Mates for Life - A Snupin RP (Part 3)

Remus: *wakes up and goes outside*

Severus: *slept in a little. It had been a while since he was given the luxury to sleep without interruptions and he was going to savour it*

Remus: *sitting outside in his chair, greeting people as they wake up*

Severus: *finally woke up and looked out the window. His view met with Remus sitting outside*

Remus: *looking around with a smile*

Severus: G...Good morning *unable to look straight at him ever since the conversation last night*

Remus: *looks up with a smile* Good morning. Did you sleep well?

Severus: Yes, thank you. Haven't had that good a sleep in a while

Remus: Glad to hear it. Care to join me in washing up?

Severus: Washing up?

Remus: *nods* A bath.

Severus: *blushed a little* You mean...as in a public bath?

Remus: Well its actually a natural spring, but yes. That's precisely what I mean.

Severus: I...I don't know...

Remus: Its just where we bathe.

Severus: But I... *hugged himself, feeling a little self-conscious*

Remus: Yes? We don't have to be looking at one another.

Severus: Um...OK...If you say so...

Remus: *nods and gets up* The spring is about a five minute walk this way. *starts walking*

Severus: *followed after him quietly, still trying to get used to that powerful strong aura he was giving out to his pack*

Remus: *finally gets there and starts undressing* *walks into the water when he's completely naked*

Severus: *his heart skipped a beat a little as he noticed how well hung Remus was. Still a little hesitant to undress in public*

Remus: *in the water up to his waist* You don't have to undress completely, you know.

Severus: D...Don't rush me, Lupin *slowly took off his clothes all the way until he was left with his underwear, revealing the dried up welts and scars he had almost all over his body*

Remus: *not looking, trying to give him his privacy*

Severus: *slowly enters the river, going down all the way until he was submerged to his chin*

Remus: May I turn around yet?

Severus: ...Go ahead

Remus: *turns around and blinks* Are you cold?

Severus: N...Not really.

Remus: You can stand up, you know. We're both men, its not as if there's anything to be ashamed of. *covered in scars himself*

Severus: *sees the scars on him, but knew they were not as bad as his* No

Remus: *frowns* What's wrong?

Severus: I...I don't want you to see me. Not like this

Remus: Like what?

Severus: My...My scars...

Remus: *raises an eyebrow* I have scars too, if you haven't noticed. And they aren't exactly pretty.

Severus: Not as bad as mine

Remus: I'll be the judge of that.

Severus: *was reluctant, but sighed and stood up, showing his scars and welts to Remus*

Remus: *small smile* It looks fine.

Severus: You're just saying it to be nice.

Remus: Have I ever lied to you?

Severus: No but...don't treat me like I'm a five year old. I know it looks bad, much worse than yours and you know it as well

Remus: If I'm treating you like a child, I am sorry. But you honestly don't look that bad.

Severus: *sighs* Well, you have no idea how it feels like to experience this sort of pain

Remus: Is that so?

Severus: Yes, of course it is so. Going to meet the Dark Lord only to be beaten and whipped just because he fucking likes to see me in pain, using his questioning my loyalty as an excuse, then being treated like a fuck toy almost all the time, coming bk to Hogwarts only to have the old geezer milking me of plans from the Dark Lord without the courtesy of asking if I was alright or in pain...*a pained expression strewn across his face* So don't try to be nice to me now, not after what I've been through

Remus: *frowns* That will never happen again.

Severus: How can you be sure about that? How can you promise me that?

Remus: Because I will make sure of it.

Severus: Prove it. Prove that you can stop the Dark Lord from all this on me *gives him a challenging dare*

Remus: I intend to protect you.

Severus: What? By staying here? Albus and the Dark Lord are bound to find me one way or another

Remus: Yes, but not until the summer's end.

Severus: Wh...What do you mean by that?

Remus: Until the summer's end, I will protect you. After that, it is up to you.

Severus: *scowled* Then you're still not really helping me anyway. I'm still going to end up back in my old life. I don't even know why I spill my guts out for you *gets out of the river, cover himself with his robes and stomped off*

Remus: *sighs and finishes washing up* *leaving the river to go after him*

Severus: *stomped all the way back to the house and enters the room, slamming the door*

Remus: *sighs and goes back to the den, knocking on the door* Severus. What I meant is that when the summer is over, it will be up to you whether or not you still want my help. I won't withdraw it, but I know that in a public setting, you are a man of your privacy. And I did not know if you would like to maintain this friendship once the summer is over.

Severus: *silent for a while before he opened the door* Are you willing to help me when the time comes?

Remus: If that is what you want, but I won't offer it. I won't invade your privacy. You'll have to come to me.

Severus: Then...I will try, when I really need it. I'm...I'm sorry for being like a spoiled child just now

Remus: Its alright. You're in a new situation. I understand.

Severus: *nodded* Thank you...Remus

Remus: Its no trouble. Now would you like to come out for breakfast?

Severus: Alright *dries himself with a spell, got properly dressed and followed him*

Remus: *small smile and takes his seat*

Severus: *sat at his designated spot beside him*

Remus: *whistles for everyone to sit down*

*everyone does so, obeying their alpha*

Severus: *chuckled inwardly, still trying to get used to this side of Remus*

Remus: *smiles* I amuse you?

Severus: More or less. It's just weird seeing you in a powerful position. You were so timid when we were younger

Remus: I wasn't Alpha when we were younger.

Severus: How DID you end up being an Alpha?

Remus: I defeated the previous alpha and took his spot.

Severus: Wow. That's...unexpected. You've always been one to stay on the sidelines and let nature takes its course

Remus: *shrugs* People grow and change.

Severus: What made you change anyway?

Remus: I'm not sure. I saw the world around me and I didn't like it. So I did something about it.

Severus: I hate to admit it, but that is what I wish I could do. I've always been brought up to just endure it

Remus: Then do it. There's nothing stopping you but yourself.

Severus: Easier said than done when you have that mindset your whole life

Remus: Then I will help you.

Severus: How?

Remus: If you like, I will teach you to fight back.

Severus: *surprised* I...I would like that very much...

Remus: *tiny smile* Or I can take care of you.

Severus: *blushes a little at that remark*

Remus: We'll talk more about that later.

Severus: OK *continued eating*

*after breakfast*

Remus: *in his den, waiting for Severus*

Severus: *comes to him, barely expecting him to be there*

Remus: *sitting at his desk* *looks up with a smile*

Severus: *sees him there and almost froze* Oh, um, good day, Remus

Remus: Would you like to have a seat?

Severus: Um...Alright *sat on an empty seat opposite him*

Remus: You have two Masters, Severus. And neither of them are good for you.

Severus: *sighs* That goes without saying

Remus: But if you didn't want a Master, you'd stop seeking them out.

Severus: What are you trying to say, Remus?

Remus: I would like to be your Master.

Severus: *looked up in shock* Y...You? Be my Master?

Remus: If you like. I would actually take care of you. Protect you.

Severus: But...if I tear myself away from both Masters...they're gonna ask questions, wondering why am I defecting, it...it might be dangerous to you

Remus: I will take that risk. And I never said you would have to tear away from Albus or Voldemort. Unfortunately, we both have the real world to contend with.

Severus: You're right. The Dark Lord on the march, me having to play double agent for both sides...It's repulsive. Why can't they just get out there and fight each other head to head and be done with it? I'm sick and tired of all this shennanigans

Remus: However when you have to go to Albus, I will stand by you. And when you have to go to Voldemort, I will stand by you.

Severus: *look down at his feet* Why...?

Remus: Because I want to.

Severus: I mean...why do you treat me so nice? I've done nothing but being cold to you, always trying to get you and the Marauders into trouble

Remus: Because you need me. And I need someone to take care of.

Severus: You make me sound like one of your cubs

Remus: *chuckles* Its highly unlikely that I would do this with one of the cubs. *leans in and kisses him*

Severus: *his mind went blank for a second as his brain tried to register that it was Remus' lips he was feeling on his. Once the red alert hit his train of thought, he reflexively shot back* Wh...What the...hell...you...what...fuck... *incoherent*

Remus: Just trying to prove a point, Severus.

Severus: You don't kiss somebody to prove a point! Merlin's beard! *blushed rather badly*

Remus: That depends on the point you're trying to prove.

Severus: *looked up at him annoyed* Are you...Are you trying to tell me that...you like me to a certain extent...?

Remus: Yes.

Severus: As in...as far as a mate?

Remus: Perhaps. But not at the moment.

Severus: You know you just took my first kiss just prove a bloody point

Remus: *raises an eyebrow* First kiss? My apologies.

Severus: Well...not really a first kiss. More like...well, a kiss that meant something

Remus: Still. I'm sorry.

Severus: Have you...ever kissed anyone besides me?

Remus: *nods* I have.

Severus: *felt a weird pang of jealousy in his heart. He didn't why, but it was there* Who?

Remus: Past boyfriends and lovers.

Severus: *surprised* You actually date?

Remus: I have in the past.

Severus: Who were they?

Remus: Why is that important?

Severus: I just... *blushes and look away* I just wanna know, is all. Is it a crime?

Remus: *chuckles* You don't know who they are, but if it is what you like, I will tell you. *tells him about the four or five people he dated, and the three he slept with*

Severus: *listens to all with interest* I...I never knew you lead such a colourful life. I really underestimated your quiet nature there

Remus: Colorful? *raises an eyebrow* I've had a few lovers. That's normal. Well, as normal as a werewolf can be, I suppose.

Severus: Yes, well, you just...don't strike me as one who would date, is all

Remus: *shrugs* And you wouldn't strike me as someone who would willingly submit. Yet here we are.

Severus: Fine, we're even on that

Remus: So what do you say?

Severus: You...You promise you won't treat me...like the Dark Lord or Albus treat me?

Remus: I could never and would never do that to anything. I will protect you and care for you.

Severus: *thought for a while before looking back up at him* Then...I'll accept.

Remus: *smile* *reaches out his hand to shake it*

Severus: *took it and shake it as well* So...what do I need to do to officially be your slave?

Remus: *shakes his head* Not my slave, Severus, my submissive. My pet.

Severus: P...Pet? *went a little pale. It sounded much worse than being a slave*

Remus: *nods* Just a nickname of sorts.

Severus: Umm...what should I do? How should I behave? Are there wolf rules about being your pet?

Remus: Well first you should relax.

Severus: *realized how uptight he was and relaxed as he was told*

Remus: Just be yourself. I have no desire to turn you into something you're not, Pet.

Severus: *didn't know why, but a sort of warm feeling grew in his heart when he called him that*

Remus: *smile* Would you like to keep your own room?

Severus: Umm...I suppose so. Unless you wish me to share rooms with you

Remus: *shakes his head* You are my pet, but you are still your own person. It is one of the few decisions I will allow you to make.

Severus: Well, I guess I should appreciate that. Yes, of course. I'd like to keep my own room

Remus: *nods* Would you like to sleep there or with me?

Severus: *thought about it* Well, since I'm your pet, I guess I might as well get used to it. I think I'm OK with sleeping with you

Remus: *small smile* Very well. Then tonight, you will disrobe as much as comfortably possible and join me. If that means wearing a winter coat, pants, and boots, then that is fine.

Severus: *nodded* Do we...have to ~do~ anything?

Remus: I only intend for us to sleep.

Severus: *sighed in relief* Oh...Alright then

Remus: Nothing else will happen unless you want it to.

Severus: I...I understand *feels a little awkward at being given such freedom to choose. Most of the time, it was a luxury*

Remus: No one here will try and make any moves on you either.

Severus: How can you be sure? Some of them I see seemed to be looking at me as if in heat or something

Remus: Because you are mine.

Severus: *blushed at that statement*

Remus: *small smile*