pace, going the hardest, fastest n deepest he could go, assaulting Sev's spot like his life depended on it until finally he emptied inside him long n hard, as if his orgasm was going to spur Sev to come too*
"Siiiiii.....oh FUCK!" He got a full word out as he started to come, his body clamping down on Sirius, not wanting to let him go until Sirius had filled him completely up.
Sirius: *wasnt going to let go of Sev either until he finished evry last drop inside Sev, groaning out loud in pleasure, n again impulse made him lean in to kiss Sev deeply*
Severus didn't pull away from the kiss this time. He was too tired and foggy. He kissed back even. Then as he started to come back to earth, those old feelings came back. He was on his couch in his office with Sirius. Shit! "Alright I think that is enough." he said trying to push Sirius off him.
Sirius: No *said in an almost pleading voice as he cuddled him close, laying him bk on the couch* Just stay with me for a while, for me? Pls?
Severus opened his mouth to say something but couldn't bring himself to do that. "Well..it can't be comfortable on the couch."
Sirius: Its fine. I'm comfortable with u in my arms *nuzzled him a little as he lay with him, feeling skin against skin, for once not hving tht empty feeling sometimes he got evrytime Sev went away aftr their sex*
Severus on the other hand was having mixed feelings. Not sure if he really wanted to lay like this with sirius, but didn't have much choice.
Sirius: *felt the urge to say those 3 words. Dare he say it n spoil the moment? Would Sev appreciate it or would he hate it. He couldnt decide, so he kept quiet, opting to just stroke his hair*
Severus was more or less stiff in his arms. He did relax a bit. "Uh, so...when are you going to be ready to get up."
Sirius: Why r u so eager to leave? It doesnt hurt to relax n enjoy each other's company
"Unlike you, who can lounge about all day I have things that must be attened to before tomorrow." He threw at him.
Sirius: I dont lounge abt all day. I do hv paperwork n thesis to do other than practical physical Auror training, u knw *twirled his finger ard a lock of Sev's hair*
"Really? I thought your line of work was about beening physical. That is what you seem to want to all the time."
Sirius: Well, being an Auror doesnt mean running ard all the time. It is 70% of the time, bt 30% is still paperwork. I just hv the occasional habit of procrastinating *grins*
"I can see that. It is a wonder that you passed your classes in school. I suppose you have half the student population on their back, didn't you?"
Sirius: Well, I was the Quidditch Beater wen James n I were in the Quidditch team bk in school. Many ppl say I hv the stamina of a horse
"And something else of a horse." He gumbled.
Sirius: *grins* I take tht as a compliment. Ur not too shabby urself *gestured at the slightly toned physique of Severus despite him being thinner than himself*
"Oh do shut up. Your giveing me a headache." He huffed, but made no atempted to move still.
Sirius: *chuckles* Come, lets get cleaned up. I wanna hv a bath with u together *carries Severus bridal style* We havent had a bath together since we got married
"You are infuriating, do you know that?" He asked, but what could he do? And a bath did sound nice. "No more sex, though."
Severus walked in the door and hug up his cloak. He still could not get the image of the other man out of his mind. Who was he, how did he know sirius? Being in a book store had to have some kind of an intamise behind it. He walked into what was his small little office and looked at the books that he had collected over the years. He was either alone, with his mother, or Lily when he had collected the books. Could this man be a friend? or a lover? He heard Sirius from the front hall and moved to the door way. "In my study."
Sirius: *hears him n comes to the study* Hey, Severus. U busy? I got something for u, I dunno if u like them, I just thought it would be ur kind of books *gave him the paper bag containing the books*
Severus took it and then looked in to see the books. "Ah...thank you." He nodded and went to his desk to pull the books out of the bag. "Gardening. Yes. I do like them. I have been thinking about putting a garden out back. With your promission, of course."
Sirius: *smiled* U dont reli hv to ask permission for evrything. My home is ur home too, remember? Besides ur right, the house needs a little greenery ard here
"It really is your home, Sirius. I just live here." He turned to face him. "So your went to the book store today. Any special reason you did?"
Sirius: Huh? No particular reason, I just got off frm my training n thought I'd get u something wen I passed by the bookstore. Why?
"You haven't before. Just wondering why you got them for me." Was Sirius, in a way, trying to tell him he was sorry for having an affiar? Not that Severus would care. His heart was locked up deep inside it's little 'prison' as Lily called it. "I didn't take you for the type that would even go into a bookstore, let along buy from there."
Sirius: Well, I still go frm time to time. Aftr all, I wanted to get a gift for my wife. I cant always be the taker all the time now, can I? *smiled gently at him*
"I didn't say you where the taker." Severus said. Was he really not going to admit that he was with anohter man today? "But thank you for the books." He nodded at the three books.
Sirius: *felt some slight hostility n came closer* Is there something u'd like to say? The way ur saying it, it seems like u knw I went to the bookstore today
"I was having lunch with Lily today." He took the books and started to put them in in his bookshelf. "You can out with another man from the store."
Sirius: Ah, so u met Remus. He's my old classmate along with James bk in school. We ran into each other wen I was in the bookstore looking for books for u
Severus was still sceptical. "I don't mind if you have someone on the side. I don't care. But I would hope that you would tell me about it. I don't want to find out about it after the fact." He came back to his desk and started to go through his mail.
Sirius: *blinked for a moment then smiled n put a gentle hand on his shoulder* U do care. I can tell frm ur tone tht ur at least concerned
Severus looked up, and frowned. He held up one of the letters. "I have a doctors apointment in two days. Hopefully I am pregnant so I won't have to tollerate you and your sexually perfomence anymore."
Sirius: Is it reli tht bad for u? Do u reli hate sex tht much? *looked a little sad tht Severus still wouldnt see their love-making as such* I've told u before tht I would nvr cheat n would nvr put u thru wat ur father did to ur mother. Remus is just a friend. Nothing more
"Yes, I hate sex. I hate how it makes me feel before, during, and afterwards. I hate everything about it. I just want the child so I can go back to the old ways of not having you touch me." He said the last just to hurt Sirius. He did like how he felt before sex and during, but it was the after that most frightened him that vonerablilty when anything do happen to him. "As for your friend, fine he is a friend, I don't care."
Sirius: *it stung to hear it, evn tho he knew it was a facade, bt then he couldnt reli tell frm Severus' poker face. Without warning, he pinned Severus against the wall, staring dwn at him before he leaned in to kiss him deeply, his hands holding onto Sev's hips firmly*
Severus flintched slightly as he was pushed against the wall. He looked up at Sirius, waiting to see what came next, had he pushed too far, was Sirius going to break his cool and hit him? No instead he was pressed frim lips against him. Severus tried to struggle, that was a rule, no kissing and he didn't want to break it, but it was too hard to fight back agaisnt Sirius, who was clearly strong.
Sirius: *kissed him some more, then slowly moved frm aggressive to passionate, gently slowing it dwn as he tried to calm Sev dwn with his touches. He wanted to prove tht he was not the person Sev thinks of him to be, bt he didnt want to scare him either*
Severus still tried to fight what he was losing the battle with his body. His body didn't want to push Sirius away, it wanted to pulled him in closer. Finaly, he stoped trying to push him away and started to respond to the kisses.
Sirius: *gently led him to the couch of the study, kissing his cheeks n his neck this time as his hands caressed Sev's body* I would nvr cheat on u, n I would nvr find another. Pls trust me *spoke btwn kisses* Ur my wife, n I promised to be true to u, no matter wat
"I never wanted to be a wife." He said but not to be mean, it was true. "I didn't want what happened to my mum happen to me. Just one silly emotion and you are doomed forever." He turned his head away from Sirius.
Sirius: I knw, bt we're here now *caressed his cheek n stroke his hair* n I dont want us to be such strangers. I would nvr let wat happened to ur mom happen to u, u knw tht. Pls just trust me. Wat can I do to gain ur trust?
"I...I really don't know...I only trust Lily and I still don't know who that came about." He shrugged. "I don't let people in that can hurt me."
Sirius: Then try to trust me as u would trust Lily. I swear I would nvr hurt u, n I mean it *kissed his cheek* I knw I'm not supposed to kiss u bt...I cant help it, n... *blushed a little* I think I'm hving a bit of a boner right now frm kissing u
Severus blushed too. "Um, yeah, it is kinda digging into my side." He said, then he licked his lips. "What do you want me to do about it? "
Sirius: Well...I dunno if ur OK with sucking it...bt its OK if u dont want to, u can just stroke it
"I...don't know how." He said, moving his slightly shaking hands to the front of Sirius pants. Slowly he undid them to let Sirius hang out.
Sirius: I can show u *gently takes his hand n put it on his cock* Gently massage it up n dwn, squeeze it just a bit bt not too hard, n if ur up to it, u can start by licking the tip
Severus nodded, stroking the others cock slightly. It was a weird, feeling, almost like velvet, but it was not a bad feeling. He squeezed a bit, but he still didn't want to put his month on it. "Is it ok, if I just stroke it?" He asked.
Sirius: *nods* Sure, take ur time *his hands reached dwn to tweak Sev's nipples in turn, massaging n caressing his chest*
Severus bit his lip against the moan. "You seem to have an afinity for my nipples." He squeezed a bit harder, but not too hard to hurt.
Sirius: *hissed a little at the squeeze, bt it was a good hiss as he smirked* Well, its bcoz nipples r always the most sensitive part of a person, n dont tell me u dont like it *tweaked it a bit more, pinching it sensually*
"Ah!" Severus shivered. "Only beacuse you like to abuse them. Ah, stop! I am losing my concentration." He said, as his hand was stalling then starting again, then stalling again.
Sirius: *chuckles* Its OK, u dont hv to do it perfectly. I wanna pleasure u too *pushed Sev dwn gently again n started attacking his nipples wiht his mouth, sucking n licking them*
"Ah." Severus was trying to let out all the noises that he had been holding in all the other time. "Sssirius..." he moaned.
Sirius: Lemme show u first how its done *takes Sev's pants off n started licking the tip of his cock while massaging the rest with his hand*
"Oh god, Sirius!" Never had he felt something so good. Severus grabbed Sirius' shirt.
Sirius: *smirked n took the tip in his mouth, sucking it as he made long, gentle strokes on Sev's cock, licking it occasionally*
"Sirius...uh.." He gripped him even harder and bit his other hand trying not to come too fast.
Sirius: *sucked a bit n grinned* R u gonna come soon? *flicked his tongue at the tip*
"Yes...but I don't want to..." he moaned, shifting a bit on the couch.
Sirius: *nods n kissed the tip of the cock* Then I'll distract u *whispered lube on his hands n started preparing Sev, putting in two fingers, one at a time, n finger-fucked him gently*
"Oh! How is that suppose to...Ah! so close, so close! Sirius!" Severus bit his hand even harder, Sirtius was not playing fair.
Sirius: *smirks as he took Severus' cock in his mouth again as he continued finger-fucking him, seeming like he DOES want to make him come*
"OH god, OH GOD!!!" He screamed as he started to come.
Sirius: *drank him all in as he continued to thrust his fingers, occasionally brushing the spot to maximize his pleasure*
"oh....siri....us..." he panted, laying there, twitching more as Sirius pleaseured him.
Sirius: *licked his lips n pulled out his fingers, positioning his cock against Sev's ass* Ready for another round?
Severus nodded. He was ready, in a way. His body wanted it, but his mind was screaming for him to say no, to leave.
Sirius: R u sure? We can stop if u want. I dont mind, reli *to be honest he reli wanted to go on, bt he didnt want to scare Sev with his horniness*
"Just do it, Sirius. I don't really mind.." He said. Forget his head and it's logic he wanted to be fucked.
Sirius: *smiled gently n whispered extra lube on himself before gently pushing himself into Sev's ass, stopping to let him adjust*
Severus panted, gripping the other's shoulders. "I said FUCK ME!" He screamed at the other. He had waited too long just to have slowly, gentle sex. He wanted rought hard sex.
Sirius: Well, arent we raunchy? *grins as he started moving, increasing his pace evrytime, getting closer n closer to Sev's sweet spot, his hand reached to pinch n tug at Sev's nipples*
"Oh god! So close, so close! Hard, damn it!" Severus gripped him harder.
Sirius: U asked for it, my little wife *pushed Sev's legs up n spread it wider to get a more accurate hit, increasing his pace again n rammed it without mercy*
Severus couldn't even get a coherent word out. All he could do was scream to the heavens and just feel and feel he did. Even with their intimacy before this was nothing compared to anything he had felt. With the pleasure he felt he couldn't even hear that little voice in the back of his mind that said 'this is going to end badly.'
Sirius: *was also lost in this, tho secretly he felt glad evrytime Sev would voice out his pleasure during their sex. At least he knew he was enjoying it, evn tho later he would say he didnt, bt right now he was savouring the moment as he hit the spot mercilessly, almost folding Sev in half as he pummeled into him, loving the tight grip of muscles ard his cock*
Severus didn't know how much longer he was going to last. Even though he was the last to come and Sirius had not yet come. "Fffufffu..." he was still trying to talk by it seemed that a cock bushing against his spot was making that very hard.
Sirius: *groans* Ur...gonna come...? I'm...close...too...Together... *increased his pace, going the hardest, fastest n deepest he could go, assaulting Sev's spot like his life depended on it until finally he emptied inside him long n hard, as if his orgasm was going to spur Sev to come too*
"Siiiiii.....oh FUCK!" He got a full word out as he started to come, his body clamping down on Sirius, not wanting to let him go until Sirius had filled him completely up.
Sirius: *wasnt going to let go of Sev either until he finished evry last drop inside Sev, groaning out loud in pleasure, n again impulse made him lean in to kiss Sev deeply*
Severus didn't pull away from the kiss this time. He was too tired and foggy. He kissed back even. Then as he started to come back to earth, those old feelings came back. He was on his couch in his office with Sirius. Shit! "Alright I think that is enough." he said trying to push Sirius off him.
Sirius: No *said in an almost pleading voice as he cuddled him close, laying him bk on the couch* Just stay with me for a while, for me? Pls?
Severus opened his mouth to say something but couldn't bring himself to do that. "Well..it can't be comfortable on the couch."
Sirius: Its fine. I'm comfortable with u in my arms *nuzzled him a little as he lay with him, feeling skin against skin, for once not hving tht empty feeling sometimes he got evrytime Sev went away aftr their sex*
Severus on the other hand was having mixed feelings. Not sure if he really wanted to lay like this with sirius, but didn't have much choice.
Sirius: *felt the urge to say those 3 words. Dare he say it n spoil the moment? Would Sev appreciate it or would he hate it. He couldnt decide, so he kept quiet, opting to just stroke his hair*
Severus was more or less stiff in his arms. He did relax a bit. "Uh, so...when are you going to be ready to get up."
Sirius: Why r u so eager to leave? It doesnt hurt to relax n enjoy each other's company
"Unlike you, who can lounge about all day I have things that must be attened to before tomorrow." He threw at him.
Sirius: I dont lounge abt all day. I do hv paperwork n thesis to do other than practical physical Auror training, u knw *twirled his finger ard a lock of Sev's hair*
"Really? I thought your line of work was about beening physical. That is what you seem to want to all the time."
Sirius: Well, being an Auror doesnt mean running ard all the time. It is 70% of the time, bt 30% is still paperwork. I just hv the occasional habit of procrastinating *grins*
"I can see that. It is a wonder that you passed your classes in school. I suppose you have half the student population on their back, didn't you?"
Sirius: Well, I was the Quidditch Beater wen James n I were in the Quidditch team bk in school. Many ppl say I hv the stamina of a horse
"And something else of a horse." He gumbled.
Sirius: *grins* I take tht as a compliment. Ur not too shabby urself *gestured at the slightly toned physique of Severus despite him being thinner than himself*
"Oh do shut up. Your giveing me a headache." He huffed, but made no atempted to move still.
Sirius: *chuckles* Come, lets get cleaned up. I wanna hv a bath with u together *carries Severus bridal style* We havent had a bath together since we got married
"You are infuriating, do you know that?" He asked, but what could he do? And a bath did sound nice. "No more sex, though."
Sunday, November 27, 2016
Wedding on the Fly-Chp7
*weeks passed n while James n Lily's relationship hv been quite fruitful, Sev n Siri were getting along civilly, with the occasional sex in btwn, with Siri trying to get Sev to enjoy it n not seeing it so clinically. Lily had called Sev out for tea to catch up on things n they met at Three Broomsticks*
Lily: *entered the bar n sees Sev, waving excitedly at him* Sevvy~! *speed-walked towards his seat*
Severus smiled at his friend. She was too excitedable. But she look good and happy and that was all that really matter. Severus on the other hand was not so happy. The few times that he and Sirius had had sex were wonderful, there was no denying that, well other than to Sirius. But as soon as the sex was over Severus went and took a shower and then went to bed. He wondered if Lily and her husband were doing better than them. "Hello, Lily." He got up and hugged his friend.
Lily: *hugged him bk* Oh, look at u~ Ur look pretty amazing. I can see a bit of a glow on u~ I bet ur hubby is taking 'real good care' of u *hint n nudged*
"As well as I want him too." He sat back down. "I am ready to be pregnant so that the marital relations can stop for a while."
Lily: Marital relations...? Hmm~ Ur still seeing sex as a chore, dontcha? *ordered herself butterbeer*
"Sex is to beget children. That is it, Lily." He said, taking a sip of his cider. "I don't want him to get the wrong idea."
Lily: Well, it looks like he's trying to get u to at least enjoy it *got her order n sipped it before sighing dreamily* Ahh~ James n I hv been pretty at it for these few weeks. We're almost like rabbits *blushes with a naughty grin*
"Why do you want to put yourself through that vonerabllty?" He asked. "Not me. We have our routin. Sex, then I shower, then he does and then bed. Nothing more."
Lily: Its nice to be pampered n loved once in a while, u knw. U keep building tht wall ard u, sooner or later ur gonna build urself a prison u can nvr get out *pouts* Besides showering aftr sex lowers the chances of baby-making, u knw, since ur washing his seed off all the time
"I have been taking a potion. So I only need a scant amount. Besides, not all the seed get washed away. And I am find with my wall. There only need to be a Lily shaped hole in it and I am fine."
Lily: *laughed at tht comment* Then the size of the Lily-shaped hole must be pretty big for me to fit into *looks out the window n saw Sirius coming out of a bookstore with another man* Hey, speak of the devil. There's ur hubby right now
Severus looked around to see his husband with another man. "Really?" He shrugged and turned away. "I didn't know he could read." He took a sip of his cider, but he was thinking about who the man was beside him.
Lily: Now tht's just being mean~ *looked at the man beside him* Hmm, brown, brown, brown. Tht guy seems to love wearing brown, doesnt he? Altho I gotta say, he's quite good looking. Wonder who might tht be?
"I don't know, and I really don't care. Outside of the home we have our own lives." Severus shrugged and refused to look back at Sirius. Even though he did want better look at the man beside him.
Lily: *raised a brow a little n grinned* R we getting jealous here~?
"Jealous? Please, no. I told you, what he wants to do outside of the house is fine by me. I can do what I want outside of the house too." He shrugged again.
Lily: Hmm~ *grins mischievously* Well, watevr u say, Sevvy *sipped her butterbeer*
Lily: *entered the bar n sees Sev, waving excitedly at him* Sevvy~! *speed-walked towards his seat*
Severus smiled at his friend. She was too excitedable. But she look good and happy and that was all that really matter. Severus on the other hand was not so happy. The few times that he and Sirius had had sex were wonderful, there was no denying that, well other than to Sirius. But as soon as the sex was over Severus went and took a shower and then went to bed. He wondered if Lily and her husband were doing better than them. "Hello, Lily." He got up and hugged his friend.
Lily: *hugged him bk* Oh, look at u~ Ur look pretty amazing. I can see a bit of a glow on u~ I bet ur hubby is taking 'real good care' of u *hint n nudged*
"As well as I want him too." He sat back down. "I am ready to be pregnant so that the marital relations can stop for a while."
Lily: Marital relations...? Hmm~ Ur still seeing sex as a chore, dontcha? *ordered herself butterbeer*
"Sex is to beget children. That is it, Lily." He said, taking a sip of his cider. "I don't want him to get the wrong idea."
Lily: Well, it looks like he's trying to get u to at least enjoy it *got her order n sipped it before sighing dreamily* Ahh~ James n I hv been pretty at it for these few weeks. We're almost like rabbits *blushes with a naughty grin*
"Why do you want to put yourself through that vonerabllty?" He asked. "Not me. We have our routin. Sex, then I shower, then he does and then bed. Nothing more."
Lily: Its nice to be pampered n loved once in a while, u knw. U keep building tht wall ard u, sooner or later ur gonna build urself a prison u can nvr get out *pouts* Besides showering aftr sex lowers the chances of baby-making, u knw, since ur washing his seed off all the time
"I have been taking a potion. So I only need a scant amount. Besides, not all the seed get washed away. And I am find with my wall. There only need to be a Lily shaped hole in it and I am fine."
Lily: *laughed at tht comment* Then the size of the Lily-shaped hole must be pretty big for me to fit into *looks out the window n saw Sirius coming out of a bookstore with another man* Hey, speak of the devil. There's ur hubby right now
Severus looked around to see his husband with another man. "Really?" He shrugged and turned away. "I didn't know he could read." He took a sip of his cider, but he was thinking about who the man was beside him.
Lily: Now tht's just being mean~ *looked at the man beside him* Hmm, brown, brown, brown. Tht guy seems to love wearing brown, doesnt he? Altho I gotta say, he's quite good looking. Wonder who might tht be?
"I don't know, and I really don't care. Outside of the home we have our own lives." Severus shrugged and refused to look back at Sirius. Even though he did want better look at the man beside him.
Lily: *raised a brow a little n grinned* R we getting jealous here~?
"Jealous? Please, no. I told you, what he wants to do outside of the house is fine by me. I can do what I want outside of the house too." He shrugged again.
Lily: Hmm~ *grins mischievously* Well, watevr u say, Sevvy *sipped her butterbeer*
