Draco moved his way into the house, knowing it since childhood. Finally coming to a bathroom he closed the door before going to the toilet and vomiting. So this,was how,it was going to be? He was going be be raped of everything from his first kiss to his first time and he was just expected to endure it.
Remus: *followed his scent n located him, then waited for a few moments to give him some time before knocking* Young Master, r u alright? May I come in?
Draco wiped his mouth with his hand and flushed the toilet. "Do whatever the fuck you want. Your going to report it back to my future husband anyway."
Remus: *enters the bathroom n stood a small distance away frm Draco* R u alright, Young Master? U look unwell
"Yes I am fucking unwell." Draco growled at him. "How would you like your first kiss to be in front of all those pricks cheering like that? I don't even get a fucking say." Tears started to well up in his eyes. "And I know it is your fucking job to make sure that I stay clean for him. You are only protecting me so as soon as I am married I can have his filthy child inside me. No one fucking cares about what I want!"
Remus: That's not true. I'm also not exactly being ur guardian at my own free will. Lord Voldemort ordered me to be more than just ur guardian. He wants me to be his "fixer", to "eliminate the competition". N no one cares either about how I feel abt this bcoz I am not a killer. Not by choice. I don't want to be a killer anymore than u don't want to be Lord Voldemort's wife. N I do care about u
"How can you care about me?" He asked, going over to the sink to get a look at himself. He couldn't go back in with red eyes. "All everyone sees when they look at me is a porcelain doll. To be put on a shelf and taken care of because I can fucking do it on my own."
Remus: I do care abt u. I hv been watching u growing up even tho u think me invisible. Lord Voldemort was not the only one who employs my services. Ur father does too, n I observed u wen I am under ur father's hire. Remember the elf Dobby ur father treated cruelly often? I saw u go to the backyard secretly n gave him ur share of bread wen u were only 5 yrs old. N u were the one who secretly freed him by giving him ur sweater wen ur father wasn't looking n lied to him saying Dobby was killed while running his errand. I knw wat u reli are, n I care tht side of u
Draco paused. Slowly he turned to look at the werewolf. "You...saw...why didn't you tell me father? I am sure that would jave netted you a larger pay day."
Remus: Unlike most hired help, I'm not the kind who would just look out for Number 1. I knw how it feels to be oppressed, n I'm not abt to rat ppl out. N besides, wat good would it do for my conscience if I rat u out? U would get into trouble bcoz of me. I don't want tht. I dunno why, bt I want to protect this side of u, n if it means hiding it frm the world, n frm ur father, so be it *smiled kindly at him*
Draco bit his lip. "No one, other than my Uncle, knows how I am." Why would this man care so much about protecting the kind side of him.
Remus: *smiled as he pat his head* It'll be our little secret then. *then leans dwn to kiss Draco on the forehead comfortingly* Come. Let's get u freshened up n bk to the party before they decide to send ur father up here
"I wish I didn't have to go back. I don't think I can stand being there any longer." He turned around and splashed cold water on his face.
Remus: I knw. I don't feel like going bk there either, bt it has to be done. Don't worry, Young Master. Just knw I'll be right with u, n if u need assurance u can secretly give my hand a squeeze. I'll make sure u can at least pull thru
"Please. Don't call me Young Master. Call me Draco. It is the only thing that I have left that is mine."
Remus: Of course, bt only in private *held out his arm* Shall we?
Draco smiled and leaned up to give him a kiss on the cheek. He then took his arm.
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